No one respects me. I'm a fucking loser that's only good in pushing people away
I had a chance to have a gf that would love to give bjs. But I acted like a stupid asshole and lost her forever.
I'm too awkward and insecure to get past first date stages in relationships i think. also when i go to have sex i get super nervous so much that i lose my boner.. i didnt use to worry cuz i dated some girls but now i'm 24 and getting worried what if i can never have a gf or wife?
I got a ton of pimples suddenly. Like a teenager going through puberty. I'm in my kid 20s though, and I don't know where they come from, because I haven't changed anything- no new meds, no new crap in my diet, no more stress than usual, I change the bedsheets and towels as often as I always used to. The products I use are the same ones I've used for years or at least months. I feel so bad about this because while you're a teen, it's at least normal to have pimples, but as an adult, it's not. I've never been so self conscious about the way I look.
I don't think I can fall in love anymore.
the rich gets richer, the poor just gets dirt poorer
money, money, money. that's all i ever hear about and it's all what i constantly have to worry about. they say it can't bring you happiness but im sure whoever said it wasn't in a financial crisis. one day i would just like to wake up rich so i could fully support my family, especially my mum. just the thought of helping other people in need too just brings a warm fuzzy feeling inside. if that's not a goal then i don't know what is
I have a fight coming up. its my first fight. i have to lose a lot of weight, and im scared. i think i can win it cuz everyone told me so but im pretty nervous. if i win it means a lot of things for my life. a lot of things could change massively. im just so anxious and nervous idk. i've been smoking way more weed that usual and thats already a lot. also im running to lose weight but scared it will hurt my knee
I miss you. I always say that i will not do this anymore, but i always come back here, the only place i can still tell you how i feel. I never stopped thinking about you. I miss feeling you close to me. I know you hate me, but deep down i hope you miss me too.
I have been in love with him for quite a while, but i knew it wouldn't work... We were toxic for one another. So i left. After 4 years, i find myself having a job in his hometown. Even he doesn't live here, he lives in another city, i still hope seeing him when i walk down the street, i imagine what i would say to him.. And i get scared because my feelings are still strong. But i know he hates me. For leaving. I can feel it. And also sometimes i feel connected with him.... Maybe it's just my imagination...