My sister texts me that since it's our niece's bday coming up she's already brought her presents for it and has sent them all to our oldest sister (our nieces Mom) saying that they're from all of us, me included as well. So I send my sister money to cover my part of the presents she'd brought. Days later my oldest sister, our nieces Mom, has now recorded a thank you video for the gifts along with her husband and sent it to our family group chat. I've just watched it. They thank everyone by name apart from me. I'm snubbed. I'm so fucking hurt. I noticed that I get snubbed quite a bit when it comes to my family. This is just the latest example. I feel like writing that I put money to her presents as well, why am I not mentioned? Did they choose not to? Or did my sister lie about saying that the presents were from me as well? I don't know, I not really close to any of them because of stupid shit like this. It just stings and it's all so fucking tiresome and petty. How to cope with family like this?
asked him about the pics of the hickey on his colleagues neck in his phone.. he let me be for 2 days without an inch of effort to explain.. said tht he told the colleague abt the situation and was thinking of letting her call me to explain. lets all agree on 1 thing. if theres a pic of another girl in any form in his phone and u mad, that girl calling you to explain herself will do nothing but anger u more. besides, trash is trash. the sluts not the problem. "There's a shelf life on doing the right thing. If you wait too long, it's just wrong"
I don't feel worse on new year's eve because I feel lonely and depressed all year long.
I'm nearly a 40 yrs old virgin man because i think very poorly of me. Like an asshole and someone not worth meeting.
im fucking tired of getting hurt by people. seriously. by my ex friends, by my family and by my own husband. im tired of people not caring as much as i do. im tired of people not putting the same amount of thought into things as i do. im tired of EVERYONE in my life except for a few people left that hasnt pissed me the fuck off.. or made me cry. my standards really arent high. sometimes i just want to venture out on my own and just do my own thing. just get my own place, and live alone with a cute puppy. sounds soooo much better. either that or become a buddhist monk to end the suffering. happy fucking birthday to me.
I used to masturbate all the time for pleasure and the excitement it brought forth. One thing has changed: I still masturbate all the time, but it's no longer fun. It's like a chore in a way. Worse yet, I just find myself hating myself afterwards, or wanting to cry. Each time I masturbate, I'm reminded of how as a young woman, I'm still extremely single. I went to therapy and spoke to the therapist about my dating troubles and it didn't help. Nothing helps. I don't know what to do, or what's even the point in writing this all down. Everyone around me finds someone and yet no one even glances at me because I'm just the 'class clown' of the friend group. And who would even consider dating someone that they don't even notice?
I have one friend who I would consider to be my whole world. She completes me and without her, I wouldn't be lost, but I would feel like a part of me was missing. We're both attending the same college together and even share an apartment with two other girls. I love it, I get to see her often and in turn we get to hang out all the time, pretty much each day. But something has changed. Winter break is here and though she left to visit family, I'm here still working. She came back a few days ago and things no longer feel the same. She hangs out with other friends and I find myself feeling sicker and sicker to my stomach because I hate that deep down I'm angry at her. I know she has nothing to apologise for, but it hurts to see her hang out with others. I invited her one day to go to the coffee shop we always go to, and she told me "The way we're doing things, isn't working." And that was it. We still hang out and she acts like she didn't say that, but I don't know how to feel. I care so much about her and need only her as a friend, but it's becoming apparent that I'm not enough for her. She's a social butterfly and deep down, I almost wish I could pin those wings down. But I can't. I'm selfish...aren't I?
I think that dating apps ruind the magic of real life meeting someone and falling in love. Now everything is so shallow and pointless, everyone are just addicted to the swipe...
My first love he is singer in boy group We know what we are thinking about. But because of this reason make everything impossible. Do you know... I scar I'll never be with him more than dead...
a week ago this girl got caught with this older guy traveling at the airport. he just abducted her. this isn't the first time someone got caught with human trafficking. she was so scared talking to the cops. this cute little girl was 13 at least. I started to see her cry so I wake up an gave her a hug an slipped my number in her pocket. she texted me back. she's now staying out here with a foster family. it's good to hear she's doing good. I invited her to my families Christmas dinner. I even got her a gift.