I still unable to sleep. Some parts of me missing, amd I can't operate normally.
why did I look...my ex and I broke up a few months ago but I just had to look at her profile. she already found someone new....my heart hurts. I mean I knew it was over but she really just jumped into another relationship 2 months later.........what did I do wrong..
I don’t have social media anymore so hoping someone from Eugenia Cooney channel uses this app if you type in Eugenia Cooney house maid and listen to the video it says that the house maid said her mom is an abusive alcoholic ... (not being racist) to find the video it’s a black woman with a shower cap on her head... since I don’t have social media anymore can someone mention that video on her channel so her viewers wAtch it ?
You ever just think about old relationships and get sad? Like you don't necessarily want those people back, but you just miss the way you felt with them. And every one was just a little bit different, every person made you feel a certain way, and maybe one of them made you feel happier than anyone else had and you think of them just a little more often. Maybe you regret letting them go, even though you know it's for the best. And then you're just left feeling lonely and craving a hug or a hand to hold so desperately that it makes your chest hurt. I try not to dwell on the past, but I can't get these thoughts out of my head. I miss the friendships I had with my exes, I miss talking to them all the time... I miss giving someone all the love I have because it's what they deserve. I miss being loved.
I'm a porn addict. I need to start listening to the Spirit inside of me so I can overcome my demons.
Am i being taken for granted? I think i am! :(
Do you actually love me? do you even know what love is
I know I was the one who quit on us, without any explanations, we both has our flaws, me more than you, actually. And even you accepted mine, i could not accept yours. I moved on the next second after leaving you, and i am happy about the decision. But, whenever i am happy about something, i want to share it with you, when i'm sad i want to share it with you. I look around, searching for you, even though I know you are not there. I miss your green eyes. I miss our time together, when the world would stop just for us. I miss how i could escape from everything when i was with you. But it was just not enough... hope you are happy as well.
Why am I upset? Because I just sat and listened to you gush over that man. You know how I feel about you. And we both know that with our circumstances it isnt something we can do anything about. But that doesnt mean it doesnt hurt. I mean every word when I say for you to do what makes you happy. I know that right now that isnt me and will probably never be me. So go and be happy. I just... I cant always promise that I'll want to hear about it. I want you to be the happiest you can be. And with me or without, you deserve who ever can bring it to you. Just know I'm not upset at you or with you... it's nothing like that. I'm upset at the circumstances. I'm upset at the distance. Im upset at my feelings. But never with you.
I focused on the whispering of the trees. wolves and bombs, the trees said, and my stomach turned over. I felt unbalanced. Where, wolf? I thought madly. Whither wolf?