Confession #17 When I was little, I hated the world so much that I used to pretend movies like Charlie and the Choclate factory and Grease were real, and I would pretend that was the world I lived in..
I hate life, it's so exhausting but I try to make the best out of everyday.
My therapist has turned into my paid friend.
I just want to feel wanted, valued and treasured. I am tired of people making me feel like trash
I thought you had a beautiful soul but maybe i was wrong...
I hate that no one ever tells me anything but they dont because they know I'll worry myself sick and I'm glad they're watching out for me but at the same time I wish they'd just tell me stuff and ask me questions and treat me like an adult
How can I show to women that despite my interest in them I'm afraid of approaching and don't know what to say? Women like confidence in man and I don't have it. I can't fake it till I make it because I get super nervous around people, especially women.
My only talent is pushing people away.
I need to have sex so bad...
I was in love with a boy when I was 16 that went on for 3 yrs. whenever I see him I still get a sense of longing like I gave him a peice of me I can never get back. I know I was only 16 but I loved him with all my heart, and I think part of me always will. I am over him, it's complicated. can anyone relate?