She doesnt realize how much she is hurting me. She wants me around but doesnt want to be with me. One day she is going to have a boyfriend who will not want me around, she thinks she can keep me around, but the truth is she'll be forced to get rid of me. I've been contemplating ending our relationship, but I dont want to hurt her. She says I'm the best friend shes ever had, I treat her right, I tell her the truth, I'm there for her. I wish it were true, but I'm nothing but poison to her. I wish I had the strength to free her. I wish I had the strength not cry over the girl who doesnt love me or need me.
Got scammed by my first sugar daddy I hate it here
The night terrors are back. I don't want to go back to meds. This fucking sucks.
I'm a 33 y/o virgin guy and I'm self-conscious about it.
Just signed up to be a sugar baby so I can provide for my family since we've fallen on hard times ://
After trying a few antidepressants, i recently found the right one. I wish i found it sooner now I’ve missed out on so many opportunities in life. Like i could’ve done well on my entrance exams but i didn’t. I could’ve taken care my dying mom at the hospital with care but i couldn’t bcs i felt detached from the world. I could’ve kept my good friends but i couldn’t bcs i saw the world in black and white. None of my relationships were stable. The hate and the love were intense, there was no in between. Now I’m getting back on track and have a loving bf but i cant help but think of what I’ve missed on and lost😢
Anyone have some tips to have your idol notice you on social media? i was thinking to send her a drawing, i can draw kinda ok. i really love her and she's my hero and i really want her to say something to me even if it's just hi
How does one go to therapy and not sound like a whiny little bitch who's making a big deal out of everything just to get attention? Like, I'm just getting worse. And I don't think it's just depression, but every time I explain it I feel like I'm begging for attention or that I'm exaggerating how it really is. But I know I'm hurting those around me, and I can see it. I just want to fix it. I want to go back to how things used to be, when I felt normal.
Fuck it. it's pointless to even try.everythin is fucked up beyond any chance of working out in my favor.... ive fucked this life up and now it's time to put an end to this foolishness.
I feel so alone and ashamed. This girl I know is upset with me because I wont share my feelings with her, and because I'm always putting myself down. She told me she is angry with me because she wants to hell me, but I refuse to talk with her. But that isn't the case. I've lived a hard life, where no one cared about me or my pain. I just dont know how to talk about my issues. I dont know what to say, all I know is that I'm in even more pain because she cant understand that. I dont know if I can last much longer like this.