I'm so embarrassed because at school I was only wearing one headphone so I could talk to my friend and the person on the other side of me put the headphone in her ear without me noticing and she tapped my shoulder and was like ''you really like this music?'' Because I was listening to a really weird song since I was looking for new music. Jesus, I'm so embarrassed. How can I get over this? I know it's minor but it's a big deal to me.
Im such a hypocrite. Im so ugly yet i only want a hot girl. Yes i know, but i can't help myself. Im incredibly attracted to hot girls, even though i know they treat me like dirt on their shoe and would never ever want to date me. At least i recognize im the problem so even though it doesnt change anything, at least im not going to be that horrible person who thinks less of women for not dating me. I wouldnt date me!
I feel so thight and I am just 12 ):
I think black people who bow down to whites disgusting. Show some self respect. If whites dont like you for who you are then screw 'em. They are NOT better than you. They are blessed with genetics on the outside but internally? you are a stronger person. Whites could NEVER cope with what blacks have had and still do face every single day. This is what makes Blacks better...and no that's not racism against whites, its acknowledging they have an easier privileged life which makes them spoilt and self entitled..
'Do i really want to do this for the rest of my life, or even for five years?' is a thought that whirling through my mind. And its killing me. I dont know if i want this but even worse i dont know what i want if i quit. I quit before, and threw 2 years away already. Also why do all my friends have all things perfectly sorted out. So many questions and need some answers fast.
most people would be surprised by what I'm capable of if I had resources opportunity and time...everyone but myself that is.
I am 12 and when I wear my clothes my tits ache I dont know if I should tell my mom I am scared of the doctor.
Mastering the silent fart is invaluable....
When I was 12 years old, the boy I had to sit next to in science class due to a seating plan sexually assaulted me during lessons. He would run his hand up and down my inner left thigh multiple times a lesson for months. Sometimes he went further up. I told him to stop but he threatened me whenever I did. I was very timid and anxious back then so I stopped out of fear and never told my teacher. The next school year we were in a different room for science so he stopped but he continued to harass me in other ways. He threatened to beat and rape me. He said derogatory things about my appearance and personality in a sexual manner. He grabbed my ass in the corridors and thrust his crotch at me. I left at the end of the second year to go to a new school but he still haunts me. This is the first time I've ever spoken about him and what he did to me. I'm now 19.
I hesitate about my future. Should I rather become a Byzantine emperor or a quidditch player? Studies to become Byzantine Emperor are pretty hard, right?