So I'm standing in the kitchen at 4 am, finishing a jar of Nutella with a spoon, and I feel the back of my top being lifted up. I turned around SO FAST but nothing was there. My husband is asleep and there's no one else in my house. After that it just felt like I was being watched. I almost didn't want to turn off the light to go to bed. I really considered leaving at least the light above the stove on just in case something was in there. I sped walked to bed while looking over my shoulder and I still can't sleep. I tried to recreate it. Maybe my shirt caught on the fridge door or drawer handle but I couldn't get it to catch the same way. It felt like someone held it up. Like someone lifted my shirt to see if I'm wearing shorts. I'm not crazy, it just feels like a perverted ghost was in my kitchen. I should be sleeping but now I can't.
Any other girls been fistd before?
it's been almost a year since I managed to get my kids and I away from my abusive ex of 5 year....its took me a year of rebuilding my own self self esteem up enough to resist his constant attacks. although he was so manipulative that he had my own mother siding with him through it all, losing the house, my car, being homeless for 2 months with 3 kids, etc, I still managed to maintain all of the positive changes I'd made to myself. Now, here I am, 10 month later....and I am so broken that I don't know what to do anymore. what caused the crash? the relentless attacks from my mom, my dad backing, her up without even speaking to me for months, being completely isolated and not able to leave my home for weeks at a time due to my anxiety and PTSD.....and to top it all off.... I found out 3 months ago that I am dying.....Which I've kept to myself because I of the lack of support- even emotionally- from my family. I just wonder now why I fought so fucking hard to get my life back, when I wont even be here 6 months from now......
I'm so excited about the UFC tonight can't wait omg im so happy that its gonna happen today. i been waiting so long. who else ????
This is my first month on birth control. So far, it's wrecking me emotionally. People tell you it'll make you have mood swings, it'll make you irritable, it'll make you depressed... What they don't tell you is that it amplifies all of your emotions and makes each one feel like an unbearable tidal wave, and even the positive feelings are crushing with their weight. I hope this goes away.
I don't know why, I'm always slacking off. I already plan for today, but I'm not going cause I don't feel like it. I don't have much motivation and I don't know how to slove that problem either.
I got so high last night that repressed memories I never knew I had began to flood back. I texted my girlfriend in the next room, who has experience with that. She stayed with me until I was able to sleep.
When I recited the vows, he smiled at me and my heart fluttered fast than feeling nervous for the next day..
Can't believe that the first man that make me really happy is 3 years younger, 7 cm shorter and argentine. He's the best person really!
Today I was curious about you know, that point inside of a man that it's supposed to feel good. . I tried carefoully and i didn't felt any pain... I didn't felt anything good either, I tried to find the spot with tutorials and stuff but I just couldn't. . in my experience, it's not worth it, too much effort just to feel weird. . 1/10