the more months i am without leaving my house, the worse my mental health is getting. im scared that the admiration and love i have for a hero of mine is gonna be the only positive thing left for me and im gonna be unhealthily obssesed with her. i don't want to be obssesed about anyone i just want to be a good happy boy, and when i meet my hero in the future i want her to be proud of me , not that she thinks im creepy. im just. i want my life back, and my dreams back, so i can feel good again
I had a dream that you kissed me. Turned out you were usinG me...
Ive been dieting for 7 weeks but constantly cheating on it. I yell at my family who then call me out on it. Piece of shit, thy name is me.
I think about marriage because I be alone since I was born. I don't want to be lonely anymore I need someone beside me.
I'm really scared of thunderstorms and I can't control myself. I don't know this phobia happen from or when. In these month is Monsoon season in my country. This is nightmare! and rain fall in the night often!
I just saw the car in front of me run over a cat. The moment I saw it squirming around trying it's best to stay alive, I shut my eyes tight. It was horrible. Mom pulled over to try and save it, but after a few moments the cat was dead. I can't get the image out of my head. I would be devastated if that was my cat. My best friend.
I am obsessed with a boss I had years ago. I look at his pics, stalk him on the internet (would never do it in real life) I think about him all the time, he's what I want. The problem, there is no relationship between us, never was, everything I like is physical and all his personality is fantsy. The real life that I see, would never be interested in me. and to be clear he has a wife and kid. I'm just pathetic and delusional. I would never reach out or do anything. But the point is this, why do I like him? Why do I think abt it all the time? And most importantly, why can't I let him go. I am so annoyed with myself. I hate myself.
I'm madly in love with this girl. she doesn't like her feet touched but I have a pretty big foot fetish. she is amazing though so I don't wanna lose her
My life is shit. I hate myself too.
Today I went out for two hours for coffee with my best friend. I saw many hot chicks wearing shorts and tops during. When i was home again a terrible sadness came over me. Is it because I never had a gf?