I can't bear school anymore.. now I'm on summer break but I can't go there anymore.. i feel horribly judged and somehow I always get in trouble.. I know, before u say something students can be horrible, but I'm actually a good person.. i just don't fit into School.. I'm smart and very skilled at languages, but I can't do maths and it depresses to waste my life in such stupid things.. I'm scared to go to school again.. I'm scared of wasting my time.. I could throw up by the thought of seeing my teachers again. They make me sick. Last time for example I corrected a teacher (I was right) and he tried to give me a B on the next exam although I deserved an A, so I went to the principals office and got an A anyway, but I don't wanna deal with that anymore... They're so unfair and I can't bear it anymore. shall I drop out? Look for something else? I don't know I'm so confused, I really hate them all.
when I was in school man I skipped alot of classes and at all different schools lol nobody cared It was like I was invisible I didn't get in trouble much, ah those were the days.
I have a lowkey crush on my math professor. She doesn't wear make up but is so gorgeous. Sometimes her face glows and the red cheeks just get me lost in equation hahaha
Man : I like dirty sex and I imagine doing nasty stuff with girl idk why I try to start have normal thought but I can't stop dirty things turn me on what should I do!!?
I felt so worse not to pass the test. I'm sorry , mum and dad :(
being a teenager is hard and if being a adult is hard too I never want to grow up
I have a friend name Felicia. And I dont like shouting the phrase "bye felicia!" When she's away leaving to her next class. Im more uncomfortable than she is. But thats how she became popular with her name. But nobody uses the phrase in my whole school especially in fromt of her because if someone say it, she's like, "bruh im not going anywhere!"
I don't get it why boys and one in particular would whisper "that's here" or "she is finally here" when I enter the room. And then whisper "but she is really the one" when the ther girl enters. Or when this guy seat with me during lunch and his friends would give glances, smirk or whisper to each other or give thumbs up. Like, I don't get it. Why would they do that and what does it mean
Today I found out that one of my favorite teachers has been arrested and charged with statutory rape. I don't know how to react. This seems so out of left field for her. I just... I mean, this is really hard for me to process. I have always looked up to her and admired her, and to find out that she could be capable of something like this... This is shortly after finding out that my dad, who I used to look up to, is also not at all worthy of being a role model. It feels like everyone I considered to be the best people in my life is actually a piece of shit somehow. It's... not a great feeling. And as if all that isn't bad enough... I was super close with this teacher. Like "friends on Facebook, still talked for several years after I graduated, consider her a real friend" close. And she was my first gay crush. At a time when I still thought being gay was an atrocious sin, I was attracted to her somehow. She helped me realize I was bi (though she has no clue of that). Idk what I even want to say here. I just need to talk. I'm so bothered by this. When I first found out, I dissociated for over an hour. I'm crushed by this. I just hope the accusations are false and that she's innocent.
I wanted to know how did you find out what job or degree you want to pursue. I am struggling as I don't know what to take in college/university. My hobby is painting and cooking yet family said I'll be just a waiter/everyone's servant or painting is nothing. They want me to be a doctor or an auditor. I don't know what to take so if anyone can share how did you found the right job/degree/career, I am thankful.