I am restraining myself to delete everything we have shared together...but even these bits of memories are hurting me. When I think of you, I can only remember how much you have hurt me...when I think of you, I always cry... so I'm burning our bridge, knowing that I will never get an explanation from you..that I can never heal the scars you gave me...that I am nothing to you...because I was stupid enough to believe you.
I could really enjoy some Good sex so fucking bad errrf
I don't know my birthday because my parents abandoned me when I was a toddler. I don't even know exactly how old I am or my real name. I could be between 15 and 17, but my age on paper says I'm 16. And Fabian is the name I was given after I was rescued all those years ago. But I don't know the name my birth parents chose for me, if they ever even chose one.
I was naked all day. just having fun
I had probably the best fart crescendo in my life and no one else heard it. What a shame. It didn't really stink but it sounded almost musical.
While I was emotional and worried about losing my job, and thinking about leaving voluntarily, I applied for a different job. I didn't think I would get a response back the same day. But I did and now I have to schedule a phone interview. I'm nervous. I'm scared about the phone interview and the in person interview. I don't have nice enough clothes for an interview, which I didn't really think about until I got the response back about a phone interview. I also must not have been thinking clearly about the gas money needed to drive there if I get the interview and later get the job. It's an hour's drive away. I've had an hour's commute before, but my bills at that point were lower. An hour to work one way is double my commute time now, which means double the gas in my car is needed. I still want to leave my current job eventually and work for the company I applied for, but I have to get things in order first before I can make a huge change like that. I need a nice outfit for interviews. I need plenty of gas money saved. I need to mentally prepare for interviews. I'll just have to tough it out at my current job until then.
I started counting my calories on 5/13/2018. On 5/17/2018, I lost 5 pounds. ~Ms. G. ♥~
Sometimes look at my sister and i cannot believe that she's the favorite...
Anyone tried ordering flowers online? What company and how was it? ^^
One of my favorite team leads is leaving next week. I'm bummed. She was my team leader for about a year. And for the last 6 months or so, she's still been my favorite team leader even if I'm not on her team anymore. I was already thinking about getting a job somewhere else. With her, and some other good people, leaving, I don't have much of a reason to stay.