do anyone of you have someone in yalls lives who you know theyre always right about everything, and u look at them for like guidance? like not ask them but just look at what theyre doing, or when youre in doubt u think 'what would they do' to try to figure out how to do things? i am like this with a person
I got hired on at this retail job as "seasonal". Part of me really likes it and hopes they let me stay on permanently. ...but another part of me hopes they let me go and we part ways gracefully, because despite liking this job, the instability and isolation isn't good for my mental health. But idk where else I'd work. I wish I could just... be a stay at home parent. But alas I'm not married and don't have kids to stay home with.
when that one person i like makes a prayer live stream she always mentions the lonely and that God should comfort them and stuff, i feel like shes talking about me and that i should go away, is that just my anxiety? i feel like it isnt,cuz i felt like she never seen almost anything i wrote so id just write repetitively a lot like spam the same thing, but what if its the opposite, and she read a lot of it, and now she thinks im retarded, desperate mentally ill or a psychopath. also yea i am really really lonely , when u think about health and stuff, people talk about fitness and food but we try not to talk about how being lonely and not ever getting hugged or affection will make u sick too. despite everything i do im still sick and unhealthy because i dont know love i guess, i dont know what i should do, i will be alone at home for new years. im a person who is honest a lot irl, and i was thinking to just be really honest and just tell someone that i dont want to be alone at home , that im afraid of ghosts, that i dont have anyone to be with me, but i dont have anyone to say this to
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I would be so relieved if we went into lockdown and "couldn't" have Xmas. I might even isolate just to make a point... Not that those maskless idiots out there give a rat's ass of course.
I feel like breaking up with my boyfriend. I told him I consider looking at porn cheating and I found out he lied about not looking it up. He looked up certain women by name and he knows that I have terrible views on my body and he went out of his way to find a girl that looks nothing like me. I feel like he lies about being attracted to me and I'm miserable. I don't know what to do. I confronted him about it and he pretended to not know even though I have evidence of him looking up pornstars. I feel empty inside.
I feel so broken. So distant. This time of year if always hard, but after 9 months of quarantine... It hits harder. I'm detached from reality, I have no energy, no time. My sex drive is non-existent, even though I keep having dreams about being sexually frustrated. My partner is starting to feel unwanted, and he's doubting himself. And I feel terrible about it.
my dream is to find someone who will be my best friend and my gf, and were helping each other everyday more than we help anyone else, and we make time to help each other, id like if we both had same career tbh i think that would be cool, i wish she would understand me and also want to be a ninja, and we dedicate our lives to make ourselve and eachother better ninja as possible and push it to the absolute limit , fuck it lets see how much of a ninja u can really be , i wish someone understood me, other than that person who is out of the question
Yesterday when it was the last round of practice, i was still not tired or anything and wanted to roll more, and the only other person on the mats was this girl i train with sometimes, then i asked her to roll and i started off really chill, but she used all her mean-ness right away and got my back, and then she choked me in front of everyone :/ cuz it was about to change classes, so not only was everyone who was at jiu jitsu was watching but also everyone that had just arrived for kickboxing class :/ i did not like it, cuz now everyone gonna think im not good, also the girl who did it to me, i kinda of like her and i wanted to do good for her to think well of me, not to be choked by her so easy :/ today theres practice again and im gonna be MEAN >:( and not get choked
im a 25 yr old guy and i havent had sex in like 2 and a half years and last time i did it it was bad. i had done it before and it was much better, i realize its because i need to feel safe i guess and im kind of insecure. i dont think i can really frick someone in the first date like my friends do unless we really, really really really like, click i guess. i dunno im just weird. i feel like a hole in my chest sometimes really bad, and despair. i dont want to be alone so much it just, it just sucks, it sucks really bad, i want to get like a hug and be kissed and feel comfortable enough to even have sex and not feel like im being judged or wrong for the way that i am