I miss happiness. I miss my dog.
Jan.15.2019 I forgot that it's my father's birthday today .. Pero i just want to say happy birthday Papa, sorry kung badlongon ko nga anak ug maguwang..Sorry kung nagpakahubog ko atong debu ni Ate Grace, i thought okay ra kay family and mga ig-agaw raman pod ako kauban ato and wala ko nasuko nga gisampal ko nimo atong time-ma naka sabot ko why imo tong gibuhat syempre babae man ko tapos 16 yrs.old pa.... Dili ko mo promise ug mga butang kay basin dili naho mapanindigan...And lastly SORRY kung dili ni naho ma ingon nimo in person, kabalo naka...Never pa ko naka pag open ninyo ni Mama ug convo nga seryoso... Again, Happy happy forty one birthday...
I thought about him lately, a lot. And last night i dreamt of him. That he called me, and he just wanted to talk to me, he said he misses me. When i woke up i looked into the phone because the dream felt so real. Eventually i decided to call him. We talked about casual things. It felt so nice. I could feel my heart almost jumping out of my chest. But then i hear his girlfriend calling in the background, and he tells her that he's talking on the phone with an old friend. And he will be off in a minute. We were together for a long time. I broke it off because i had to pursue my career, and i was afraid. He said he will wait for me and always love me no matter what. But, i guess now i'm just an old friend.....i feel so stupid, i gave up something i really loved for a job.... How could i be so stupid. I thought my career would make me happy...
I've been too emotional lately, probably because i took ecstasy a few times not so long ago that drowned my dopamine and made me depressed. It makes me feel everything times 10. I'm glad that I'm surrounded by good people that love me. Emotions are too real.
I’m obsessed with cows I wish I could tell a toy company to make a rubber cow or silicone /regular cow ... series and you can collect them all and each one has different features looks colors etc :/ but I doubt anyone would ever do that but id buy them
I had a dream about you last night. It felt so real, and lasted almost a lifetime. We were happy together, and we loved eachother. The last thing you said in my dream was over the phone, it was something simple, like "i will stop at the store and after i will come home, do you need anything?". And then i woke up. I took my phone to see if we really talked, but i deleted your number 3 years ago.
Today; something really grotesque and desturbing did happen to me, me and a guy from school who sleeps around alot were talking, and he had shown me some videos - mostly nudes and masturbation videos of girls he's slept with - with the intend of making me jealous, but everything it did was making me feel sick, because, well, the girls - some of them clearly underage (We're both 18) - had sent that kinda shit trustingly and the guy just showed that around, and also because they weren't really erotic at all, e. g. a girl filling her pussy with all pens in her pencilcase, a carrot and the whole length of a damn 3-meter HDMI-Cable (I didn't even know that was physically possible.) - at once. But the thing that made it so disturbing was the fact, that I was forced to realize how little people give about intimacy and thier personal honor. And, as misogynistic that may be, it has proven my theory right that most girls my age or younger are, indeed, whores. I even had to call my gf to make her a compliment on how reasonable and modest she is... Many a guy here will probably cringe really hard but you at least may agree that what happens behind closed doors should stay behind closed doors...
I told my mom that I'm going to switch my son's formula to a cheaper one, and she got upset and scolded me. Now, I'm feeling bad. All I wanted is the best for my son and it seems like I can't do that anymore because we can't afford the best for him.
I’m gonna have a panick attack I can feel it
If you guys can donate to the go fund me cancer treatment for sassEsnacks please do they need 50,000 for the treatment and only have 22,505 as of now and she has pancreatic cancer every little bit helps :/