I was on antidepressants when I sat for my exams. I collected my results today and I got A+, A, A- and the rest are B+’s. I just discovered a powerful link between positive thinking and poor performance.
I love my classmate :/
I slept for about 80% of this one class' time today. I was tired because I stayed up last night doing an assignment. I didn't want to fall asleep, I really tried to stay awake but I still kept dozing and stirring and dozing again. I only remember what the professor said at the beginning of the lecture and during the last 15 minutes or so. I didn't get in trouble, but it was really embarrassing. And now I have to spend time studying the lecture's contents at home because I didn't learn anything while being there...
Oh god I've barely moved in the last 3 days or done any revision or laundry but I have to go into school tomorrow to take a 3 hour mock exam and I'm really not prepared I don't think I have any clean clothes and I'm gonna fail so bad this is not helping my meltdown rn!!
I'm a physics major and I do well in math BUT I still don't know which one is which between these two symbols (<>). And I literally tattooed them in my body so that I know. I made it artsy so that the two symbols isn't obvious and so that no one thinks I'm actually cheating. Math is life but these two symbols. I don't know for some reason they just don't register to my mind. Maybe I take them too much for granted?? And honestly, I love how the tattoo artist designed it for me. (probably not gonna say how he did because I'd be disappointed if someone copied it...). And I don't regret the tattoo at all!
I feel like I'm having a mental breakdown but really I have no idea what's happening and how I'm feeling I just know that I'm really really struggling to have motivation for anythingg so I'm really behind with work. I don't know how to fix my situation and it don't know how to express what's happening so I don't know if I can really ask for help or just even to let my teachers know what's going on
I sit here today, Watching and supporting The one I love Celebrate her accomplishment. But along with her Marks the accomplishment Of everyone I started with Except me I'm happy for her I will do everything To make look her best. I want her to look Better than everybody else She's the only reason I even have joy On this day But How did I fall this low Did my sins condemn me to this
My teacher way too many selfies on Facebook. It makes me cringe.
This ist just for myself, no one needs to answer. I'm sorry for what i said to you earlier today. Even though i apologized and we talked like usually later, even laughed together, i regret making a silly joke, without knowing what might was the reason for your behaviour/decision. I made the class laugh, even the teacher ,though they all knew it was a joke..i instantly regretted it and felt bad myself. I'm so sorry. Sometimes i can't control my actions, words and thoughts. You're always such a friendly, funny, open and intellectual person, that wasn't fair..i hope you're not in my situation, laying awake and can't sleep because of that stupid moment. I just want to have a good relationship and bei kinda friends with you..
thesis I just suck at writing it. How will I ever graduate