The lyrics "This isn't supposed to be a lonely time... but there were Christmases when you were mine..." hit me so fucking hard. My heart breaks again every time I hear them.
I haven't ridden a plane in my whole life. I am 23.
Este greșit, vreau doar să îmbrățișez pe cineva chiar acum.
Evan, I know you'll never see this because I strongly doubt you use this stupid app. But since I'm too scared to say anything to your face... I have to tell you somehow. That girl you work with? She likes you. A lot. She brings you food all the time because she knows it'll make you smile. She said she liked the color of your hoodie, but the truth is, she meant she likes that color on you. She always remembers every little thing you say you like- Dr. Pepper is your favorite drink. Sweetarts are your favorite candy. Velociraptors are your favorite dinosaur- or at least your favorite real one. Your favorite is actually the Indominus Rex. You always sneak up on her and catch her singing Taylor Swift songs; did you know that, in her eyes, most of them are about you? She gets so excited to come to work every day just because she gets to see you there. All she wants is to hold your hand when she walks beside you, to give you a hug when she says goodbye. All she wants is to love you. And she thinks you might actually like her back. Do you?
I just almost burnt down my house while cooking and I'm absolutely mortified. Not so much about the incident itself, but more about the realization that such a tiny little dumb mistake could destroy my life so easily and quickly.
My husband suspected that our daughter isn't mines and that I faked my pregnancy. From there he wanted to divorce me. And the reason is because he sneaked in to my private journals that talks about my transition. I was laughing so bad when he told me that... because I knew then he didn't actually read the journal and judged it by the title. Because it was my transition about my old self (suicidal, depressed, drug addict girl) to a sober happy and dedicated person.. He knew that about me.... But he already told me after his reason to divorce me, he's already seeing other women (and we're only separated). Like to be honest, I'm fine by it. Divorce me because I don't want an abusive husband in the first place. After 1 year of marriage, he was always controlling and manipulative and he always tells me negative things that just makes me feel awful... Besides the emotional abuse, him already seeing other women, and violating my privacy just adds to my reason why I should further divorce him either. But it was just I'm honestly worried about my daughter what if she grows up feeling like nothing because i actually divorced her father? I mean I hope she understands the reason.
My TV has a program available for free on demand that is just an hour of watching a fireplace burn. I've had it playing in the background while I do stuff for 5 hours now.
I'm so horny that I dreamt about trying to masturbate but people kept walking in just before I'd start or my mom would knock and ask me to go to the gym with her etc. I never did get to do anything. Can't even get off in my dreams, smh
how to know people around you are just trying to be nice: when I say I gained some weight they say 'don't say that you're so skinny'. 'what are you talking about you're like a twig'. but when I was skinnier, I never heard people say 'you're too skinny, you should gain a bit of weight' or 'get some meat on those bones' and plus the people not trying to sugar coat things all think i'm pregnant... so yea. clearly I gained some weight
One time when I was younger (maybe 10 or 11 years old) my grandma on my mom's side was reading the paper and said someone with the same name as my uncle on my dad's side was in the section for arrest warrants. She didn't know it was actually him and didn't mean to upset me. She was just reading the paper, saw a familiar name, and said it before thinking. I wasn't mad at her for telling me. But it did upset me for awhile that my uncle got arrested and I didn't understand why he'd do that (check fraud). It's not a terribly wrong crime, not murder or anything, but still a shock to my innocent mind. He was my favorite uncle. I still have the stuffed Dalmatian he gave me when I was 4. I just didn't want to believe he could do something so bad. A few months ago, I was reading the warrants page from my hometown, thinking I'd find someone from high school on there since one of my old classmates shared it, and that same uncle was on there. This time for drugs. That I understand even less. He had two small children in the house, what if they saw him high? Or got in his stash? He's also getting divorced because he apparently beat up his wife. Since his ex wife has drug and mental health issues too, my grandma on my dad's side is taking care of his sons. I still love him since he's family, but he needs some serious help. 10 year old me would be devastated right now.