I keep my nails long and sharp. Not because I think it's pretty or because I like it. I keep them like that so I can punish and hurt myself. Nobody suspects a thing.
I'm not a pathological liar but it scares me sometimes how fast i can come up with realistic-legit-sounding bullshit on the spot like that when I'm being confronted
I'm ftm and want to be used and humiliated for trying to be a man, I touch myself imagining men smacking me around and forcing themselves on me
just once I wish my perspective would be considered and respected instead of ignored or deemed irrelevant and selfish. time and time again I have heard you say how I don't care about anyone but myself, how I don't do my part, how I take advantage and use you. I have heard you say even more how you do so much for everyone and how you get nothing but used screwed over and ripped off. I feel guilty for thinking I only matter when it's convenient for you or when you need me for something, and if I have nothing to give I am trash.
this is exactly why i choose to build a family out of my friends...family hurts me more than anyone i can count on
I'm a loser with no life
governments are using covid to overstep boundaries
Ah yes. The time has come. My yearly winter illness. I always catch something in December. It used to be strep every year, then I got mono once and every year since it's been a viral infection that meds can't treat. Ugh. I'll take a bacterial infection over viral any day, at least antibiotics can help you get over it faster. I've got shit to do, I don't have time to be sick...
my crush is engaged to a big black guy and i am feeling like insecure and demeaned and like im no good. i , like, i dont have a small dick or anything , i just try not to think about it but sometimes i do, can anyone help to feel better , im not like racist i guess. well maybe i am cuz im saying this but whatever, i just feel terrible i want to be happy again and, stuff
As I was trying to revive my dead brother, the only thing I could think about was this girl. I love her more than anything or anyone else in this world. I confessed shortly thereafter, and she didn't feel the same.