I don't know how to emphasize with people, and it's really hurting my relationship with my boyfriend. He just wanted me to be there for him tonight and I sat there for an hour and a half and got bored? I know that's not normal but I'm confused. I am in therapy but I haven't learned anything from it, really.
its strange but i must confess i did not have anyone liking me these past two years and a half. compared to everyone i talk to i had zero i swear and would like to know why or how plse. am i very ugly?
When I was around 9 or 10, I started going online. I would play video games online, talk to people online, etc. I didn't have much friends and I've never really been a social butterfly. Around the same age, I started online dating. I know you might think that that's.. Stupid... Believe me, it is. I agree, and you're allowed to judge me. But hear me out... When I was younger, my dad struggled with addiction. Same with my mother. They did nothing but fight and scream at eachother, and they did the same with me and my sister. My sister is on the spectrum with Autism, and I have struggled with social anxiety and insecurities pretty much my whole life. I never had a male figure in my life who was firm, and dominant, but sweet and loving... I just wanted someone to play the father role. So I turned to guys on the internet. I knew that it was wrong to be doing what I was, and I didn't want to. But I was so lost and just wanted love from someone. The guy I'm with now tends to say that he loves me, but then tends to say when he gets angry with me, "I just want to be alone again." or "Why don't you just give up already? Why don't you give up on me? Why do you stay?" ... He gets mad because I have moodswings that I can't really control... I'll be happy one moment, and then I'll act neutral, and have no emotion. I never have bursts of anger, but I do have bursts of sadness. That and he gets mad because I'm dumb... At least, that's what he makes me feel like, and that's why I think he gets angry. I constantly feel put down by him, at least, when this one side of him comes out. I'm lost, and I need help...
Husband’s Mom comes round once a week on average. She basically randomly picks a day and then short notice asks to come over and my husband always says yes, even when he doesn’t feel like it. Like alone what I want, he never asks me. Just tells me that’s she’s coming now. We just had a really big fight because she’s came over 3 times in the last 10 days, I don’t actually have anything against the woman but I think that’s too much. She lives 10 mins away and every time she wants to see my husband, she comes here. My husband refuses to go the 10mins over to her place because he doesn’t like his Dad much and he might see him there and they might squabble over stupid shit. Meaning that our home shoulders 100% of her visits. it so frustrating. He point blank refuses to be fair and do what I’ve asked for a compromise which is 50% visits at our home and the other 50% at his Moms. I just don’t want to see her so often but with him just letting her come whenever she wants I don’t really have a choice, he obviously can see her as often as he chooses but I wish he’d balance it a bit by going to see her not always the other way round. I’m worried that if we have a baby she’ll try to come over 2,3 maybe more times a week. I’ve already said that I couldn’t cope with that, I’ll need some space and won’t be in the mood for short notice Mil visits. It’s even worse because my family live in another country so we rarely see them but I have to put up with my husband’s family all the time because they all live so close. I have no balance and don’t even know if I can fix this now, any serious advice/ similar experiences really appreciated. He’s hurt me with how uncaring he is to even see my side of the story and how he refuses to compromise with me at all, it’s making me resent him and I don’t want that.
I still don't have any plans for my 19th birthday 😩
Anime guys with hot abs and macho are hot but in reality, Man who has abs and macho are a big yuck to me. idk why? is it just me or? btw sorry boys. peace.
i have been single my whole life
I'm not happy with life, every day it gets worse. Work is full of stress, and supervisor always always telling everyone they will fire a lot of us. It's like everyday reminder. Then I don't even get to eat food. Tonight I just had oats for dinner. Just work sucks as ever and still don't have proper food. I hate life.
I'm an intensive care nurse in austria. In march shortly after the lockdown i got a call from tthe gov asking if i was interested to work in a corona hospital close to vienna, for theyre understaffed, i'll have my wage doubled and a paid hotelroom the time i'll be there. So, since im young fit n healthy, i said yes. Now the thing: i'm having my hotelroom and the doubled wage since the 20th of march but i haven't worked ONE SINGLE DAY! i'll get paid to sit here doing nothing and signing shit so i wont tell anybody. Im not the only one! CORONA IS A LIE!!!!
Yeh so. Ive had severe butt akne the past ~5yrs . I work in a retirement home md this old lady noticed i wasnt able to sit down properly cause of the pain. She looked at me and told me to soak a towel in salt water and sit on it ervery morn when i brush my teeth. And it really works!!! After years of shame and running from doc to doc spending a fortune ! SALT WATER MY DUDES !! it hurt as fuck the first couple days but its 3 weeks now and its GONE!! No more pain or inflammation! Some scarring still left , but it gets better daily! This changed my life! I'm so thankful!! This lady sved my life !!