September 11 was planned by united states you should put in jail the cia, the fbi, and other spy organizations, including most running the goverment those years, to those sceptical explain the fell of that small tower near the twin towers.
I am what I call a "loser in disguise". Which means I have no real friends, spend all my time being at home watching netflix and eating without having a hobby, have no job and no sex - but to anyone who knows me I seem normal, because I pretend that my acquaintances are friends (my contact list is full - full of people who I don't even talk to and probably don't know me anymore), pretend to have hobbies (as a child I played tennis and when someone asks me about my hobbies, I say it's that even though I haven't played in 10 years), I look fit because I am naturally thin (but actually I am unfitter than most fat people), and because I am officially still going to college (I've already failed all my classes and can't legally get a degree anymore but I am still formally enlisted) and I have a girlfriend, but our relationship is so broken that we don't even have sex.
I never find any friends anywhere. The only time I was able to do that was in kindergarten and elementary school, and all friends I have today are from that time. They went to high school with me so I wasn't friendless there, but after that I realized my problem. Whenever I was somewhere, summer camps or sports club, I didn't find friends. I've been in college for over a year now and I haven't found any friends.The thing is, it's not that I don't talk to people - I'm shy so I barely do it, but in the end you always end up talking to someone or hanging out with someone. But it never gets deep enough to call someone a friend, it never happens that either one of us has the desire to hang out in private or talk about feelings or whatever. I already can see myself being forever lonely, because all my childhood friends are leaving the city.
i saw that you got married...congrats...and i hope that you won't cheat on him how you've done with me...now that you also have a child..but unluckly, the history has a really bad way of repeating itself..best of lock to you two
I think the big irony of life is that, as soon as you accomplish something and get a reward, you don't need the reward anymore. In a video game, you get the best items when you're high level - so when you already are good and don't need good items to help you anymore. Most of the best paying jobs are also the jobs that let you have the least free time, which means you can't enjoy the things you buy from that money. You work your whole life and after years earn your retirement - only to be too old to really enjoy your free time.
I am floating, from one ghost town to another, who knows, I'll meet you there.
My best friend wants to hang out with my sister more than she wants to hang out with me, and it hurts so fucking bad... My sister steals all of my friends, every single one. They all like her more than me because I'm a fucking loser.
My mom turned 40 recently, and for her birthday she traveled across the country to climb a mountain in honor of my grandma. I'm so proud of her for accomplishing her dream, she's been working hard for years to train for this. Even though she's gone, I bought her a birthday gift to give her when she comes back. It's something simple, just a silver necklace chain with a Wyoming state quarter that's been carefully cut so that only the shape of the cowboy on his horse remains in the circle of the coin edge. Well my dad was angry about it. He said "That's such a good gift. How am I supposed to top that? Why do you always have to outdo me?" Mind you I never intentionally do this. I just wanted to get my mom something meaningful (Wyoming is where her mountain is). So what does my dad do? Goes to a fucking high end jewelry store and spends almost $600 on a rose gold necklace with real diamonds, and it's beautiful. When showing it to me, he looked me in the eye with a grin and said "I had to one-up you." I want to be glad he found her a nice gift, but I'm so mad that he's being petty and honestly I now feel bad for giving my mom a carved quarter on a chain when he's giving her diamond-crusted gold. He does this to me all the time. I don't know why he feels the need to outdo me, his daughter, all the time. I just wanted a nice gift for my mom, now I feel guilty about it.
now it's summer and honestly i have no motivation to date or go to places with girls like bars and stuff, i feel so uncomfortable when it's so hot that i can't stand being alone with myself let alone with someone else.. is like i lose all my romantic feelings completely. when i get a job, i will move somewhere where it's always cold so we can watch netflix in a sea of blankets toking the homegrown out of the bong... wow this is so my life's dream
Sometimes, out of nowhere and when not expected, life just bites you in the ass. You just have to rub it and move on.