theres another competition in december and its an even bigger one and i have to travel to rio de janeiro!!!!!!!!! im so excited i hope it works out this time!!!!!! wish me good luck guys
My girlfriend leaves me all of a sudden after living together for 3 years, my mother has cervix cancer and her health gets worse every day. The only thing that made me smile in the last 30 days is when I decided I'll kill myself before my birthday (March 11) or even sooner if something happens to my mother.... I never had any friends to talk to and I'll end up completely alone. Always been positive and strong but, I reached my limit.
Damn it Caleb. Do you know how much I want to be there for you? How much feelings I hold in out of respect and admiration for you? You're so unique and so you. I have never met someone so unlike the rest of the population I've encountered. You don't fall in line with everybody else. You follow your way and damn anybody who disagrees. You are what I wish I was. You don't care how peculiar you seem to others. And yet you still, deep down under all that oddity, have a caring and kind heart. It may be covered with your unusual humor but you have the sweetest and softest smile. A deep compassion for your friends that, dare I say, rivals my own. Jessi felt inferior to you, and (strangely enough despite me considering her my equal.) to me. That's why she treated us the way she did. Fodder. Easily discarded when our uses were spent. In hindsight, im glad I opted out of that threesome. (Mainly because she was an overweight, hairy, unkempt train wreck that made me gag when I accidently caught her naked.) But you. You who knows the darkest parts of me, my deepest and most vile hell, and still stayed by my side when I needed a friend the most while jessi toddled off to fondle her dogs. I wish I could tell you these things in person instead of some humdrum app. I wish I could bear my soul to one final person. Shay destroyed me. Noah confused me. But you only have clarity inside me. I don't want to be with you simply because you don't feel the same way with me. And while that is a fucking miserable experience im all too familiar with, because its you I respect that and despite my track record, I won't continue a pointless advance. I just wish I could tell you this so I can be free and move on from this.
i wont get to compete this weekend... i felt like i was finally taking a step in the direction to have my dreams be a little closer, now i cant. because i got scammed out of some money , i didnt have time to sign up, now all my friends are going. i dont think i want to train this week anymore
She has a fat ass, i wish i could grab it but she's with one of my best friends. Her ass is big, round and juicy. Damn it i can't and i won't make a move on her.
Fuck i hate myself. There's this guy always around where i live that's a drug addict and always asking me for money. The thing is that he's smooth about it. I gave him money about 4 times in the last two months. I feel so stupid after but he makes me feel bad fot the state of his life. He's nothing but a liar and sly.
just got a blue belt with a darce choke. #CSO Tony Ferguson would b proud. i got a kimura today but not on the blue belt only on a white belt , kimura is Rose favourite thats why i want to be the best at it so that she will think im cool :/
Husband and I have lived in his home town for four years now, his brother lives very close by. We go over to visit once a week and for me it's bad. My husband will go off periodically to take long buisness calls and I often get left to small talk with his brother and my sister in law and after a few sentences it will just fall into an awkward silence everytime. My mind will go blank as I'm desperatly trying to think of something to chat about and I can physically feel my face go all stiff. Just painfully awkward. It's always been like this,right from the start - I thought it would get better with time but if anything it's gotten worse. I've tried to discuss this with my husband but he's flippant about it and doesn't want to know, he just expects me to be friends with them. In fact at times I have the impression that his brother deliberately ignores me and that makes it even worse, again tried to mention this to my husband but he doesn't believe me. I've never felt so shy or awkward around anyone as I do around these two people and I dread seeing them every week and feeling so uncomfortable. I'm at the point now where I don't know what to do, any similar stories/ suggestions?
I am in dire need of a blowjob.
i need to find a job, but i want to be able to keep training, what is a job with little hours or that doesnt make u tired too much???? i hate working but i guess theres gonna be no other way :/ no money, my ''friend'' scammed me out of my computer which was my only valuable thing which i was gonna use to sell and pay for more training :/ rn im just so frustrated with that... i just want my money... im not really gonna hangout with this guy anymore after this is over, i just hope i get paid soon enough, i think i gonna miss out on competing, and also might give my family corona viris, cuz without the money i cant rent somewhere and be away from my family... my friend is a narcissist idiot who will suck ur blood dry. i dont want nothing to do with him anymore