I love him so much but he has girlfriend.So, I try to forget him and everything is going well but I still miss him.I think I am ok now but I am not.It break my heart.I don't know what to do.The only thing I know is I want to see him right now.
I love him so much but he has girlfriend.So, I try to forget him and everything is going well but I still miss him so much.i think I am ok now but it is not.It break my heart.
Everyone's always like "go see a therapist! It will help!". But I've completely lost faith in psychologists. I lost a small amount of faith in the entire system when my dad, who had a doctor's prescription for therapy because he had just lost his job, gotten a cancer diagnosis, and had openly admitted that he will kill himself if his condition gets worse, was told that the waiting time to get into therapy was 2 years. I lost a bit of faith when my friend, who I'd describe as the happiest and most balanced person I've ever met, started seeing a psychologist (because she was part of an experimental study), and was told that she had social anxiety because she admitted that she is a bit nervous when meeting new people. She's now in therapy for it - my dad still isn't. And I lost my last ounce of faith when I finally went to see a therapist, had to do a quiz to get diagnosed, literally checked the "absolutely true" box on the question "Do you sometimes think you don't want to live anymore?" and was sent home with "good news, we couldn't diagnose you with depression, you can go home".
I wish i got to meet Rose and talk to her , i wish she wanted to talk to me or that she thought i was cool. i wish the way that i fight was her favourite kind of style. i wish i got to hangout with her and talk about life and stuff
I want the person that i love to acknowledge me, everyday that is what motivates me to keep working hard and improving, but i don't know if it's too healthy for me. she's engaged to someone, also, she's like famous and loved by many people, but i still do everything i can to have a name in our sport and have a chance to meet her, but what i really fantasize the most about is her acknowledging me, saying that im a good fighter, or just knowing that i exist, i dont want to be just another fan who comes up to her and says a bunch of, whatever things fans say to their idols, i don't want it to be like that, i want to be working hard and suddenly find out that she acknowledged me, maybe she talked about me, or followed me on social media, or watched one of my fights, something like that. i want her to find out i exist and be approving of me
my mum's mindset is literally so disgusting, she's the type of person that blames the victim for "baiting" the men for what they wear. So what if the girl decided to wear booty shorts or bralettes??? they should wear whatever the fuck they want (vice versa) and not be afraid cause some asses cant keep their horniness and dicks intact .
i have uncontrollable tics, i hit a table at work the other day and i just fucking hate seeing the looks of pity in peoples faces. like i am not a kicked puppy lady I am mentally ill
I lie to my therapist about my age so she doesn't report anything
every day my dreams stray further and further.
what are some ways not to look ugly faced when I cry?