has anyone ever witnessed + heard people fuck and youre on the car with them while youre being single as fuck and have to experienced that wtf
My family and I have committed a crime, because they had no other choice and they did everything they could to keeps us safe. I was also dragged into it. I was a little kid at the time. Now, I feel like I wont be able to get a job because of it. I talked about it to some trustworthy friends, they said even though I committed it and I had no other choice, I'm not a psychopath. But to me technically, I'm still a criminal. I have to live with the guilt and it still haunts me. I want to start to go to therapy, because of the depression I been developing, but I don't want to tell my therapist about it. Sometimes, I feel that everyone, including god is against me. The only way out is to end it. Believing in reincarnation motivates me more to kill myself. Maybe for once, I get to experience happiness in the other life. I could start out clean. (The crime my family and I committed had nothing to do with murder or harming others, but I rather keep it anonymous)
Im always having headaches and it dont feel good also im scared
I feel destroyed on the inside. I sometimes question my existence. Every night, I wake up at 3 and cry alot for no reason. I tell myself I need to seek for help, but I just keep myself quiet.
I'm now realizing how much I'm going to miss my friends in 7 th grade . i never really had any friends in 8th grade with me but now I'm going to high school and realize i will not even see them anymore.
I want to cry but I can't.
Sad day, I randomly talk about suicidal person in my class, and how I wanna help them. My lecturer heard it, and he said that i dont need to care about them, they just want an attention. and my other friend agreed. I keep my mouth shut.. Im speechless. Im one of suicide survivor. And it hurt me so much. Back when i was suidcidal. when I told people abt my illness, I dont want attention.. I just want someone to hold me and calm me... cus i dont wanna hurt myself.. i dont wanna die.. but I dnt know how long Im gonna be strong... How long I can hold myself.. I dont want people attention.. I just need help. Am I weird? just because Im suicidal?
I feel sad, angry, and happy all at the same time. I better hope I'm not going bipolar. I don't want to end up like my father.
I NEED TO FORGET! I NEED TO FORGET! TO FORGET EVERYTHING! The thoughts in my head... WHAT ELSE DO YOU WANT FROM ME!? My head is doing this on purpose! 😭 Sorry for the drama. I just felt the urge to let this all out.
I worked as a uber for a couple months and it got me incredibly upset to the point i had to quit, a lot of passengers where nice, i never liked to talk too much etc i just do what i have to, and what upset is when customers treated me badly, they act like they are superior to you, and say demeaning things, if i'm being honest if was only middle class white girls that acted like this, it was very disturbing for me and gave me a lot of sadness, despite doing my best you still had to deal with narcissistic , entitled and egocentric people who don't seem to even have the concept of being considerate. mostly it just made me sad about society and life, that certain people go around being basically human garbage and having no consequences, all the while pretending to be a oppressed class or something. it was just very frustrating, but also made me learn a lot about people, i wouldn't have known how toxic and disgusting most girls are.