I did some butt exercises for 5 minutes yesterday, and now I have the worst muscle ache and can't walk without flinching. I really have to start doing more sports.
I can't stop thinking about roofing, parkour etc. man imagine experiencing those views irl
i got too fat bulking now i need to cut. should have been careful now i'm gonna lose the little swole i gained. on the other hand girls are crazy about abs even if you're small so it's a decision. Time to get fokin shreeded cunts. fuaaaaaark
Ok so how in the world do I cancel feelings towards someone??? It isn't anything "forbidden" or "bad" I just don't want to love someone romantically it's to much trouble. And it's so fucking annoying that I can't look him in the eye or that my heart flutters whenever he walks by. I hate him. I can't imagine anything with real boys without starting to think of him. And I can't seem to not notice small cute things about him that's different. Like how mesmerizing his eyes are, how his hair curls in his neck, how everything about him makes me so nervous I can vomit. And the fucking worst thing is that seeing him makes my whole week or month. We don't live close so I only get to see him at skiing competitions. So now onto my original goal, how do I cancel feelings for someone?? Or else I'm going to be fucked. Please help me as soon as possible.
finnaly figured out how to jump to a from my window. the stairs in my house are noisy and everybody listens to everything you do. well not anymore BITCHES
I always thought nofap was dumb but i tried it this week and it's for real... maybe sex is the driving force of life.. i've gone out with girls, got a job, just purely focused. it feels great but it's difficult.
I posted about an hour ago that my brother got offer trails for the England Rugby league under 16s team.. turns out that it was a prank set up by some lads who are in the county's academy.. hope you little shits got a good laugh out of it because my brothers heart is now broken as well the entirety of our family and friends.. he's been working towards that for 10 years and is part of a high ranking academy based 3 hours away whivh he attends twice a week after school without fail and to pull shit like that and then say it's a prank is fucking low you pathetic bastards
I finnaly realised that i have a great shot at being rich and famous. i just need to ignore the distractions and go after it with all i got. It's funny, i can see it so closely now.
today is my third day going to the gym. This is my first time going to the gym so the only things i know what to use is treadmill and i can't afford to hire a coach i only can pay for the gym because it's much cheaper than hire a coach. All the machine that provided here is like for big people or I'm that small. Did anybody know what's the basic things to do.
my life changed completely after my crash. now nothing is funny anymore,i never feel comfortable, everybody looks at the scar in my leg, girls don't talk to me anymore, they hate me now.