I have the habit of watch gay porn I don't know why I do it to be honest I am a Christian female. but for some reason I am very attractive to it Lord please forgive me
so I've been texting this girl I met at a bus stop. I know she's in high school or middle school. she told me she's bad at math. so i gave her my number so i can teach her. at first it was about math then normal chat then love to give you a hug. then I can't wait to see you to i told my mom im spending the night at my friend's place so we can sleep together finally. we had so much fun that night.
I was dreaming of someone since I was young. around 16 years old I look for him so hard Man in black sweater ,white shirt inside, his hair is black too and Gray brackground. I thought may be someone in tv that I watched but I never find him. So, until one day 2016 I've watched a program in tv. That program is about travel of the boy group singer. in first time I don't think that much because I focus on their activity (so funny) then music of program tittle is shake my heart and follow some sound that I really like his sound. Finally, I met him! I saw a picture before he debut. Oh my god I can't believe it. And I am a fan of him now because I wanna hear his voice forever.
First of all, I guess my confession is that I just started playing Minecraft a few months ago. I know it's been out for years, and I even had the Pocket Edition on my phone for the longest time, but barely played it and only just now found out how much I like Java Edition. But the main point of my confession is that I have to admit I've been playing vanilla the entire time. I've been scared to try mods because I don't want to A. Get viruses, or B. Destroy my old ass computer by running too much at once. But today I finally got curious enough to install a few mods... and now I can change the color of my dogs, name them without nametags, and teach them useful tricks. And it's kinda great :)
what happened to the world? :(
What about about to confess is an incredibly first world problem, and I realize that, but that's why I'm talking about it here and not anywhere else. I'm honestly really bummed out about Animal Crossing: New Horizons for the simple fact that I can't play it. I don't have a Switch, and I won't for... probably a very long time. This is a stupid thing to be sad over, except that my sadness goes beyond pouting about a video game. I'm sad because I've been living on the brink of poverty my whole life; I've got just enough to get by, but not much extra. And I'm grateful I have that much. But I have never been able to afford to be into the popular things that all my peers were into until way later when all the prices dropped. I'm lucky I ever got to play games at all, but it's incredibly frustrating to always be late to the party. By the time I show up and start getting into something, everyone else is already done with it and over it. I never get to enjoy games with my friends, and I certainly don't make new ones over it. I just started playing Minecraft this year, and I really like it, but when I talk about it, people just scoff and roll their eyes and disdainfully scorn me with 'oh, you still play that?' And that's just the story of my life. And I'm tired of it. I'm tired of getting game systems years later after the next console gets put on the market. I'm tired of having to wait until games are out of date to be able to afford them. I'm tired of not being able to play games with my friends... Video games are such a huge part of our society in this culture, and I feel disconnected from the entire world because I'm always a step behind. I just feel that same pain I felt as a kid when I was excluded from everything, except back then everyone was talking about trading Pokémon on their Gameboys, and now everyone's talking about visiting each other's islands on their Switches. Just once I wish I could afford to catch up and hop on the stupid bandwagon.
Quote of the Day: "Safewords are for cowards" - My fiancee.
I'm currently working as a nurse in Saudi. It's my first time working in abroad. It's already 5 months since I started working here and I still feel unwelcome. I tried to reach out, suggest things, hang out with them, etc. but I just can't fit in. There are some times that they're okay with me but most of the time that make me feel that I don't belong. Some of them are good to me, but there are some who just doesn't want me there. If we're working, it's ok because I'll not be able to think of those things because were always busy and when we go home, I'll just go to sleep early. But now that everything's in lockdown and we can't go out, I feel alone and stuck in a place where I can't fit in. I hope I explained it well. English is not my first language. I just want to vent out because I don't have anyone to talk to. I don't want my family and friends at home to worry about me.
I have to get this off my chest, I feel so guilty and disgusting. I used to have a crush on my coworker, but got over it when my friend started dating him, and then even more so when their relationship went south and he showed his true colors. He's kind of not a good person under the surface. Today we had a going away party for him at work. He was giving out goodbye hugs, and when he offered me one, I accepted to be polite, because I'm still being cordial with him. And the second he had his arms around me, I just melted. A year ago, I would have died to feel his arms around me, but today, I'm in a happy relationship with a nearly perfect boyfriend and I recognize that I dodged a bullet with my former crush. But that hug felt so nice. He caressed my hair and held me for what felt like a very long time, and I felt so at home. And I hate that. Why did I feel that? Why did I react like that? I know I used to be in love with him, but I barely even like him as a human now, much less as a potential mate. But physically I'm still drawn in by him, his scent still makes my heart race, his voice still gives me shivers, his eyes still make me weak. Why? I'm so mad and disgusted with myself, not to mention I'm kind of freaked out that he touched me that way because caressing someone's hair is not something that happens in a casual, friendly hug. I feel guilty for liking it when I have a boyfriend. I feel guilty for, deep down, a tiny part of me still craving that touch again, just wanting him close to me, despite how I feel about him.
just masterbated in the bathroom at work. my ex is so cruel sending me messages of what he's gonna do to me next time we hook up. I couldn't take it anymore.