im alone and my friend invite me for christimas dinner with his family. i think is just him his brother whos my other friend and their dad. i guess it wont be too awkward but im worried, that its gonna be really awkward. i bought gifts for them but i dont have gift wrapping papers, i put them in paper bags lol with a bow. does anyone know some tips how to act, im really bad at talking to people at times like these
Dont have kids. Its mostly horrible. Not worth it.
for that person whos has been talking to me, the girl i like wasnt at practice today, i want to add her on ig, but im too scared or anxious about it, i think i need to be reasoned to do it. idk i just wish she liked me and if she dont like me its gonna be not very happy i guess
Its sad when I know that if I commited suicide right now my partner wouldn't check too see if Im ok until hours have passed.
I dont know how to live anymore.
my parents left me alone at home for 15 days, they left this morning, im 25, our house is huge, they left money for me to like eat and gas etc and the car... u know what is the worst, with all these amazing things, i just am alone, and i realize it too much and it hurts a lot, i had a bike crash once and i had 12 surgeries and it was horrible but loneliness definetely hurts way more,also takes years of ur life... anyway i was thinking about telling that girl at the gym that maybe if she wanted to hangout, we could , and then if we did hangout, i could tell her some things that i want to tell her, for example that i like her, and also that im alone and i get scared of ghosts and i wish there was someone here who i trust, to enjoy all these nice things that are here, and to b with me but im really scared and sometimes when im talking to girl i just get stuck im terrified of saying anything, ever since that one person that i admire a lot talked to me and then never did again, cuz i must have said the wrong thing, now im always scared of saying something wrong, and i dont really talk, i kind of just say yes or no, and look down or away from people,whenever i talk with someone is just about training or small talk and i hate small talk, anyway idk it shouldnt be like difficult right? like if she doesnt like me then shes gonna be nice about it hopefully. and ill just avoid her forever, i wish she was here rn tho. after being depressed bad and not cleaning my room or washing clothes, i did both today and my bathroom is super clean and my room, and then i bought a new bluetooth speaker cuz my old one broke and this one has lights and i love it and i wish that she was here rn with me listening to music and i kiss her right on the top of the head :p
no one answered but im still wondering, if it would be a good idea to make a tinder profile where its anonymous and i only explain what fetishes that i have and what im looking for and maybe have a body picture. what do yall think?? im like, really lonely and im sick of it i figure id just try to have sex
do anyone of you have someone in yalls lives who you know theyre always right about everything, and u look at them for like guidance? like not ask them but just look at what theyre doing, or when youre in doubt u think 'what would they do' to try to figure out how to do things? i am like this with a person
I got hired on at this retail job as "seasonal". Part of me really likes it and hopes they let me stay on permanently. ...but another part of me hopes they let me go and we part ways gracefully, because despite liking this job, the instability and isolation isn't good for my mental health. But idk where else I'd work. I wish I could just... be a stay at home parent. But alas I'm not married and don't have kids to stay home with.
when that one person i like makes a prayer live stream she always mentions the lonely and that God should comfort them and stuff, i feel like shes talking about me and that i should go away, is that just my anxiety? i feel like it isnt,cuz i felt like she never seen almost anything i wrote so id just write repetitively a lot like spam the same thing, but what if its the opposite, and she read a lot of it, and now she thinks im retarded, desperate mentally ill or a psychopath. also yea i am really really lonely , when u think about health and stuff, people talk about fitness and food but we try not to talk about how being lonely and not ever getting hugged or affection will make u sick too. despite everything i do im still sick and unhealthy because i dont know love i guess, i dont know what i should do, i will be alone at home for new years. im a person who is honest a lot irl, and i was thinking to just be really honest and just tell someone that i dont want to be alone at home , that im afraid of ghosts, that i dont have anyone to be with me, but i dont have anyone to say this to