thesis I just suck at writing it. How will I ever graduate
Having to give feedback on other students' assignments at university always makes me nervous. I don't think I've managed to give very good advice because most of the time I don't understand anything about anything.
I'm three days late from an assignment's extended deadline. I just can't figure out what to write, I can't understand the finance stuff I'm supposed to write about and I have no idea where I can read up on it more. I've tried web search but nothing is turning up. This paper is something I'm supposed to send to a peer for them to give feedback on it, I'm probably messing up their schedule too. I've failed so many other classes this year, I've ruined my whole future. At this point I feel like killing myself which is stupid escapism and I know I shouldn't even consider it. And this is so dumb but I wish I could sit next to someone else while writing because I feel lonely but I never dare to approach other people.
I have a bestfriend named "Layla" well we have a very good bondings but the problem is her attitude sometimes. i know we aren't perfect but her attitude highlentened than our good bondings. example: 💥insecure 💥letting people down instead of encouraging them 💥competitive in grades 💥a backstabber when we fight something And now, i feel like i don't want to go near her or be back as friends... i know "real friends will stay" but she's not a real friend. well i forgive her but i don't want her to become friends anymore.
I dont understand the reason why pheromones leads to attraction of a person to the other. Like what about meeting someone online. I mean the phone isn't gonna proxy pheromones of that person from tinder to you. Or likimg weird stuff (e.g. Attraction to cars) those domt have that molecule i just mentioned .Like i question that a lot in science and nobody is willing to answer me anything everytime i question it to my science class... so like pheromones is pretty much fake like 🤔🤔🤔🤔😫😧😬 im just too curious. I asled it everywhere online im curious if anyone willing to answer me about this question too..
It's night. I have class in six hours. I have to read 150 pages and be prepared to discuss the book in class. I've been a lazy dumbass.
It took me 5 days to respond to an e-mail of only one paragraph. Goddamn social anxiety.
Every time I think that there is no way He could make me happier, he does. Last week, after school, We walked to the forest Where no one could see us, And he said, “Happy Valentine's Day.” And handed me a small, black box. I opened it. It was a bracelet Made of leather. And on the inner side of it, The side that would touch The skin of my wrist, It said Seth In sparking, green, cursive letters. “Green because it’s your favorite color,” he said. “And my name’s on the inside, So that way, Only you know it’s there. Just you, and no one else. To represent the privateness of our relationship. Until I come out, of course. Then I’ll be able to show you off to the world.” Then he pulled up his sleeve And said, “I got one for me, too.” And he showed me the bracelet On his wrist Made of leather Just like mine. Except, on the inside, his said Finnick, in sparkling, red, cursive letters. For a moment I was frozen, but Then I hugged him. Partly because I wanted to, And partly because I didn't want him to see The weird expression my face Had twisted into. Because I was so happy But so frustrated, too. Because there was so much I wanted to say. So much I wanted to tell him. I wanted to say: "Thank you, I love it, This means so much to me, It’s lovely, Thank you so much. I can’t believe you would do this for me. This is so thoughtful. I seriously love it." But I just couldn't. And it broke my heart. But he cupped my face with his hands And he said, “It's okay, Finnick. I understand.” And he kissed me. On the nose. For the first time. Which was less than I wanted, But more than I deserved. And I felt my face heat up with embarrassment As I pulled out my gift for him From my backpack. The flip book I had made Of all the pictures we had ever Taken together and of each other Since the day we met, Felt so light And meaningless In comparison to what he Had just given me. But he flipped through it With bright, sparkling eyes As if it was the best thing in the world. And it made me happy beyond happy.
I've been absent from school for a while now like i can't go one week straight,each week i skip a day or two...and i must admit that I'm wasting my time at home and losing track but the fact that i was absent for a long while is frightening. it makes me afraid of going to school and face all the questions that my classmates and teachers will ask...i really don't feel like going to school ever again. I'm so unmotivated and that's scary too because deeo down i know i need to get back on track but at the same time i refuse it
I have a friend who is annoying and quite a hypocrite. Otherwise I like her, obviously, but those two things are getting out of hand lately. She's having exams currently, and every day I get about 5 messages of her saying how stressed out she is, how she's never going to make it, how she'll have to drop out and live on the streets... thing is, she's smart and always gets good grades. She already got back some exam results (exams she stressed over, too) and they're all straight A's. So, especially as someone who REALLY struggles with exams and gets a lot of D's and F's, this alone annoys me a lot. But what makes it worse is the fact that the other 5 messages she sends me are her complaining about two other girls in her major, who stress about exams although they're smart. She literally complains about other people doing what she's doing herself. I'm really close to loosing my shit and tell her how ridiculous she is, but I don't think I should do that because she's quite sensitive. I just hope that she will stop complaining when exams are over.