i'm moving out to rent a room with some random family in their house, its not a pension or anything, im worried that it's gonna be really weird and theyre gonna judge me everyday worse than my family does and be annoying as hell... i want to be alone a lot especially renting a room, i dont want to be interacting with them a lot.. i dont like talking to strangers.. also, the ad for the room said ''room for straight or gay men'', like, why would they mention in the ad the sexuality of who theyre looking for? its just weird to me... if i was renting a room i dont want to know what ur into, plus im not allowed to bring guests anyway so why are they specificing this??? im worried that its some creeps who are looking for gay guys and are gonna hit on me :///
All my life I had wondered if I could get someone to talk to thank God I've found this app🙏🙏
I want a medicine, or a drug, or a magic spell, or to be hypnotised so that I have the courage and don't feel guilty/feel the pity to break up with him before the wedding (10 months left)
i want a girl wearing a strapon to order me to suck it and be really rough with me then fuck my boi hole
I barely ever cry to anything so the fact that i cried like a little bitch the second i feel like someone finds me too annoying/too much for them, is concerning. shit got me questioning if I'm a good person or if I'm ever just going to be enough for someone or i ever going to be wanted for once . ugh shutup i hate myself
one of my toxic traits is probably not knowing when to stop being annoying, my personality mixed in with my sense of humour can be too much for some people to the point where i would always have to tame myself down to level with everyone else. they say to be yourself but wtf does that actually mean and why are you lying lol.
I question my sanity, or rather my psychosis. I feel like I'm making things up or force anxiety attacks. I feel like I'm not really hurt by the trauma I've been through, that I dreamt it, or blew it up. I compare what I've been through to others who had it worse and feel like I don't have a right to my feelings. I get overwhelmed so easily...but then afterwards I wonder if I'm just being dramatic. For so long I lived in denial something was off with me and then someone put a mirror up and the closer I looked the more diagnosis I received.....now I feel like I've lost myself entirely.
I knew immediately that DC had lost his eye. the very second he got eye poked i could tell immediately he lost his eye. how tragic , eyes dont heal. he lost his vision. this sport is sad sometimes
I am thinking of trying to have kids, but I get scared because a few years ago my husband's ex sent me a hateful message for no reason other than jealousy, saying "If you have kids, I hope they are born with severe disabilities etc." I wonder sometimes if she had her friends involved with witchcraft try to put a curse us. Is that they way it works or will it just go back on them threefold for unjust mailace?
I'm only attracted to men who treat me like shit. If a man is sweet or romantic with me I lose all interest.