I'm so sick and tired of believing in a catholic religion. My parents always force me to go to church, pray the rosary... I want to leave sooo bad. I wanted to quit college, work, and just that. I want a peace of mind from school stress and them telling me to do this and that. I don't believe in that religion for a sole purpose of trying to know what I really believe in. And I should've went to mainland for college if it werent my mom sabotaging my application then... But it's too late.... I'm living lies from other people just because even my inner self is a lie. My belief is a lie. I pretend that I believe in a catholic religion when I don't. Can't they just let me go? I want to leave... I'm fine being homeless if I could because fuck these people.. As much as I want to respect the people and the religion but I can't because even the people that cares for me don't even respect me.. well fuck you all catholics and fuck your shit!
It's been over 6 years since I read Frankenstein but I suddenly started thinking about how sad it was.
Why do I try and reach out to my ex friends even today? It's been over three years since I walked away from them. Now they don't want anything to do with me anymore.
My genius friends always say they cant do the exam like literally not answering even one question then grabbing those grades while i'm just that one dumb boy who study hard all day long but not getting any smarter, sigh.
i have depression, i wish my boyfriend will initiate to stay with me whenever i need support. i always ask for his company. it can be tiring to keep on asking and it makes me feel more needy. i feel worse. i hate it.
Lying in my bed at night. I'm sick with a cold and can't sleep. I'm thinking of masturbating but it's kinda wasteful. It would be better with a woman but no one is remotely interested in me that isn't committed. I know I'm rough around the edges and not particularly handsome. I tend to throw people away because of anxiety by not greeting and acknowledge them. Or maybe I'm just rude. That's why I'm alone. It gets tiresome not having anyone to talk to. But then again I think back when I had friends and I was satured of dealing with them looking down on me.
30 days till Christmas, and all I know is I'm not quite ready to let go of last year. I have so much to show. One more month, and all I need is a sign from you that you think of me; if you don't, then please just say so... cause all I do is think of you. Who would've thought that someone like me could've fallen in love so easily? I know that you know that I know what I want... I know I can't have it, but give it a thought. I know that it sounds crazy, baby, but all I do is think of you, and it's wearing me out, it's wearing me down. This holiday is nothing but frowns for me, but I've got a gift, you see; I'm making a list- hell, I'll check it twice- of all the things you've done in my life. Then I'll send it your way, so you see why I love everything you throw my way. I know it's hard to say, but it's a crying shame that I came all this way with so much to say, but all that came out was "happy holiday"... A home cooked meal and a nice, warm bed, somebody to love, a place to lay my head... But I got 30 days, and I'ma make them count, cause I can't call it Christmas without someone to smile about.
my bosses brother is kind of sketchy. he comes into the workplace quite often and he puts off a really creepy vibe. all my coworkers feel the same. one said he's pretty sure he only goes after really young girls, like 19 or 20 (he's in his 50s). he's just really offputting. anyways had a nightmare the other night that he tried raping me... kind of forgot about that nightmare when I woke up, until I saw him walk into my work again. it all came flooding back and I had chills. I was disgusted and freaked out over him being there. even though it wasn't real...as if I wasnt already uncomfortable as it was, now I have a mental image of him actually trying something. I need a new job I think
Can anyone help me out I made a new account once again and I can’t even get into my confesster I’ve even saved the password on my phone and it filled in the information and it still says incorrect username or use username and I’ve tried to contact contact confess and everything but no luck I feel like they have abandoned this website and app please give me some tips
I wish I could find a gf. Period. But also a gf that was into incest roleplay. That would be a bonus.