I'm only attracted to men who treat me like shit. If a man is sweet or romantic with me I lose all interest.
I'm a guy but i want a cute girl to make me her little bitch :p i want her to lock my cock in a chastity cage, put a vibrating buttplug up my ass, and make me suck her colorful strapon cock, and just abuse me and use me as her sex toy and make me do things for her. i want to be in a relationship where im a sex slave, i want to be doing something completely unrelated and then suddenly my mistress gets an urge and orders me to lick her or lick her feet or makes me fuck my boi hole with a dildo in front of her while she watches, make me lick her bootyhole while she's reading. stuff like that. i just want to be a little sex toy :p am i crazy???? will i find a girl like this ever???
I, am 27, for the last 11 years and sometimes when I'm in a relationship, I like making someone ugly fall in love with me and just straight up ghost them before we meet. I'm very sick mentally but very very charming and good looking, these are the least of my problems, I've done some pretty evil shit.
Well, it's August now. I posted a confession about 4 months ago that I was tired of COVID-19 and tired of all the negativity that comes with it. ...Yep. Still tired of it. I just want this shit to end.
I eat a lot, it's difficult for me to be saciated wilhe smaller portions of food that i'm used too.
I think that me and my family are stupid
Today I saw a black chick with big tits. I wanted to fuck her so much but she must think i'm a lame fat white dude.
Is anyone else in a relationship with someone that swears loves them and doesn't want anyone else but constantly slips about wishing things would have gone differently with their ex? I hate feeling like a second option, I hate even more loving someone that constantly says stuff that makes me believe that and turns around to tell me how I'm the "most attractive person in the world". Is it so wrong for me to just want to single and left alone and yet to be so afraid of actually being left alone forever?
I am 18 years old. My father sexual abused me when I was 12 and my mother allowed it to happen because she couldn't stand to be on her own and get a job. I think about I everyday, but I can't tell anyone about it. I don't have a job and my parents don't believe in therapy. I went off to college last year and it was great. But now that Covid moved all of my classes online, I'm back living in the same room in the same bed that I was abused in. I'm going crazy.
I think have friends but I barely ever talk to them anymore and I'm just getting more and more sad I hate myself I wanna die I dont wanna go to heaven or hell I just wanna not exist i wish I wasnt born. my family doesnt even like me and wants me gone ive destroyed nearly every good relationship ive had im useless. I used to have dreams and goals I wanted to be a comic book artist but I can barely draw anymore the things ive been working towards were for nothing I dont know what to do I just wanna die