There's a guy in some of my classes who's honestly a "loser", he's overall a little weird, doesn't take care of his appearance well, and a lot of people avoid or make fun of him. I don't like making people feel bad, so I'm always nice to him and talk to him when nobody else does so he doesn't feel excluded. Apparently, he thinks we're friends now. He constantly sends me songs I should "definitely listen to" which always turn out to have lyrics like "I'm glad I found you" or "Emma is beautiful" (my name's Emma), sends me memes, and invites me to strange places like metal concerts or LAN parties (nothing about my appearance or behavior tells you I should be invited to either one). Now I don't know how I can tell or show him that me talking to him during school time doesn't mean I want to hang out with him. To be honest, I'm a little afraid that he'll hurt me, become a school shooter or a stalker, because he had anger issues in the past (chased a teacher over a fence and punched her for telling him to sit down).
I'm a really attractive guy. but sometimes I wanna fuck an ugly guy. idk why.
I'm 18 and tbh I think I've already managed to royally screw up my life, how is that even possible
lgbtqrstuv...all of them. soulless
A classmate of mine often says cringey shit he reads on the internet and everyone hypes him for it and agrees with him, because it sounds good, but noone actually thinks about it. Like "if steroids are illegal for athletes, then photoshop should be illegal for models" or "I just realized that a waterfall is just called waterfall because water falls down somewhere, how WEIRD is that?"
I'm about to fail class if I don't study for my exam, but somehow I can't motivate myself. I don't know what's wrong with me, I really wish I could but it's like I don't care at all...
I'm starting college in fall and my parents are paying for everything. I don't have to pay a single cent. they are paying everything out of their pockets (no loans). I'm not sure how to feel about this. On one hand, I'm very happy to not have to take loans and start my adult life in debt. But I also know that while they make a decent amount of money, it's still a financial stretch and I can't do anything about it. My parents never mentioned anything about it being a financial burden but I can sense it. what should I do?
My social anxiety was very severe in elementary school to the point that I thought everyone was evil in school. Now I'm in high school and I still have it except that I know how to control it, I keep saying it's just me not the people. I socialize like any other people but still get anxiety attacks. Tingling in lips, burning sensation, racing heartbeat, sweating palms, fatigue...some days are okay, some days are so-so, some days are very bad
I will get kicked out of college due to bad grades in a few months - if not earlier - and don't have a plan B. As soon as I get kicked out, I won't get any money from my parents, hence I will be financially ruined, and so far I couldn't even find a part time job due to the lack of skills or experience - so I don't think it will be easy, if even possible, to find a company that will hire me for training. At least not in a field that will be a good job for me. I think I'll forever be stuck in a low paying job that I hate, just because I was too lazy in high school and didn't think of what would happen if college was too hard for me.
I don't know how to write a long confession, which is weird, because last time during exam I could write six pages of folios essay.