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Today; something really grotesque and desturbing did happen to me, me and a guy from school who sleeps around alot were talking, and he had shown me some videos - mostly nudes and masturbation videos of girls he's slept with - with the intend of making me jealous, but everything it did was making me feel sick, because, well, the girls - some of them clearly underage (We're both 18) - had sent that kinda shit trustingly and the guy just showed that around, and also because they weren't really erotic at all, e. g. a girl filling her pussy with all pens in her pencilcase, a carrot and the whole length of a damn 3-meter HDMI-Cable (I didn't even know that was physically possible.) - at once. But the thing that made it so disturbing was the fact, that I was forced to realize how little people give about intimacy and thier personal honor. And, as misogynistic that may be, it has proven my theory right that most girls my age or younger are, indeed, whores. I even had to call my gf to make her a compliment on how reasonable and modest she is... Many a guy here will probably cringe really hard but you at least may agree that what happens behind closed doors should stay behind closed doors...
I have an exam in something that I know nothing about oh God make it easy please!
my school is such a bitch and is the biggest snitcher i know. you skipped ONE school day and suddenly you get 4 emails sent home, a letter and a meeting with your parents. its the end of the school term for fuck sakes merry christmas to you too bitch
i have a test in a few hours and i didn’t study for shit, i’m also behind all of my class work. i’m so fucking stressed and i would be able to handle this if my mental health was ok but nOoO
High school is now over. Unemployed, no "friends" want to hang out with me. Ive always been a loner, but everyone seems fake two months later after finishing exams. Alcoholic, what can I say, I have nothing else to do. More so better to do. Its like no matter how hard I try, I cant be happy.
When finals came, I literally felt free. But then I realized I still have work, research to do and papers to submit for publications. Welp..... I guess it really never ends here. I'm just so tired. I want a break. but then like I wonder, if I was on a vacation all the time, how long will it actually take for me to say that I need to go back to college, study again, and pursue more of my career?
I have a final tomorrow - in 14 hours, specifically. I'm tired and dizzy as hell as a side effect of losing my pack of antidepressants a few days ago. Doesn't help that I have concentrating problems. Studying is not easy right now.
Got an A in German; A in English, Philosophy and Geography, too... have a Math-Test tomorrow and I know about as much as Jon Snow.
I hate the idea that if you have a talent, it's your duty to better it and use it. Everyone older than me keeps saying that. I don't LIKE writing, or translating texts, or analyzing literature, and I have no fucking interest in linguistics. Honestly, I'm not sure how my teachers came to the conclusion that I'm so good at those things but they're boring. Since middle school, people have been expecting me to become some successful academic or shit, but I don't want any of that. Even when I had a cleaning job, my coworkers told me they expect me to do something "way bigger" and leave the job soon. I'm sick of hearing about it. I want to do something simple and unnoticeable with my life!