sometimes i wanna lie to my ex tell him i cheated and my kids not his all the court drama is getting anoying
hey its me again that martial arts guy and still have the same problem but worse and im scared and dont know what to do and just want my life back
I feel really distressed at the thought of corpse quiting YouTube and only doing music... I know it's extremely good for his well being and health! And I would never want someone to choose the masses wants over theirs personal needs! Change is just hard especially when it's with someone who helped so direly with emotion de-stress and find your personal vibe, aesthetic, and groove~ I'll be okay! I'm happy for Corpse! Whatever he needs! As long as he's happy! I just don't want him to drift away from the friends he's made because I know he has no one and having no one then getting someone then having one one again is the worst type of suck. So... Yeah... I'm a Lil sad but corpses health and personal well being is more important so I'm all for whatever he decides to do
I'm really fucking lonely and I feel like nobody wants me. and I'm really sexually frustrated because nobody wants me but all my friends say I have a huge dick which frustrates me even more
I want someone who acts like my doting lover but has only platonic adoration for me. I want to feel like our presences are one in the same and we would do anything for the other but not out of violent romantical feelings... But because I adore your very existence and to be able to admire to up close and oh so very personal would be my dream. I want so much pda it looks like we are on the set of some dramatic romance movie. We are in love but not like you'd think.
My relationship is going through a rough patch and I'm afraid we won't make it out of it. We both still have feeling for each other but we have developed in different ways over the last couple of years. I'm devastated, we built a life together...we're talking about our issues but I don't know if it'll be enough..
I was anorexic and bulimic as a teen, but I somehow never quite fit into it. I would binge food and be okay with it, then avoid it the next few weeks. Now I'm an adult and these toughts have been triggered again. My current boyfriend knows I struggled with food, but not how. He is tall and naturally skinny. Sometimes he has lunch and the next time he eats would be lunch on the next day, because he just wasn't hungry. I think about food 60% of the time and got so angry at myself last night, because I was hungry again while he wasn't. I hate it and I hate myself. Right now I just don't want to eat, but simultaneously I think about all the stuff I could bake or cook and enjoy. I want to stay strong and eat nothing. Show him, how I can be. If I give in and have some food, he couldn't take me seriously right? I couldn't take myself seriously. I would look like a joke in front of both of us.
I keep my nails long and sharp. Not because I think it's pretty or because I like it. I keep them like that so I can punish and hurt myself. Nobody suspects a thing.
I'm not a pathological liar but it scares me sometimes how fast i can come up with realistic-legit-sounding bullshit on the spot like that when I'm being confronted
I'm ftm and want to be used and humiliated for trying to be a man, I touch myself imagining men smacking me around and forcing themselves on me