let me tell you about the time and the day that I died. I had a memory when I was 10years old and I remember my Parents fighting in the middle of the night. my mind told me to run in the house so the people wouldn't hear, so I ran in the house I ran to the toilet screaming, still,just couldn't stop and got down on my knees and close my eyes. I put my hands together and say "GOD, if you exists if you love me you'll take me away from this life.Now I'm gonna count to 10when I open my eyes I wanna be gone. you hear me?I open my eyes and I was still there. my confession =Tosh master
somone said my mother was a sult beause she has 3 kids that have different dads. I hate that just because of that some people just think of her as a slut but dont care to ask why we all have different dads. Im disappointed actually that people think this of mot only my mother but other people and that's just disgusting.My older brothers dad left them and disappeared completely from their life, my father abused my mother and was brave enough to leave him and my little brothers dad cheated with someone while my mom was pregnant BUT the thing that is the worst is that some people even with getting an explanation of things still have that stupid way of thinking .
my point is that I am not able to make it 😔
My tooth is cracked, it was cracked for a while but i ignored it. now the piece if moving around becase its stuck between the teeth and im in pain. im just realizing that my bad breath that gives me insane confidence and self esteem problems and why i avoid talking to girls is probably from this, this thing is probably infected and it hurts when i chew i feel so stupid and irresponsible and gross, i feel like no one else lets shit like this happen to their teeth only i do cuz im gross and i ignored it and im terrified of the dentist im so scared i hate it so much i just hate going but i can force myself kinda i know i must just from the relief i will get i know they maybe will fix it but honestly the way that im feeling, like a burning infection-y gross feeling, i would be ok with taking it completely out T---T thats probably wont happen tho.(its one of my back teeth not from smile i guess) can i ask to sleep for dentist??? i would love that honestly... when they put anesthesia, i always stay feeling still, and i hate it, im so scared of it. i think im so scared because im so alone i feel like no one loves me or cares about me and i dont have enough strength to deal with when it gets bad because of being so alone
My dad got me a car when i turned 18 and made driving school. they kicked me out of the house and i sold my car, but then right after they let me live with them, even tho i already sold it. i had no plans with my life at the time or goals or role models, i feel like i completely just wasted that money in the stupidest ways possible. now in times like these, money would change my life, theres things i need to be doing, that i cant rn because of money. im stuck at home in toxic environment, everyone is stuck at home but some are in a positive environment, with ppl they trust and love.
I am drunk, I am lonely. I am fucked. Some one help me. Tell me I'm not alone. I want Jason.
i like showing my tiddies to men on omegle because i hate myself and i feel fine when they complement me for what i did
Rose answered my question during the live UFC Q&A today. i asked her if she had advice for someone who has similar personality and mental issues to her and wants to be a fighter, but the reporter only asked half of it, but she answered me that i should just enjoy training and have fun and train everyday and everything will fall into place, i trust her. i love her so much
I want sex so bad but I can't get it. idk how to just go get laid
I am 46yrs old and have been plagued by health issues. I was looking through my mums family history records and discovered that my parents are actually cousins and this explains everything. What makes it worst, my mum's parents were also cousins and throughout our family tree relations have married and had kids. I feel so sick in the guts now finding this out and the fact my brothers and I are products of incest. This why we are plagued with medical issues . God I am so grateful I never had children. DON'T MARRY YOUR FUCKEN COUSINS, IT HARMS YOUR CHILDREN AND RUINS THEIR LIVES!!!