I'm scared of getting brainwashed. I constantly think about how everyone's data is analyzed so that they can be manipulated in a way that accommodates their interests and goddammit how can you trust ANYTHING nowadays. They know everything about everyone. They can probably predict our thoughts too. I don't know what I can do and I just delete my cookies twice everytime I use Internet as if it helps.
Heavy heart Emotionally unstable I don't usually feel like this But every time I did, i always want to drop everything and leave and do nothing But i didn't because I'm a coward
Ummm so on Saturday I was at a party and my friends were pressuring me to play this game where I'm blindfolded and someone kisses me and I have to guess who it was. I didn't really want to but they kept telling me to, so I did it. Well...the first person that kissed me was a girl, and the second person that kissed me was...a guy. I didn't know it was a guy at the time, but someone told me it was a guy afterward. I really didn't want that to happen because I'm already so confused about my sexual orientation and now I think that since I enjoyed the kiss I am probably gay or bisexual. If I had known a guy was going to kiss me that night then I would have not played at all but I did and now things are so confusing for me. I am kind of sad and wish I would take it all back. It's also so embarrassing because all of my friends were watching us kiss and...I don't know. I just am kind of humiliated.
is it ok to fantasize about being with someone but it's no one in particular but be in a relationship? is this just some weird fantasy or does it mean I don't love them anymore..
Why are Japanese men so attractive? Like, I just can't. I would love to get a chance too date one.
If your loved one survived a burn in a house fire resulting in most of the face eaten away but ended up blind, would you tell him/her that the face is burnt passed recognition or would you hide it?
My ex broke up with me about 4 months ago, a day after we celebrated our second year anniversary. She said she wanted some time alone to be by herself again because there's things in life she still wants to explore. I know she felt suffocated by the relationship and so I agreed. Now I still think about her all the time and I can't help but feel jealous when she's out with someone new doing things with other people instead of with me. Should I just move the fuck on? I tried to think negatively of her so I'd learn to not loce her but she's my best friend, how Could I?
[Quite long post alert] I came from a family who is in the middle of poor and middle class. We can afford to eat three times a day (sometimes we eat in Chinese restaurants), have a decent house, and an old car. I am from a third world country. My parents are very hard working. All throughout their lives they didn't buy any things for themselves just to save for my education. I am now a graduate and working but my salary isn't enough to give my parents luxury they deserve like treating them for a dinner or buying them clothes. I really wish I could :( But just no company here is willing to give salary a librarian deserves (I'm a librarian btw) We are seen as low wage worker here even I graduated Library and Information Science with honors. Today my father sold his old car hoping he could afford to buy a newer car, but in reality we couldn't :'( With the money father earned from selling his old car we can only afford another old car. It breaks my heart to see my father wanting something so bad that he couldn't have just because he doesn't have enough money because he spent all his money for me and here I am, I can barely help him even though how much I try to work hard. Why life is so unfair? :(
Ohhh god I just had a group discussion (I'm still in class) and I stuttered so much and I said something dumb (which one guy seemed to mock a little) and I want to disappear and hide. I'm so embarrassed and I just wish I could just talk normally and not be so slow. I go to group therapy every week but it hasn't helped yet. I know it'll take time to get better but I feel so anxious right now and I just want something, anything to make it better. I want to fucking die
yeah yeah sex is overrated... can i have some please?