I'm extremely uncomfortable and irritated with people who looks at me from head to toe randomly. Like What's the benefit of them doing that to me though? They're not gonna date me, they're not planning to hire me or anything, they're not trying to make me join their I don't know... group.., and they're not grading me with an F affecting my GPA.. I'm just here standing and being quiet and doing nothing. But is it rude to tell them to stop? Or is it better to do the same back at them?
I can't go into school because I haven't done any work for one teacher, but I can't skip because that would be missing out on 2 hours of stuff with another teacher for an exam next week... And I haven't done any work because I've lost all motivation for anything and the only thing that's making me stressed about it is that I know she'll be annoyed with me, not that the work is worth 20% of my final grade...
I finally got a prom date!!! I was in mental hospitals on and off so I never got the chance to ask around you know! and I finally found my date! (prom is the 21st)
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It's the first day of my two-month sick leave and I already feel empty and useless.
My parents now know how behind I've gotten in my studies. They say I might have a burn-out. I think I just brought it upon myself. I should have tried harder and also seeked a new therapist sooner.
Why is it bad to tell good things about yourself in front of others? Like life is already depressing, and others (most) put your down, criticize you etc. Like I'd like to chin up for a bit! I'l claim the statement that I'm good and I'm smart. I'll accept it. And it always works on me, I even passed my exam just by believing it. So like so what if I like to say that. Like if it's cringy.. Well.. cringe away sir.. lol And I don't want to stay depressed so I do something about it!. Like do something! Also, like yeah we're humble by being quiet to others. But if we're not like that, I call it being humble to myself. :)
I have to give a presentation in a few days. I feel nauseous because of this. I don't usually talk much, I don't know how I'm gonna do this... I'm worried that it goes so bad that I fail this class and then I won't get enough credits.
I went through my old year book and I nearly burnt that damn thing. It's so embarassing. The photo I picked, my quote, the fact that nobody wrote something into my comment section, not even one of the people I wrote a really heartfelt comment for. It's quite obvious that I used to be one of those kids who think they're popular and funny, while in reality they're just pathetic losers who force themselves onl everyone.
I need music or tv to block everything out when I study. Not an episode or movie that I haven't seen yet, I know I won't get any work done if I have to pay attention to the screen. But a movie or tv show I've seen dozens of times and can sort of tune out, that helps so much. I don't want to be distracted by noises. I don't want total silence, that's distracting too. If it's silent, my brain gets bored and wanders off.