"Our love is Legion" or "Our Legion is love" I heard this phrase and I don't know where its from...now its driving me crazy...
I work so hard I can never depend on anyone to provide for me but myself just like my namesake which means provider. But yes right now im tired due to high pressure/accountability job...and worried sick of my love who just got into military...last correspondence be so sweet though..I am his last leaf as it seems and that alone makes me happy
well now im having the tired-to-study phase and wanting to marry a billionaire so i don't have to work too much. fml
I miss you...I miss you nae namchin. Please stay alive..continue living..I miss you so much
where are hubby I have too much to tell you and share with you
I miss how optimistic and happy i was
Normally, I get 1 or 2 rude customers a week. Just yesterday, I had like 4 or 5. Just people being rude as hell and blaming me for things out of my control. I hope people are nicer today. If I get that many rude people again, I'm going to have a nervous breakdown. I don't want to go in today, but I have to.
I have depresseion, I jumped off the building survived but broke my legs. People noticed after called 911 and I just said I fell off the building. I didn't want to say I jump because I know where theyll bring me after and the doctors are the worst. Not helping me at all. I stopped going to the therapist because I was almost beoke and cant afford the money. At least accident is covered on my insurance and not suicide and mental health. I know I need help. And probably a change of insurance company.
My friends are all cautious and loves indoors. Scared of this scared of that because its not safe. Me im an adventurous person I love adventures. But I have no friends to adventure with. Like most of the time I share fun stuff and theyd say its dangerous. Sometimes I dont know how to feel. Either scared or disappointed. Scared because of how they know it and exaggeratedly explain it. Dissappointed because they spend life boring (my opinion.). Like im tired of going to coffee shops, watching movie at night, playing board games etc.i want to hike, surf, scuba dive, skydive, and do everything that drives my adrenaline cravings. Like seriously a roller coaster is just fun to me. I dont get scared at all it was just fun. And Im tired of being told its dangerous.i know its dangerous, its why i want to do it. Hiking is dangerous but I want to try it i want to see whatd up in each mountains I go to. And honestly my friends are great people but their interest depresses me literally. I feel so lost in their interest. I need to find others friends who likes my interest but I dont know where and how. I happen to act introverted and scared of meeting new people. Im an introvert with extoverted interests.
When we moved into our apartment, we noticed that we never heard our neighbors through the walls. Not at all. So we assumed that the walls were thick enough to absorb pretty much all sounds, and didn't care about being noisy at all; we turned on the TV at full volume, shouted at each other from different rooms and, which is most embarassing, had sex pretty loudly. Recently, our neighbors went away for a longer vacation, and their daughter moved in with her family for that time. And suddenly we started hearing sounds. Very loudly and clearly. And realized that the walls are actually thin as hell. I mean, you can hear quite literally everything. You sometimes can even hear clear words, even though they're said in a normal volume. Apparently, our neighbors just never walked around or talked to each other. I am so embarassed.