do i even have a purpose in this fucking world if i have nothing to offer
when you're sad about something, do you just cry yourself harder by breaking out and thinking about multiple of other completely irrelevant sad events/scenarios?? please tell me im not the only one. i feel like a complete drama queen when i do this and i dont know why i do it but its kinda funny
I knew this girl back when I had a girlfriend and really liked her. But I never chose her over my girl for a few reasons. Well years later, after my ex and I separated, I discovered I am in love with that other girl, but her current dude wont allow us to talk. Understandable, because even though he used to be one of my best friends, I'd probably try to steal her away. But I plan on moving out of state soon and I think I'm going to let her know how much I love her just before I bounce. Not to take her away, just to let her know.
My mental instability started when I moved to my dads to help him take care of his husband. We all knew he was dying but I tried to lie to myself saying he would get better because he had gotten sick in the past but recovered. Its been about 5 years now and I still miss him. Watching someone take their last breaths of life takes a harder toll then people really think. I can only imagine how my dad feels..
Last night i dreamed that my crush just asking me out to date but he just pranked me, and today i ask him to watch a movie romance together and he rejected. why he looks like a guy in shojo manga i like him and can't move on (╥_╥)
i thought im gonna be okay today but suddenly im not. im so tired with my life. i dont know what to do anymore, im just doing everything formally while i used to do everything with my hearts but i just cant do that in the past years. each day i keep complaining about things to myself. i wanna speak about this to my friends but they seem dont understand about what ive been through and i ever tried it before. i wanna have someone to tell with but i have none. im so f tired 🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧 btw sorry for my bad english
I haven't spoken to anyone since wednesday. Now it's midnight so I have to wait until tomorrow to call anyone.
I know I have to face life's struggles alone, but I don't want to and that makes me feel anxious and lonely. I don't have friends either way. I feel like life is just constant suffering. What's the point of anything if I'm always alone?
I don't feel anything when having sex, no clitoral, no vaginal or anal feeling, it's because I was born with sexual dysfunction. I get really really depressed after trying masturbation. So I don't do it anymore.. I'm much more happier not ever trying it. But sometimes, I get to hear people talking about how good sex was and I'm completely clueless how it feels and I feel very excluded.. Unhuman like... And I go back to the feeling of depression...
can someone please cheer me up? im so tired being sad all over again ;(