I have days that feel "normal" but then I have days that I feel empty or I get irritated about everything all day. I have a son thats over a year old and another thats now alittle older then a month old. I have my boyfreind, who is their father, with me. But I feel like if I am home, I mostly do everything unless I ask him for help. I also live with his mom and sister and for someone whos only really lived with one other person, I feel overwhelmed ALOT. His mother even watches his siblings children. So, 5 people pluse 2 or 3 more kids. I dont get any personal time but when I do, I get sad and verry depressed. I cry alot. I dont l feel like myself anymore. I swore to myself that if I started getting like this I would get help. I don't want to admit that I need help. Its just a constant battle inside me. I dont even want to be a mom some days. I feel like Im drowning..
I am done. I am not thinking about you anymore. You have been a part of my life. But it needs to stop. I moved on. Thank you for the good times, for the lessons learned. Without you i would not be who i am today. But just get out of my head, heart, just let me be. Good bye.
I'm a 16 year old girl, settling into my new job. I live in the area of a reasonably well known internet celebrity, who I won't say who. He is married with a large subscriber count and fanbase behind him, and for about 6 months now he comes into my workplace and chats me up and attempts to take me to his car. He knows I am 16 and said it doesn't bother him. a few weeks ago he grabbed my shoulders and tried to pull me away from my station. after that incident I quit and I only just got a new job a few stalls away.
I met a guy a few weeks ago, just randomly at work. We instantly clicked, but because I was at work, I didn't ask him for his number or anything else personal. When I was home later that day, I realized that I couldn't stop thinking about him. And even now, weeks later, I can't get him out of my mind. All information I have about him is his first name, and not even the full one, just his nickname (which could lead to two possible first names). I've tried finding him on the internet for hours. It's like an obsession. I don't even know if he's single or if he even liked me, and I wouldn't be sad if not, it's just... not KNOWING if there could possibly be something, somehow drives me crazy. I have never obsessed over someone like this before. I don't know if this behaviour is okay or if I've gone insane...
I did it. And I'm never doing it again. I hope to God that's enough.
I tried to fit in your life but I couldn’t, I don’t belong where you belong
God fucking damn it. I finally thought I was over him, I even started a new relationship I'm so happy in... and he came back and crushed my heart again right as I glued in the last piece from when he shattered it last time. He was the first person I ever truly loved, the only ex I ever wanted back, but now that it's too late he's trying to sink his claws in me again. Fuck. Why can't he just move on and stop toying with me? I hate that he still has so much power over me after all this time. Why am I still so weak for him?
Why does my ex play victim whereas he was the one who cheated on me countless times
i dont want to be kidnapped for rape but ive always wanted to be kidnapped bc i am someone important and it worries me but i cant help it! i also wamt to be a kitsune. im only 14 though
We met when we were 12, we live in different countries. I love you and you love me too. Love ain’t enough... no efforts made to make this relationship work. Bye love 💕 take care