Poem by a Holocaust Survivor- I fell beside him and his corpse turned over, tight already as a snapping string. Shot in the neck. And that's how you'll end too, I whispered to myself. Lie still; no moving. Now patience flowers in death. Then I could hear "Der springt noch auf," Above, and very near. Blood mixed with mud was drying on my ear.
I'm at my breaking point. I can't handle the bills by myself. My fiance has been trying to find a job for over a year and can't get anything. We were scraping by when I worked full time at a call center but I lost my job there. I work part time at Walmart and I can't do it all on my own. If we had two incomes we could maybe do it. He sold his xbox to get our internet bill current and was talking about selling my TV to pay another bill. That broke me. We don't use that TV much but I still use it sometimes when I want to sleep in our bed but need the TV to fall asleep. And still, it's MY TV. We can't sell my stuff when I've been busting my ass to support us. I've had anxiety and depression, but I've fought through it to go to work. I lost my dad and I went back to work after my bereavement leave. I have been supporting myself and making it work since I lost my mom 6 years ago. It's nuts to me that I'm in worse shape now than when I was 19 and living on my own for the first time. I hate this. I hate this stupid trailer we're renting that isn't worth the rent to begin with and they just raised it $25. But we didn't have the money to move or a lot of time to find somewhere else to live. I hate this stupid fucking piece of shit trailer and honestly, I hate my life right now. He asked what I want him to do. Honestly, I don't know, but selling our stuff is a band aid solution. Get out there and get a goddamn job?
Any kind person out there willing to help me please, I need my sister to move out of mine & my parents home, my home used to be like a Christian home until she moved back in now I feel more like a helper in my parents home than a family member, she has turned my home upside down in other ways. I have no where else to go but she has been given a room to live with my other sister, all it need is to be furnished she has a baby with her. if there's anyone out there willing to help, your help would be highly appreciated. all I want his to get back my decent Christian home. I suffer from social anxiety problem so living with my parents is my only safe haven... I'm not a scammer you can verify whatever I say through whatever means necessary when & if you should come in contact with me
I had an online Dom at one point. I thought it wasn't real real because it was never in person face to face. It messed me up because I constantly miss him. like I was looking for information and ended up falling for him hard and fast and I don't understand. it sucks and I want to be over it because well I already and still do have a lot going on in my life but sometimes I just miss what was that can never be again
I have days that feel "normal" but then I have days that I feel empty or I get irritated about everything all day. I have a son thats over a year old and another thats now alittle older then a month old. I have my boyfreind, who is their father, with me. But I feel like if I am home, I mostly do everything unless I ask him for help. I also live with his mom and sister and for someone whos only really lived with one other person, I feel overwhelmed ALOT. His mother even watches his siblings children. So, 5 people pluse 2 or 3 more kids. I dont get any personal time but when I do, I get sad and verry depressed. I cry alot. I dont l feel like myself anymore. I swore to myself that if I started getting like this I would get help. I don't want to admit that I need help. Its just a constant battle inside me. I dont even want to be a mom some days. I feel like Im drowning..
I am done. I am not thinking about you anymore. You have been a part of my life. But it needs to stop. I moved on. Thank you for the good times, for the lessons learned. Without you i would not be who i am today. But just get out of my head, heart, just let me be. Good bye.
I'm a 16 year old girl, settling into my new job. I live in the area of a reasonably well known internet celebrity, who I won't say who. He is married with a large subscriber count and fanbase behind him, and for about 6 months now he comes into my workplace and chats me up and attempts to take me to his car. He knows I am 16 and said it doesn't bother him. a few weeks ago he grabbed my shoulders and tried to pull me away from my station. after that incident I quit and I only just got a new job a few stalls away.
I met a guy a few weeks ago, just randomly at work. We instantly clicked, but because I was at work, I didn't ask him for his number or anything else personal. When I was home later that day, I realized that I couldn't stop thinking about him. And even now, weeks later, I can't get him out of my mind. All information I have about him is his first name, and not even the full one, just his nickname (which could lead to two possible first names). I've tried finding him on the internet for hours. It's like an obsession. I don't even know if he's single or if he even liked me, and I wouldn't be sad if not, it's just... not KNOWING if there could possibly be something, somehow drives me crazy. I have never obsessed over someone like this before. I don't know if this behaviour is okay or if I've gone insane...
I did it. And I'm never doing it again. I hope to God that's enough.
I tried to fit in your life but I couldn’t, I don’t belong where you belong