Last night i dreamed that my crush just asking me out to date but he just pranked me, and today i ask him to watch a movie romance together and he rejected. why he looks like a guy in shojo manga i like him and can't move on (╥_╥)
i thought im gonna be okay today but suddenly im not. im so tired with my life. i dont know what to do anymore, im just doing everything formally while i used to do everything with my hearts but i just cant do that in the past years. each day i keep complaining about things to myself. i wanna speak about this to my friends but they seem dont understand about what ive been through and i ever tried it before. i wanna have someone to tell with but i have none. im so f tired 🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧 btw sorry for my bad english
I haven't spoken to anyone since wednesday. Now it's midnight so I have to wait until tomorrow to call anyone.
I know I have to face life's struggles alone, but I don't want to and that makes me feel anxious and lonely. I don't have friends either way. I feel like life is just constant suffering. What's the point of anything if I'm always alone?
I don't feel anything when having sex, no clitoral, no vaginal or anal feeling, it's because I was born with sexual dysfunction. I get really really depressed after trying masturbation. So I don't do it anymore.. I'm much more happier not ever trying it. But sometimes, I get to hear people talking about how good sex was and I'm completely clueless how it feels and I feel very excluded.. Unhuman like... And I go back to the feeling of depression...
can someone please cheer me up? im so tired being sad all over again ;(
I don't miss being sober. I know this isn't healthy but I'm tired of being so depressed and sober. To my standards I'm a hypocritical coward. I just hate existing and hate when the depression bleeds through the thick layer of drunkenness or high.
I miss the life i had back home...
I hope there will be another season of born this way season 5 and another season of many sides of Jane I hate when I get into a show and it stops like 2-5 seasons in because theres shows like greys anatomy that have like 24 seasons
ibs feels like the end of the world I cant eat my favorite things like hot cheetos bc I get bathroom issues or I cant eat too many corn nuts I cant have dairy no icecream no alfredo nothing like that pasta is very hard to make sure it doesnt make me sick sometimes I wish eating wasnt a survival tool and I guess I need to start eating super blandly one of the issues is if I do eat hot cheetos or corn nuts or wassabi peas I dont know the magic number to stop at to make my stomach not hurt it's just super frustrating I just feel like ibs is an issue that sneakly says you cant eat anything enjoyable or you must face the consequences it sucks and I'm not allergic to anything just sensitive to diary as I mentioned and have ibs :/