I'm a 28 year old white dude from new jersey in my head and for this reason, I win every debate
I play cricket. My dad started my love for the game since 5 years ago. He was a coach. He lost his driving licence last year, and he doesn't have a job now. He was supposed to be my number one supporter, but now he is my number one hater. I played like crap in a match yesterday (Sunday.) I am a well known player in the club. I usually don't play for the club I played for yesterday, since I am part of another more official club, and I play in girls matches. (because I am a girl, lol.) Keep in mind that I am still a kid, so obviously I can't do everything right. My dad was umpiring, so that meant he could insult me as much as he wanted. I was playing in a boy's match, but they were young. He was like "You are an idiot" "You don't even know how to play" "You are useless" and more disgusting things. I had lost much of my self-confidence because of him. I told him today after school that I will try harder, and he just went on another stupid rant. He told me that he will no longer help me in cricket and he assumes that I have no interest in the game. NO INTEREST IN THE GAME? Most stupid accusation I ever heard. I love the game, and I told my parents last year that I wanted to take it seriously. So how can he say that? Ugh, I realise this confession is taking a lot of space. Anyway, I love the game, and I hope I can play my best in the future, so he regrets what he said to me. I still have some issues with self confidence, but I am getting stronger and stronger :)
I'm worried about my son. He's not showing any drive. He's 7 and he just doesn't want to try. His little sister is eager to learn. Reading, gymnastics, skateboarding, everything. My won just can't seem to be made to bother. It reminds me of the worst parts of myself. Like his fear of failure has become a fear of trying. Kids who aren't as smart as him are surpassing him and I don't want him to waste his youth like I did.
I am planning on faking a concussion just for attention cause I don't get any.
I just want to be tied up and fucked
i startedgoing to the gym 3 days ago. i train for an hour minimum and sometimes 2hrs 30, i feel the pain and all in that moment but once i get home i feel like i could've done more like i want to do more, I'm thinking about going twice a day but I'm afraid to over do it. is there such a thing like over exercising....???
i started going to the gym 3 days ago, i train for a minimum 1 hr and a half and sometimes 2 and a half, but I'm never satisfied like i feel i can do more even though at the same moment i feel the pain and all, but when i get home i feel like i haven't done enough, and that's sort of motivating and I'm thinking about going twice a day but I'm afraid to over do it. is there such a thing like over exercising?
it was funny that my nephew, in his footy grand-final, thrown 16 punches against 4 opponents in one fight before his teammates resistant him. pretty sure that his team got one rule for fights. that is to stop him immediately
My friends are all cautious and loves indoors. Scared of this scared of that because its not safe. Me im an adventurous person I love adventures. But I have no friends to adventure with. Like most of the time I share fun stuff and theyd say its dangerous. Sometimes I dont know how to feel. Either scared or disappointed. Scared because of how they know it and exaggeratedly explain it. Dissappointed because they spend life boring (my opinion.). Like im tired of going to coffee shops, watching movie at night, playing board games etc.i want to hike, surf, scuba dive, skydive, and do everything that drives my adrenaline cravings. Like seriously a roller coaster is just fun to me. I dont get scared at all it was just fun. And Im tired of being told its dangerous.i know its dangerous, its why i want to do it. Hiking is dangerous but I want to try it i want to see whatd up in each mountains I go to. And honestly my friends are great people but their interest depresses me literally. I feel so lost in their interest. I need to find others friends who likes my interest but I dont know where and how. I happen to act introverted and scared of meeting new people. Im an introvert with extoverted interests.
What are we going to do tonight Brain? Same thing we do every night Pinky.... Try to take over the world! Actually I'm just eating toast as I try to find the energy to beat off... Close enough.