I've been currently having a big crush on Zedd. I love Zedd soo muchh. Why he is soo attractive asdfghjkl I cantt handle itt😵😍
I (F/19) got payed to strip for a birthday Party. When i came in, there were only boys about 14-16. I laught it of and wanted to leave, but they told me i already got the money and if i leave their going to sue me. So after i got my Drink i started to feel dizzy and passed out. When i woke up i was completly tied up and my ass was in the Air. For about an hour i was raped by those 7 Kids again and again but at the end i kinda enjoyed it.
when i was 7, there was this man that lived with my family and at this time i was sick, so i wouldnt go to school. my mom was always on drugs and never really paid attention. He would touch me and kiss me and i wouldnt say anything out of fear. one day he got me to lay on the floor (he was leaving for mexico so there wasnt a bed)and i was face down so my back was to him. he got on top of me and started rubbing his crotch against my ass. Then i heard him unzip his pants so i did the first thing i could and got up and ran. He then found me in the living room and gave me a bullshit lie like he wasnt going to do anything. this happend for a long time then he left. i have a hard time with having a boyfriend. i also find older guys attractive now. there ages range from 15 which is my age to 40 something years old. i still cry when i think about it but what can i do. i wish someone was there to protect me.
It's been a month since I stop being cheerful to anyone cause i just feel like that I was the only person who care to them but they aren't. Then, one of my friend thinks that I'm in the bad mood. But no, I just stop talking to people that i'm not comfortable with. I'm tired that I always treat them well, while I always received pain. So, I just treat them cold now, i better go back in highschool which is my bestfriends still be my bestfriends until now. And now, i don't have anyone who close with me. Nevermind, i need to cut off this friendshit. I have to put myself first! 😊 I deserve to be happy too.
are you guys feel disgusted to have a friend who has sucked taste of everything?
Last year at my 3rd year of college. A guy in the library told me how I have a large boobs and told me how they look like double Ds. He said my ass is huge too. He asked me if he could to cup a feel. He asked me nicely but I honestly felt uncomfortable. He asked me to have sex with him too and I declined and he keeps forcing me in a nice manner. But Im so uncomfortable. It was finals week and I decided to stay at the library to study. I was wearing a really baggy hoodie and I dont fucking get why he thought my boobs were large. I felt harassed and uncomfortable. I told my mom about it and told me to let it go. She said how it was my fault too and that I was wrong. Tbh. It was a filipino parent mindset to always talk about it's my faily but I do felt bad after that. But I do thought, I think it's really my fault. I should've just stay home even though I cant focus just to be safe. I honestly just wanted to stay at the library and study. And unfortunately I have no friends to study with then because I had no friends in college then. But I know the guy, I know his name because we went to the same high school and he was friends with popular people. he's a psych major. He's vietnamese. He told me not to tell anyone this but Idk I felt very uncomfortable on that situation. Maybe it was my fault too that I decided to stay in the library alone especially as a girl. But I felt harrassed and sexualized on a day I was stressed out.
I (m27) wrote an incest short story. My sister (f24) was using my computer and read it, and now she won't talk to me. FFS it is a fictional short story. Not like people who write about murder want to kill someone.
so i have crush,we've been talk almost a month but we rarely talk now... how am i suppose to do ? is it possible that he is looking for someone new? because all guys always left...
My boyfriend thinks I'm cheating on him, all because of his Christmas present. I feel like I'm in one of those RomComs where a minor misunderstanding stirs up a lot of trouble. The story is: I had the perfect idea for a present for my boyfriend, so I texted my one male friend (who my boyfriend has always been jealous of) because said friend has some connections that might help me with that. He couldn't promise me to get it, but is trying. Now what you have to know is that my boyfriend and I are the "No secrets" type and look into each other's phones. And I forgot about deleting the chat history. Suddenly, my boyfriend wants to look up something on my phone, and while he's unlocking it, I panic and snatch the phone out of his hand. He could see me deleting the chat history with my friend. It turned into a big fight because I first didn't want to tell him why I did it, and when I finally admitted what it was about, it already sounded like I was trying to make excuses. And I can't even show him the chat for proof anymore. This probably sounds a bit like my boyfriend is overly jealous, but honestly, the way I acted and stuttered, if it was reversed, I would also assume he cheated. Especially because it happened with someone he already was cautious about. I really hate the situation, because I think he'll never get his proof and even if he eventually believes me, there will probably always be doubt. All because I wanted to make him happy.
I have a guilty conscious. I worked at a customer service center, and the department I worked in for a long time transferred to another customer service center, and had to leave the program three months ago. The location I worked, tried to put me in another department, but it wasn't a fit for me, so I left. I tried to work doing something else, but I am used to customer service. I applied to the location, where the department I worked at relocated. They called me right away. I told them immediately that I used to work at a program that relocated there. They were fine with that and put me back in that program. I am training in my program, that I have worked in for over two years. My class doesn't know it because I still have to be trained by the company's standards. I don't know if my trainer knows or not. One of the people who is directly from the program didn't remember me right away, but I remembered her. I reminded her, and then she remembered me. I told her while the class and the trainer was in the room. The trainer walked in as I was leaving, and the trainer asked me if there was any thing wrong. I said no, that I was talking to the manager from the program about the company, and left. I didn't want to say anymore. The trainer may know or she may not know, but what matters is that those that hired me knew. The guilt that I have, is that I have an advantage in my training class. I feel that it is the hiring department's job to tell the trainer about my experience in the program. I almost wanted to tell her, but kept my mouth shut. I had to tell the program manager, because there may be an document or information with my name on it in past records. My name is an unusual name, so questions may be raised. I felt I told the right people (the hiring department, and the program manager). So, I am going to continue the training, as requested by the company. Whoever reads this, what is your opinion? Would you feel guilty? Would you have told the training class that you already worked in a department, or would you just sit back, get retrained and not let anyone know your previous experience?