There's this guy in the library I don't intend to fat shame but he's fat and literally took four chairs and even took the chair where my bag was without even saying anything. And he just uses the chairs where his feet will be on. The first thing that turned me off is that he was eating very very loud. Picks his nose and flicks it. And he's talking loud. When he removed his shoes, it was horribly stinky that even other people left the room just because his feet really stinks. And it looks like he's in his house or something. It's so gross. The very top of the library is usually the most quiet and secluded area.but His feet's odor went all over the room and its so bad!!! You'll get dizzy!So yeah I just left and will never go back and I assume he will always be there. But what's weird though, I always wonder how his girlfriend handle it. Like he keeps even asking his gf for food like she's his maid. The guy was like," food? Tissue? Open the movies for me, Where's my spring rolls. etc." But they're happy and the girl looks innocent... Just sharing....
I do really wanna know how to love philosophy and write philosophical stufs and memorize philosopher's quotes!! but howwww
I'm extremely uncomfortable and irritated with people who looks at me from head to toe randomly. Like What's the benefit of them doing that to me though? They're not gonna date me, they're not planning to hire me or anything, they're not trying to make me join their I don't know... group.., and they're not grading me with an F affecting my GPA.. I'm just here standing and being quiet and doing nothing. But is it rude to tell them to stop? Or is it better to do the same back at them?
I can't go into school because I haven't done any work for one teacher, but I can't skip because that would be missing out on 2 hours of stuff with another teacher for an exam next week... And I haven't done any work because I've lost all motivation for anything and the only thing that's making me stressed about it is that I know she'll be annoyed with me, not that the work is worth 20% of my final grade...
I finally got a prom date!!! I was in mental hospitals on and off so I never got the chance to ask around you know! and I finally found my date! (prom is the 21st)
how to learn English vocabulary?
It's the first day of my two-month sick leave and I already feel empty and useless.
My parents now know how behind I've gotten in my studies. They say I might have a burn-out. I think I just brought it upon myself. I should have tried harder and also seeked a new therapist sooner.
Why is it bad to tell good things about yourself in front of others? Like life is already depressing, and others (most) put your down, criticize you etc. Like I'd like to chin up for a bit! I'l claim the statement that I'm good and I'm smart. I'll accept it. And it always works on me, I even passed my exam just by believing it. So like so what if I like to say that. Like if it's cringy.. Well.. cringe away sir.. lol And I don't want to stay depressed so I do something about it!. Like do something! Also, like yeah we're humble by being quiet to others. But if we're not like that, I call it being humble to myself. :)
I have to give a presentation in a few days. I feel nauseous because of this. I don't usually talk much, I don't know how I'm gonna do this... I'm worried that it goes so bad that I fail this class and then I won't get enough credits.