I'm a guy, 23. I grew up with this girl (now 22). She is my mom's best friend's daughter. We've been together since we're very little. And we were best friends. But in my teens I did the stupid thing of falling for her. She's pretty, and has a big heart, she's an awesome human being. But as these things go, she sees me as a friend only. For the past 10 years or so, I've been desperately in love with this young woman. But I held these feelings close to me, and I never told her. I know how she feels because, well, I know her well, but also because a friend in common asked her if we were an item and she told 'em "of course not!" In 2018 she started this relationship. She found this guy, a nice person too. And they started dating. Come 2020 I got the invitation for their marriage. My heart never sunk so low while reading those words. In a stupid, immature, self loathing rage, I ripped the invitation. And I didn't return her calls or messages of "have you read the invitation?" I was sad and mad at myself for being so immature. Come the wedding date and I've skipped it. I couldn't bring myself to go. The next day, her mom (remember, my mom's best friend) comes to my mom's, and I was there. She sees me and says "I have something for you". And she gives me another copy of the wedding invitation. And before I could say anything she tells me to read everything. EVERYTHING. I pick the envelope, open it and start reading. It's a normal wedding invitation. But then I turn the paper around and written down, with my best friend and love of my life's calligraphy: "I'm marrying a person I love, but you are the love of my life". I'm still crying every day and every night about that. It's been 3 weeks now.
tfw you know your friend has been online but they haven't reacted to anything you posted
I just wanna share this story, it's about my dad ...he is abusive, ha has anger issue ... he's a cheater .... he's always flirting with different women ..and when my mom caught him he'll hurt her .... he'll beat my mom ... he's hurting everyone in our house ...and it get even worst when he's drunk ... he'll stole money from my mom ... he'll beat us ... he's destroying things in our house including our family ...i really hate my dad ...but I'm still hoping that maybe he'll become a better person ...or if not ...I hope that one they he'll go away .... he's our Father ...he should be protecting us, he should be caring for us but instead he's destroying our family
I feel like the world hates me because of my skin color. Why are people like that? Why am I hated for just being born like this?
I think I'm depressed. I've attempted suicide many times. I want to seek help but don't know how to. I'm embarrassed and scared. idk how my family and friends will react. What is it like calling a hotline? What do they say to you? What do they ask you? Please help.
I've tried to overdose on pills 5 times already and I just started high-school (going into sophomore year) what do I do? Idk if I'm depressed I just feel angry and sad all the time. I'm very self conscious, I feel like no one lives me, and I feel like if those attempts would've worked none of my friends would care. I always ask them how they feel and if they are doing well but they never ask me.
A close family friend constantly molested me for years when I was younger. I'm afraid to tell my parents because they are homephobic(we're both girls). I feel like all they'll think about is that they were a girl. What do I do??
Every day I have the desire to suicide. The desire is becoming so strong. Everything is boring to me, making love to my wife is boring. I find myself so critical and negotive of people. I look in the mirror and see my face covered with moles, I can't stand the look of myself. Every time I turn on the news, I feel this world has gone to shit, that humanity has lost its way and there is no hope left for us or our planet. My lower back, nerve in my hips is so painful and I can't sleep a good sleep due to the ongoing pain I suffer behind the back of my knees every night. I suffer from constant ingrown eye lashes as a result of my eye being stitched up twice because of ulcer on my 👁, caused by a woman who kissed my head as a baby who had a mouth ulcer. My entire life has been one disappoint after another since I was a baby, suffering non stop physically and mentally. I must have been punished for something bad I did in my last life. I just wish I could close my eyes and die naturally, instead of the guilt and hurt I would cause others if I took my own life.
Anyone who believes in racism is stupid
so every time I talk about my past or problems I start to violently shake Idk why