feeling overcome with despair...prob just the music tho.....
never-trained's shouldn't criticize fighters abilities or techniques. its the cringiest thing ever. shut your never-trained ass up you pretentious clown
i just ate so much junk food. i feel sick, and i was already sick, and my stomach hurty. i have actual food like vegetables and bacon to make a stew but im so dont want to, im renting a room in a persons house and they make me feel bad if i use the stove
Rose talked to me today. it's always the same when she talks to me : i get the happiest i ever get and can't stop smiling and almost want to cry of happiness, but then the first couple of hours pass and i realize she isn't my close friend, i won't feel her arms hug me , i can't have a real conversation and tell her everything i want to, then it feels worse than it ever feels, cuz i realize how far away she really is. i can't stop loving her and i wish i just did, i wish tomorrow i woke up and didn't care about her, but i can't, i think about her everyday,she's my hero and gave me hope about life, and i can't stop thinking of how much i love her
I wish life was easy.
I have all the symptoms for covid except fever. I tried to contact our town and district health center for free swab testing but both no answer. I even reached out through messages, still no answers. I also have a healthcard membership paid yearly and before I can use it, I need to send & ask an approval first from a doctor on my healthcard. After calling a few times, I finally got a doctor but DR. didn't give any approval to use my healthcard. The doctor said it's only an allergy. She asked my medical history and I said it is only food allergy. I have never eaten any of it in past 5-6 months but doctor said it is an allergy reaction. She never asked if I had it recently. I was only given an allergy medicine and if it got worse, I can only go to ENT and not for swab testing. My last option is the hospital directly and they are just waiting for the healthcard approval letter. Since it is rejected, my only option is to pay with my money which is going to be expensive. I dont have extra money. I'm torn between taking the allergy meds or have a covid test :(
I'm genderfluid and terrified. And my therapy has been postponed again and I'm getting really derealised and a kinda su*cidal, and my dad IS REALLY su*cidal again. I'm so scared and angry and alone, but I can't speak out because I'm so terrified and I don't want to worry people
I can't fit in nowhere and keep gett iij ng fired from jobs. i I just wanna kill myself.
every boy i talk to they say im ugly. it really never effected me untill there was this boy he was really cute and he seemed diffrent from all the other guys i had crushes on he was funny nice and kind but then i ask him do u want to date he said no i ask him why he said i was ugly then i had a full mental break down i tried to kill myself 3 times and i ended up in a mental hospital i cried myself to sleep for months and looked myself in the mirror everyday i tried to say i was pretty but i couldent i knew i was ugly and i still feel the same i will always be ugly and i will never find love
i had this one teacher that would make fun of the way i smell despite the fact that i showered myself raw everyday. I had a naturally bad smell. he would compare the bad way i smell to other smelly things loudly and it was humiliating. he also made fun of the way i talked. i talked with no confidence because i didnt have any. it was the second last class of the day and the stress caused me to half ass the last class of the day and i ended up with a 1 digit grade in the last class. i didn't really care at that point and i still dont. i still wish death upon him for emotionally crippling me which has ruined my will to feel motivated.