I have a huge crush on thug Rose i think she's perfect and i love her so much it hurts and i told myself to not worry but it's still the same and the end of the year is coming
ever owning a house and being able to buy food and pay house bills seems extremely impossible and i'm 24
Why is it when I try to go to the movies or go on a trip with my boyfreind, he always tries to back out of it. But when his friends ask him, hes all for it. Am I just not good enough to just hang out with anymore..?
I wanna stop being mad at you but I can’t. So it’s better to distance myself from you, bcs my anger will just destroy you.
I often feel like nobody gives a shit about anything anymore nowadays and I thoroughly hate that
I wonder if I even want to be here anymore.
I don't know why I can't bring myself to do shit I had to do. I'm putting my attention to do things that I like, which is way less important than the thing I should be doing. I feel like a failure but I can't bring myself to do it.. I'm scared of something irrational.. maybe I'm insane
sometimes I feel like I have nothing to live for, I'm very tired of all I have to be going through. my home was once the only comfort zone I had being someone who suffer from social anxiety problem, but ever since a relative of mine moved in, I feel like I'm living in hell sometimes I think it would been better if I no longer exist, at least then I would have nothing to feel.
I'm just 14, and I want some, let's say, more intimate stuff done with me. I want to be tied up I want to be gagged I want to be blindfolded I want to be tickled > I want to be covered in oil I want my stomach played with > I want my belly button played with The thing is, I'm too young, and even so, I don't have anyone. I really really want it though...
I'm not stating which way is which, but I feel like I should be the opposite sex. When alone, I enjoy doing things that are usually looked down on to people of my sex (I don't know how to phrase that properly), and when I'm with others, I really don't feel like I'm my true self. I'm incredibly pessimistic though, and I doubt anyone I know would be accepting of me if I decided to tell them. One or two might be accepting, but I suspect they'd probably actually just make fun of me.