For people who wants to listen my story: Hey ! I'm french and i hate myself. I hate myself for many things but... I can't forget them or forgive myself. I am in love with the boy I made suffer. He were in love with me like... One year and a half ago, and he is always in love with me but... Before april, i was like telling him i don't love him, and that i hate him but... It was false. And i feel like shit. And i know he will confess his feelings one day, and i know i will be so much happy that i'll confess mine too, but i know, and it's always happening, i know that i 'll hurt him more than i have ever done before, because that's only what i do: hurt. So... I know that i will love him a moment but i know it will end and i don' t know why i'm so f*cking complicated. I wanna be in love with him all my life but i know i 'll hurt him because of my feelings. But even after that, after all i think i can do, i still want to be with him, and i surely want it to last all my life. I really needed to talk about that, and thank you for reading that...
im renting a room and this gross 65 yr old lives on the room right next, he farts loudly all night, makes gross noises, and worst of all he wakes up at 4 am plays country music before going to work. i hate his stupid ass been messing with my sleep. also this place has brown recluse spiders i hate them
Logically If someone doesn't want you around their place, and you don't want to be in theirs either, you move out... right? Simple solution... I guess(?) I just feel like I want to run away somtimes.
I want to lose weight but I can't stop eating. i just wished I can find a way to avoid food and make sure my parents don't know. i know its risky, but sometimes being fat is unattractive and unhealthy.
I confess when I was 13 I began secretly wearing womens lingerie and clothing I really enjoyed dressing up and would sneak out at night time dressed only in womens clothes, a few months after I was at a park late one night sitting on a bench and nobody knew that I was a male, I started hearing moans coming from the Bush so I sneak a peek through the scrub and nearly fell over, it was my 12 year old sister having sex with 2 blokes ,I took a couple pictures of her and thought I could really use them to black mail her, I headed home but waited under the house for her, she went to go up stairs and I called to her and she come under the house, she looks at me and asked what the fuck are you doing in female clothing I said I enjoy crossdressing and I also going to start enjoying incest sex with you, she stairs at me and said your sick, I said I'm not the one having 3 soms with guys and then show her the pictures I have of her, I moved closer to her and put a hand on her tit and played with it she said stop or I tell and I said and I will show these pictures she said what do you want, I said take your clothes off cause I'm going to start fucking you if you don't want me to say anything, she removed her clothes and I told her to lay down cause tonight is the night I start fucking you,, I fucked her hard and fast and cum deep inside her, I said if you don't want to fall pregnant then you better get on the pill cause everytime I fuck you Im going to keep cumming inside your pussy and you can also start helping me crossdress
i had two martial arts practices today, one was gi jiu jitsu and the other no-gi. im buzzin from it lol it felt so awesome. i cant wait to learn more tomorrow!
I got four fucked up call's today I did them real nice too
i got into a fight with my sister, she apologized but said didnt regret it, i jumped at her and my mom began hitting me with a belt leaving marks, my dad went into a position that could have killed me. i am the blacksheep of the family but am i in the wrong? ps my mom hates me and my sister now....
I called a bill collector today and I told her to take out her titties and she hung up on me
I was friends with this girl, she was an absolute unicorn. this girl road a longboard, played cards, enjoyed horror movies ect ect all those things plus many more that I myself very much enjoyed. I was told upon meeting this girl that " I just want to be friends, cuddle and watch movies if any thing changes I'll let you know" now as a guy iv heard variations of this other times as well but seem to always get this booty wiggle while we cuddling and it usualy ends up being go time anyway. but iv also come across a few that didn't the first couple nights, not this girl tho. my unicorn gave me absolutely nothing as far as a butt jiggle or wiggle is concerned. This girl gave me time, attenchion, understanding, enjoyed so many hobbies of mine, then one night things changed. she rubbed on my crotch and said "I think I want something different tonight" and away we went, dead done and I'm totally hoping the whole relationship thing might actually be a thing heck even more sex in the future lolz. Nope just sticky platonic cuddling for about two months. then one night she stops by cuddles and just before leaving tells me that she has been between dating me and another guy for awhile, but she technically met him a couple weeks before me and felt he should have first chance. I myself can't argue with brutal honesty and logic or reason, but that shit broke my heart. we are still friends and she's married now . this girl is and always will be for me "The One Who Got Away".