I was alone for a long time. Now, I'm not alone. I hope we get married, and our life together gets better and better everyday.
So my wife is Filipina and I'm European. She has recently got into some wiere Korean skin care stuff that lightens your skin. I think she's taking it too far. She's lighter than our kids now. I can't really talk to anyone about it. She mainly does it to flex on other Filipinos. Basically in their culture if you have a tan you are a redneck, and if you are lighter it means you have a high class indoor job like a bureacrat. I'm dropping hints about how I feel and I'm about a week away from making Michael Jackson jokes.
I have to let go a person that never been mine.
Why almost relationship is hard to forget?
My boyfriend's dad owns and is boss of a relatively small company. He inherited it from his father, and when he retires, my boyfriend is supposed to become the boss. All his plans are aiming at that; he doesn't have a plan B, he is looking forward to it. He also made some career decisions that were smart for this particular goal, but quite stupid if he ever planned working as an employee somewhere else. And here's where my confession starts. I don't think he's going to manage it. He simply isn't smart enough to lead a company. And I don't mean that in an insulting way, it's just that there are different kinds of intelligence, and he's talented in a lot of ways, but running a business is simply not at all what he's good at, and I don't think he ever will be. He just lacks the qualities that you need to have in order to be a successful boss. One of which is knowing when it's better to quit, and I'm very afraid for his, but also ours and as a result my own future. I haven't told him how I think about this because I hope that I'm either wrong or, if I'm not, he'll realize it himself one day. I'm not sure what to do if neither happens. I want to be a good partner for him, and I'm not sure whether that means always being supportive or being honest.
I fell in love with a guy, at first it was only a crush and I thought it wouldn't last long. But now he is constantly on my mind and I can't think of anything else than him being next to me, or him kissing me. It wouldn't be that bad to love him if he wasn't gay and had a boyfriend. And this isn't the only problem. I got into a relationship now, with a guy I am like only physically attracted to. I feel a really painfull sting everytime I think about the guy I really love.
Been having dreams about the most important people in my life lately...Seems like my mind has a way of letting me know who's really important to me...
Girls are frustrating xd
I can't be happy when two people I know get together. It's not jealousy. It's just everyone's delighted and so happy for them. Makes me wanna puke.
I dont really understand polygamous relationships like a threeples or something.. how does it feel like to love people more than one eternally? Theres always a possible jealousy for that mostly... I cant see it though..