I'm starting to seriously not care anymore. It's pointless no one else gives a fuck why should I. Done fighting to be loved done being hurt by people who just don't care
Alright, I know this is a stupid thing to be upset about, but that's why I'm complaining here and not to people I know. So I finally managed to grow my nails out super long, which is actually pretty hard to do since I work in a factory. And I painted them all pretty and they look fabulous. Well, I broke one. Figures. But y'know, not a huge deal, one is just shorter than the others. But then I smashed my finger so hard at work that the nail polish popped clean off of that finger, all in one piece. I wouldn't be upset about this, except that now I have long, gorgeous nails... and then one very short unpainted nail. So it looks like I got those fake acrylic nails and one just fell off. I don't even care about that finger looking so different except that I know everyone thinks my nails are fake, and I'm sad about that because I'm actually kind of proud of myself for making them look so good. It's like when you spend days on a drawing but then no one believes that you actually drew it. idk like I said, I know it's dumb, I just needed to tell someone how I feel.
Reading the news. All I can think about is a possible, WWIII. I hope not.
Who cares about sex? It's overrated. I need to get my life in order money wise or else I'm going to be homeless.
I have so many confessions posted on here, and so many more to come. What the fuck is wrong with me?
I just ruined my girlfriends prettiest dress by accident, this dress has a lot of emotional value to her. I have never seen her cry like this and I feel absolutely terrible about it.
My fiance and me live together and I've noticed something strange that I don't know how to explain. A few months ago I found a long black hair in our bathroom. Today I was cleaning and I found another hair just like it. The first time I mentioned it to him. He said that he didn't know where it was from so I brushed it off but this time I'm concerned. Tbf we're together most of the time so that would leave him limited time to cheat if he even wanted to. However I definitely know that no person who has been in our flat has hair even remotely similar and I'm pretty sure it's like the same one that I found the last time. One heck of a coincidence and I don't know what to think.
Ugh like you were the one who broke the trust in the first place, and idk how to "just start trusting you" again. idk what that even means, and on top on that, I already have trust issues and am so mentally messed up, uhhhhh what is even going on.....?????????
How is it that I have more then most but I still feel completely empty???
I feel like every time I'm happy some thought or piece of anxiety comes along and is like nope uh-uh not happening you're not allowed to be happy and then I worry and then when I finally muster up the courage to say what that thought is .. it turns out to be a super silly thought I'm tired of having happy periods and then I worry over something super silly and stupid and it kills my whole mood stupid anxiety