i am tired of understanding the fact that we living being has emotion. the way it works is full of paradox and irony, both positive and negative, and I am tired of always be the one to understand it most.
My roomate got into a relationship with my crush. It hurts 😔
I've came out to my parents about being bisexual, but they don't trust me going to sleepovers anymore. And I feel like if I tell them about my almost 4 month relationship with my girlfriend they're going to punish me in some way. Even my girlfriend tells me not to tell my parents that she'll be at the sleepover, just because she thinks that I won't be able to come , which has happened before. So I have come up with a secret identity for my girlfriend. I named "him" Matthew, I only told my parents that I liked "him" and they encourage me to do tell or do something to "him".I might tell my parents this summer because we'll be out of state far away from my girlfriend. :/
I cried in church some weeks ago.. not my proudest moment..
I hate that they don't need any new workers in the store that I was helping to get finished to open... so I am so sad, because I have to leave! That place made me happiest I've been for a very long time! I hope I can come back to them😭❤
I met someone nice in class two weeks ago. We had a great conversation and she said she looked forward to talking to me in next class, but I haven't seen her since. I was hoping I might be able to make a friend at last...
People notice when you talk about them. It's not very stealthy if you go from talking very loudly to suddenly whispering and shooting glances in someone's direction. Also, whispering while standing 2 metres away doesn't mean you aren't heard.
This may sound like a joke but please know I'm being completely honest here and just need help. My sister has incestual feelings for me. she's twelve years old and I just turned seventeen. I don't know if this a phase she's going through, or if she's just trying to get a reaction from me, but I've been feeling really bad. She constantly turns whatever conversation we're having into something inappropriate. She asks me if I can kiss her on the mouth so she knows what it feels like. She asks if I want to see her undressed. A week or so ago she came into my room and molested me in my sleep. And when I woke up, she kissed me on the mouth and I was just frozen and didn't know what to do. I've been avoiding her, and quite frankly I am afraid of her. I've told her several times that brothers and sisters can't do that, but she said she read a book about a brother and sister who did these things together, so she thinks it's fine. I don't know who gave her the book. I'm actually crying now because I just feel so sick and I don't know what to do. Our parents are dead and we live with our grandmother, and when I told her about my sister, she laughed. I don't know how to fix this.
I wish I could get over my crush so I can find someone else. Why can't my stupid ass brain figure out he's probably not into me? He has a girlfriend. I'm lucky he even wants to be friends with me. I should take what I can get and fucking move on. But I can't stop my heart from fluttering when he says my name. I can't stop my cheeks from blushing when we make eye contact. I can't stop my lips from smiling just being around him. I have no control and I hate it.
I got three Whisper app and within 15 minutes a 23 year old guy asked me to do that stuff with him. I ended up sending him pics and eventually blocked him. This happened within 6 hours. I'm 16. He said it would be our little secret, but I'm too scared to lose my virginity and so I blocked him.