I feel like I try and trick myself into thinking I am a good person but in reality, I'm not.
do girls still like guys if theyre white? i want to have a family one day and stuff and i dont likehow some people imply girls only like black guys
As an outside-observer, I advice you, dear americans, to hold your ground. Communists are ruining your fatherland as I write this, your nation stands before a civil war. Pick up arms, form militias, use lethal force whereever you can. Your race, your political standing will not matter, as your common enemy are Antifa, hard-line comunists who will see you as fascists if you disagree with them. I know some, maybe most, of you will read this and call me insane, but mark my words.
I just ate 5 painkillers and life hates me so much it didn't even work...
the thought of working every day and paying bills and that is basically what life is....idk if I'm just too depressed to enjoy anything else.
i want to make a lot of friends but im already 25 and almost no friends. i have 2 good friends but i feel like i could lose them at any time. not deep friendship... not sure if they like me cuz im so autistic and they probably weirded out that i like this girl fighter person so much :/
how fucked up and undateable am i if im scared of sex and just want girls to hold me and tell me everything is gonna be ok does anyone know
i wish i could find what i wrote here in like 2015 or smth, i used it for a while and stopped
i should say her name i realize that now. guys sometimes i wonder if im legit crazy because why am i saying her name and spamming this is still a website everyone can read dang i wish i could delete everything here as well... mods can i do that somehow?? someone help i dont want ppl to know i actually feel this stuff omg i regret everything i wrote , its just i write way too personal even for a supposedly anonymous website i shared way too much omg i hope she never frickin reads this or anyone who knows here i swear im not crazy i promise and im getting over this crush and im not crazy and i have skills and im not hideous or creepy and i take baths like twice a day and im actually gonna make it and find a home i promise to myself and im sorry for weirding everyone out im just way too open and overshare and i hope i can stay quiet online for a while and i regret saying her name so many times online in different forums and sharing my identity god i must look so creepy to her im so upset why did i frickin post all these thing omgggg i just wanted to talk to someone and express myself somehow why did i had to frickin do this omg ... guys did i just ruin my fucking life forever omg
my friend invited me to start training at his house 2x a week for our upcoming jiu jitsu competition, i'll probably stay afterwards to talk and smoke a few joints before coming home, which is really nice, because ever since i came back home from vacation the rose thing has been worse than ever , most days being alone and not having anyone to talk makes it much worse btw as far as that goes i deleted every single message i ever sent her, and now if she ever opens our conversation for some reason, theres just gonna be here reply there , she wont even know what she was replying to, i wonder how much she will hate it, or be creeped by it. everyday i start to just want to kill myself more and more, if i was a good person rose would have liked me and talked to me more, since she didnt like me it means im a bad person and i cant have hope or dreams anymore, i cant take it anymore i never been this broken, when this all started i just was happy to finally have a hero and role model and to finally have romantic feelings for someone again after years, i didnt know it would turn out like this , and i would fuck it up so badly and ruin every chance to have her like me, im a failure i dont want to be alive anymore like this pls someone help pleasee