I'm so annoyed. I finally got out of a depressive funk and wanted to take a shower. I even warmed up the water. I go to close the shower curtain and one side of the rod slips. I tried to fix it and the whole thing fell down. I have no idea why the person who built this house put a shower head in here but no permament shower curtain rod. All it would take is a few screws but nooo, our landlord won't let put holes in the wall.
I really need to get my thesis done, or I'm screwed. But it sooooooooo hard to look for motivation and nothing could motivate me enough. I'd prefer to stay at home rather than doing my thesis, means I have to meet my lecturer. I don't have any problem with her, just I don't wanna go. I don't know...
i have a friend who close with me back then, but he always made mistakes. 1-2 times i could forgive him but now he makes a really really big drama to all of my friends too in college. And now many people hate him, i'm so sick of his personality. He made problems everywhere, but also he wanted to commit suicide, me and other didn't care anymore. Like, we're not gonna help him anymore. Am I a bad guy?
i've been told that a lot can change in a year, never believed that... Now, it's been 4 months since i started a new beginning, i'm screwed up.
Being someone who doesn't drink alcohol you constantly get asked why but not accepting the answer, people try to pressure you into drinking over and over, make fun of you, make it their little game to get you to drink tonight. But try reversing the whole thing, ask people why they drink, tell them with every drink they get that they shouldn't, make it your little game to pressure everyone into not drinking... things escalate pretty quickly. It was a fun family party for me, though I'm now in a mild fighting state with some distant relatives
I missed the feeling of having a boyfriend. It's been 7 years since the last time I'm in a relationship. Wow. Even me shocked.
I was in my professor's office to ask for a question about chemistry. In a civil conversation, he gave out a good analogy but came out very wrong ( I can't say the actual topic since it was chemistry specific...) but his analogy was talking about nails and twisting it in a metal hole and how it was about twisting and pushing and squeezing and etc. and putting nails in a wrong hole or something. His gestures came out wrong as well and he noticed it too.. I think That was the day before valentine's day which got even more awkward.. He laughed a bit but I pretend I'm innocent and didn't mind it but really in my mind I was laughing so hard! I was about to express my cracked up laughter. But it's kinda uncomfortable as well because he's a dude and I'm a girl and I'm actually kinda conservative and that was weird for me but it was funny.. Man that office help just switched from chemistry to sex. ed all of a sudden but now at least I won't forget it.
It feels if I've been dead for the last 6 months.
I'm a virgin single girl, likes to watch gay porn and actually get wet. Is it wrong?
Like any usual girl, I do masturbate. and everytime I masturbate I calling my favorite celebrity. Well, hurt no one tho, but I do wonder if I could actually do it from the start. Like I still need help by watching porn and when I'm about to climax I put my phone down and call out his name. It's like I'm not actually dare to try to imagine fucking with him but I'll kill to try. p.s. : I do get wet when I'm think about making out with him, but I stopped right there. thanks for reading and good night