How can i stop thinking about him? I tried meditating... Did nit work. He pops up all the tike, and my heart trembles.. I need him to be gone!
Im feeling like im wasting my life.. i left my home country 6 uears ago... and im not a fan from my “new country”... sometimes i just want to go back and erase this 6 years.. im 30 uears old, i have a nice boyfriend for 5 years now and he is the only reason im still here.. but it makes me also sad everyday.. i just miss home.. i miss the food, i miss my home, i miss my family.. i just miss everything about it.. even the bad things :/.. im feeling stuck here.. with no money, no family, with a boyfriend that loves me bur i dont really know if he wants to marry me ( and my dream is merey someday :/ i dont wanna wait forever), i have a job that i hate.. i hate it so damn bad that i have to throw up every day because im nervous when im at wort.. i dont know :/ i just want to regret not going back home.. and after 6 ueas i just feeling that i wasting my timelife :/ but i also dont wanna regret that i not tried harder to make me happy here :/ i just dont know what to to.. i feel lonely.. i have no friend here.. i hate people here.. they are all so i dont know “ice cold”.. kinda of people that only things about money... Im from brazil by the way... living in switzerland... And no.. its not true that they all are rich here... they are just broke people like everywhere else...
it hurt my heart when I am try to be good to someone but they being bad to me. world is not fair
I cheated on my boyfriend and I feel awful for it
Can someone help me...? It's like the walls are caving in. Sometimes I feel like giving up, no medicine is strong enough. Someone help me, I'm crawling in my skin. Sometimes I feel like giving up, but I just can't; it isn't in my blood...
I had a dream that my mom, who died over 6 years ago, came back. She thought it was still 6 years ago. I didn't want to lie so I had to tell her its January 2020. I didn't know how she was back, I didn't want to question it. I just hugged her as tight as I could and told her what's been going on lately. I didn't want to make her sad and tell her who's died since she's been gone, so I tried to avoid that. And then the dream was over way too quickly. Every time I see her in a dream, that's basically what happens. Every time I'm aware it's a dream but I don't ask out loud and risk waking up. I don't try to pinch myself to prove it's real. One time I pinched myself in a dream and it hurt, so I thought it was real. But then I pinched myself again and again and it didn't hurt. I try to enjoy my time with her but I always end up wanting to believe it's real so badly. I want to ask her questions but I never remember them. I know even if she did answer them, it's probably my own mind answering for her.
I've got a shameful confession, but first, I'll need to provide context... I keep a roll of toilet paper by my bed, mainly to use when I masturbate. If I'm going to sleep after I finish, I'll roll up what I used and leave it inside the tube until I think to take it to the garbage. Well, that happened the other night, and I left it there when I went off to work the next day... Next bit of context: My roommate got a new kitten recently. When I got back home, I saw pieces of toilet paper scattered throughout my bedroom. Torn, yes, but to my relief, they were clean, and I saw that the roll was a bit unravelled... What's unfortunate, is that my rolled up, cum soaked piece of toilet paper that I left inside the toilet paper tube was nowhere to be seen. That, and the cat vomit I found in the kitchen... What have I done?
I hate my dad. He may pay rent and food but he never tought me anything and he doesn't even let me lough :(
My marriage is ending. I can't reconnect with my wife. I'm way more into this relationship than her. I understand that it could be better to just let it end, but it is still painful. I just don't know what to do right now.
**Warning: Explicit** I confess that my boyfriend is way more into anal sex than I am. I mean I love taking dick in my ass, and even fucking him in the ass, but he's really into like... eating ass, which I'm not into. I let him do it to me because it gets him so turned on, but I refuse to put my tongue on his asshole. I can't do it. I won't do ass to mouth with his dick, I won't lick his fingers after they've been in my ass. It smells gross, it's gross. And he's really into farting, too. Which I don't have a problem with, but I can't make myself fart in front of people. I've peed myself trying. Our sex life is still great and our relationship is great, but to be honest, I feel bad that I can't fulfill these needs for him. I wish I was into it, I wish I could do these things for him. But I am actively turned off by it.