Many tymes I just don't know how to express my feelings and being misunderstood.
I'm incapable of having a relationship.
I hate living with my parents
i have a test in a few hours and i didn’t study for shit, i’m also behind all of my class work. i’m so fucking stressed and i would be able to handle this if my mental health was ok but nOoO
I have realized I dont not like toddlers after I had a child and now I'm not looking forward to my son being 3..
I wish I had enough friends- and a date- so I could throw a New Year's Eve party. Instead I'm going to watch the ball drop with a bottle of moscato in my hand.
I moved abroad about a year and a half ago and since then, and apart from wishing me a happy birthday one of my friends has not reached out to me the entire time and I haven't see her since. Within the first half a year or so of moving, when I would visit back home I'd ask her to hang out. I did this a couple of times but she's always had a reason not to and for the entire time since I've moved has never messaged me first apart from to wish me a happy birthday. So for the past year or so I've only reached out to her to wish her a happy birthday in return. I'm back in my home country for Xmas this year should I try asking her to hang out again or is the friendship over? I don't know.
I have a very difficult time getting my 8 year old nephew to listen to me about literally anything. He constantly tries to start arguments with me and idk how to get him to stop and listen to me. I've tried everything I can think of and I just have no idea how to handle him. it not just me he also gives my brother and his mom a hard time constantly. He rarely ever listens to anyone and he isn't even spoiled. Any tips for dealing with a kid like this?
So my wisdom teeth are coming out and so far no pain at all but if I do have any later on I don't think I'll be able to go through an extraction. I hate being put under. It terrifies me. I also hate how I feel after. I have anxiety and it's hard for me to keep my mouth open for a long time cause I feel the urge to pass my saliva down my throat. I can't stop over thinking.
Once, I almost hit one of our cats. She was bothering me when I tried to sleep and I shoved her away forcefully. There's also been a few times when I've thrown a cat down from my bunk bed. Every time, the cat didn't even do anything wrong, I was just angry about something else and took it out on them. I've probably traumatized them all because they run away whenever I approach. I've harmed my younger siblings too. When I was little, I used to push them to the ground and step on their heads for no reason. And even during my teen years, I've hit my sister a few times just because she was there when I was in a bad mood. I wish I knew how to make up for it. I've apologized to my siblings but that won't make them hurt less.