I don't want to be the best in everything...I'm sick of it...they don't understand!!! no one is perfect...lemme rest!!!!
I was bullied when I in school,I wasn't hurting anyone...they called me a girl and because I was quiet and shy...they called me ugly and said that my face must be fixed... it was long time ago but I can't forget it
I'm starting to think my degree is worthless
damm. I can't wait to tell my friend i want to suck his hard wet cock & ride on it like three millions times in a day . and i'am a guy and his hate gay. And iam don't know what to do well for fucking sith sake. And its in high school and i didn't seen his dick. fuck.
I have ocd. it is stupidly obnoxious that people say they have ocd because they see "satisfying videos", look at "uncomfortable posts" or have a nice handwriting... thats not ocd they don't fucking know the struggles and anxiety we ocds have to go through
in school so many guys always want to have sex with me or date me it gets really annoying but there is this boy his name is ethan me and him been hooking up for a while in secret he has a girlfriend but like i realy dont care because i have had a crush on him since 3rd grade i realy like him and the sex is amazing to his dick is amazing and big. i really want to tell him i like him but like i really dont want to. Me and him first hooked up at my friends birthday party i was drunk and he was to i really dont remeber much but i know that it was good. a few days after we did it again. me and ethan were in the same math class and we sit next to eachother i went under the table and blowed him then after it was study hall we went in the school bathroom and hooked up it was kinda gross because the school bathrooms and gross but i dident mind becuase it was me and ethan. and few weeks went by i really dident talk to him but then he was really horny and we were in class he ask me to give him a blow i said no and i told him to eat me out becuase he never ate me out so he ate me out then i let him fuck me hard and he cumed inside of me so i had to take the pill after school.
I'm 17 and I've been dating a 20 yo guy who is very hot according to my girlfriends. I didn't play hard to get but it took me a while to decide to go out with him. He's kinda full of himself. I think he was expecting sex or at least a hand job the first couple of dates. I've only dated a few guys in high school and never had a serious relationship. I've had brief oral sex twice and I hated the thought of them coming in my mouth and I only let them eat me a little and finger me. To shorten the story, I let this new dude do that to me. it was so much better than the high school guys. I actually had my first orgasm very mild but WOW! When he took off his shorts and exposed his penis I was still so horny did I gladly started giving him a blowjob. at first I thought I must be doing something wrong because the two high school dudes came within a few seconds of me starting and I had to pull away fast to avoid getting sprayed in the mouth and face. Anyway I was enjoying giving my first really serious blowjob and wearing I wasn't doing it right when he started making all kind of sounds and his legs got tight and when he started shooting his jizz, I didn't pull away I want to get to be the best blowjob he had ever gotten. he came so much I couldn't hold it all in my mouth but instead of spitting it out I swallowed some. It didnt have a taste and it was so hot and smooth that I kept swallowing. my confession is I LOVE sucking dicks or at least his🥰
I wish I could text you and tell you I'm sorry. I never wanted us to end the way we did. I had nothing but love and admiration for you. I would've followed you into the very fires of hell. I wish we could've met on equal grounds. But your path was full of destruction and chaos. I wanted to save you from that and you know this. I saw you try so hard. But you cant deny your nature. And I couldn't fight mine. You were hellbent on creating madness and disorder while I tried to fix the sins of my past. God I loved you! I wanted us to be together! But it wasnt possible no matter how much I wanted it. I never wanted to hurt you! It's been almost a year now and not one day goes by where I dont wish things didnt end horribly as they did. I want to reach out to you. Apologize to you. But even now, I'm too far gone in my own path to reach back. You have your daughter, and I have mine. I can look, but what was is gone. I love you. My Friend. My heart. My Noah.
Who would have thought that having a grade A high school diploma (Abitur), smoking a lot of weed and being engaged could be extremely shitty. I mean, Ok, technically I am still a student, as we officially finish school on the 26th this month where I go to school, but I'm all out of perspectives; and being an inefficient stoner doesn't help. Time to get my shit together again.
I think bullying is so much fun. Back in high school, it was a fun way to bond with my friends and girlfriend. We were all so vicious to weakass nerds. My girlfriend loved to humiliate them in front of others. She would even sit on them when the teacher was not in class lmfao