I like my boyfriend, but I also like my best friend. My best friend and I have known each other for way longer than my boyfriend, yet he was the one who asked first.
I'm study in electrical engineering school My professor and friends think I'm not good in everything. All the thing they do is broken my heart. That's made me locked myself in the room. I don't wanna tell someone what i am studying or smile for me the mirror. And then that is the reason forces me to met a shrink(psychiatrist). I fought with bad feeling for 3 years. Now, I can fight with it. I graduated but I studied 5 years. if I can go back in the past, I should study another university. That's crazy they made my teenage life terrible.
I am scared for Christmas. So many things have been happening at school. A girl friend of mine is angry at me for no reason and goes out of her way to try and ignore me as much as possible. If I were to tell her something hopeful, she will just shot it down with an hurtful expression. This has been taking a toll on me since she was my first ever girl friend. Being a kid growing up without any friends really did something to my brain. I also have to take an old friend of mine for consideration. She have been threatenong suicide for months and all I can do is to try and stop her. She comes to me for her small problems and since I am probably a bad friend. That was the least thing I could do. The reason for me being scared for Christmas is because of how much humiliation I will face from my family. I accidentally saw one of the gifts they were wrapping and the contents deeply hurt me. I am 14, weigh 63kg, height 163cm (5 feet 4 inches). Inside the box was training equipment. Did my parents think that I am fat? They probably did and since we are going to be opening this at Christmas eve. My grandparents will also be joining. Which means that they are going to think even more of me as a lesser being. It truly hurts.
I believe in Karma since 10th Grade. I was one of those Bimbo bitches who's whole personality was about my Big Boobs and makeup. I was very popular and one Day i talked to a boy who was in 6-7th Grade who told me he was rich and flew to holidays every 2 weeks, but the clue is, he wasnt popular at all, he doesnt looked good and was younger than me (I was 17 at the time and he was 14). I thought that was my Chance and i started going out with him and eventully became his girlfriend. I wanted him to buy me stuff and take me out to nice dinners but the first times he always said that he dont have time now because of exams or he had to wait till his Parents get back. We always drove to my place and fucked like 3-5 Times a Day, yes a Day. After about 2 Months i realised he wasnt rich at all and only played with me so he could fuck me and state that one of the most beautiful girl of the School is in a relationship with him. That was the Day i realised Karma exist.
Okay so im a female. I had this friend who I didn't know I liked until she got a girlfriend. I cried my eyes out and my mom caught on and I basically had to tell her my first love was a girl. Since then she has been asking me if I was into females and I dont think I am it was just that on girl. (Im not interested anymore btw)
my lab partner is cute but looks at me like child (21f, 30m) he won't take me serious. I honestly want to play with his dreads and eat his jamaican gourd.
I'm socially neutral. people either love me or think I'm chill. I transferred colleges and now I'm here with no friends. I feel like watch life from behind a glass door. thing just happen.
Any recommendation movies in German language? I'm learning deutsch now and I need some recommendations for improving my skills
I know i'm a pretty hot girl but i love younger Boys who aren't in my age. Every boy in my class would love me to be his girlfriend but instead i prefer to wear a really slutty Outfit, even at school, and Date boys who are normally way out of my league. Everyone in the younger classes talks about me and try to hit on me, most of the time with success. The looks of their Parents are always the best when they take me home, and instead of giving them help at school i'm giving them a helping hand and let them fuck me. The best of that is there sex drive, once its awakend, all of them wanna fuck me so badly, even in the School toilet.
I feel like a failure.. Times getting short and not any of my thesis are done. My lecturer are really hard to reach on and I'm afraid I couldn't finish it in the remaining 5 months. I'm really scared, I don't know.. I don't want to be a failure to my parents of course, but I don't know what to do.