I like women under 25, I'm almost forty. I'm also fat and not very atractive.
I need sex. Not because I want it due to some atractive woman I know but because the emotional release that comes with it.
I've decided to ignore two guys I know by not sending them emails or interacting with them on social media anymore.
Some of my ex friends stopped talking to me because 4 yrs ago I was a mess due to a health problem I had at the time. They said things like I don't have a life and had too much time on my hands to think about what was wrong with everything around me, like petty stuff mostly. I guess some friendships weren't so important to them. True, i was a dick at the time but can you blame me? I thought I was a gonner. People are just too shallow and self centered these days.
It takes a lot for me to like someone.
I made an advent calendar (in case you don't know what it is: it contains 24 little presents, you start on December 1st, in my country it's the No. 1 Christmas tradition) for my boyfriend. I worked really hard on it and wanted to surprise him with it. Yesterday the topic of advent calendars randomly came up, and he said how he hates those calendars that have little presents (which the one I made is) and rather wants one of those chocolate only ones from the store. I feel so bad now and don't know what to do, if I should give it to him anyways or just throw it away...
Im a paraglider pilot.. not a good one.. but i love it!! I almost died today.. the thing is.. im not even mad hahaha or sad.. i mean.. im happy to be alive of course but if i die someday with my glider.. its ok.. at least i was doing what i love..
my sister choose the last dog and she choose a sick old dog who smelled but ok i was promised i could choose the next dog, i already had found him my mom just told me to wait a week, he was on the street suffering in winter, but i wait, but it was a lie, it wasn't for me to wait, it was for my sister to bring a dog she chose instead.. and she didn't tell us its a pittbull, like the real thing, those with the big ass head and aggressive asf.. also no one here knows how to properly train dogs or raise them, that's why i had choose my good friend from the street because he was chill, but my sister doesnt know dogs have personality and temperement, she just choose one that looks coolest for her instagram, and that really broke my heart for some reason , for months now. the fact that we dont know how to raise it, the fact pitbulls are dangerous, the fact she destroyed my dream, the fact they plotted to trick me, the fact the dog i had choose now suffers on the street, i had chose him because he said hi and was friendly.. i thought i would get over it because everyone was mean to me and told to not care, but this still upsets me so much inside, when i think about the dog that is on the street, and how they tricked me, today i kicked the sofa my sister was on when she was rude to me, my mom got out all stressed out and worried and angry at me. my sister is a huge loser who does nothing good with her life, but she invests whatever little energy she has to try to sabotage other people, my other sister, my dad , me and my mom, she is self destructive narcissist and just wants to make everyone around suffer, it's just so toxic and pathetic, this worm of a person needs to just go away and stop causing pain, ever since i was born shes been causing pain. i want her to go away
I'm not used to people being nice to me.
why cant my mum just get mad at me, make her point then shut the fuck up. why does she feel the need to ramble on about pointless shit that she KNOWS im not listening to? Quiet for 5 mins and i finally thought i had some peace and quiet then she rambles on again!! i cant help but groan loudly like im SORRY but you're just asking for it at this point