I LITERALLY JUST GOT BACK HOME AND ONLY WANTED TO INFORM THINGS THAT I THOUGHT COULD BE USEFUL AND THEN U HAD TO GET ON MY ASS ABOUT ME MAKING THINGS CONFUSING AND WRONG.. WELL SORRY IF IM BUSY AS FUCK AND COULD ONLY HANDLE A HANDFUL OF INFORMATION SHOVED INTO MY BRAIN OVER THE 12 HOURS THAT I WILLINGLY AND NON WILLINGLY HAS TO STAY JUST SO THINGS WOULD GO WELL. GUESS I DONT HAVE TO HELP U ANYMORE THAN
being a woman is a burden in life. you always have to choose between family or higher education/career. doing both is always a possibility, but it'll still be slower and harder.
I don't know what I am doing. I missed a whole third of the school year by being depressive and demotivated or, in short, inefficient: I failed two of my subjects (Math and French) and got at least a B in all others. I cringed at all my tests when I got them back, even if it was an A. This whole Schoolyear was more based on luck than on reason for me. Shit is going to be important now; I can't "minmax" my grades and skip school like that, Finals are coming up.
So I met this girl in the middle of last semester and I kind of knew that she was into me at the time, the thing was that I thought I would never see her again because we are studying completely different courses. But ever since I met her, I saw her a lot of times and the thing is that she was really cool and I want to talk to her again but every time I see her I am with my friends and it is not option to ditch my friends just to talk to her and I know she still remembers me because holds a gaze and smiles at me every time she sees me, I just wish I can have another opportunity to talk to her again
I can't bear school anymore.. now I'm on summer break but I can't go there anymore.. i feel horribly judged and somehow I always get in trouble.. I know, before u say something students can be horrible, but I'm actually a good person.. i just don't fit into School.. I'm smart and very skilled at languages, but I can't do maths and it depresses to waste my life in such stupid things.. I'm scared to go to school again.. I'm scared of wasting my time.. I could throw up by the thought of seeing my teachers again. They make me sick. Last time for example I corrected a teacher (I was right) and he tried to give me a B on the next exam although I deserved an A, so I went to the principals office and got an A anyway, but I don't wanna deal with that anymore... They're so unfair and I can't bear it anymore. shall I drop out? Look for something else? I don't know I'm so confused, I really hate them all.
when I was in school man I skipped alot of classes and at all different schools lol nobody cared It was like I was invisible I didn't get in trouble much, ah those were the days.
I have a lowkey crush on my math professor. She doesn't wear make up but is so gorgeous. Sometimes her face glows and the red cheeks just get me lost in equation hahaha
Man : I like dirty sex and I imagine doing nasty stuff with girl idk why I try to start have normal thought but I can't stop dirty things turn me on what should I do!!?
I felt so worse not to pass the test. I'm sorry , mum and dad :(
being a teenager is hard and if being a adult is hard too I never want to grow up