why my roommate smells so bad
ewww it's disgusting that old man 40 years old asked me for dating while i'm 19
my mom is constantly on my case about my weight and money i'm spending. i'm oneof the most tight wad people in my life and yet every time I buy something, it's "you're wasting ur money again?" "why would u spend on that" "you're supposed to be saving" meanwhile she owes me 10k and my dad is an addict so they spend on much stupider things. then the weight thing. telling me I need to lose weight. stop eating junk food, i'm gonna get fat, etc. but then I join a gym this week and she went on for 20mins about why I would join a gym, i'm busy enough as it is, I don't have time to waste my money on a gym. oh my fuck like shut up. nothing I ever do is right.
I have a 3 legged dog. Hes a great pyrenees so hes a big dog. He is missing one of his back legs. When he was around a year old, he got hit by car and it broke that leg. We spent 2 different surgeries and 6 months trying to get it to heal and it wouldn't. So we had to amputate. He is now 3 years old and gets around amazingly. We go to the park pretty regularly so he can get out and exercise in more than just the back yard. People are constantly like "poor baby! thats so sad!" And i try and tell them that he is fine. theres no need for pity. No one listens. Ive had a lot ask why i dont get him a fake leg or a wheelchair. Because hes fine. He has no issues getting around. Hell he even play fights and romps with the other dogs. He sees his vet. He takes things to help with his hips and joints. He eats a healthy diet. He gets treats and bones and toys and socializing. He is a perfecty well rounded dog. Dont tell your kids "yeah you see the 3 legs? hes a special doggy" in a condescending tone. Hes not special. Hes a normal dog. You wouldn't tell your kids that a person missing a limb is special. Youd tell them to treat them like a regular person. So do the same with my dog. Ive had one woman stand over him damn near in tears about his leg. I kept telling her that he was okay. She kept being like "but his leg!!!" and then HE walked away from her. And she straightened up and said "Oh.... I guess he does get around okay." yeah no shit. ive been telling you that for the last 5 minutes. He doesnt need your pity. Now he greatly appreciates your pats and scratches. But he doesnt need pity. Hes just like any other dog.
I had a dream of my crush, whom I don't know personally, sleeping over at my place. How embarrassing.
Last night i dreamed that my crush just asking me out to date but he just pranked me, and today i ask him to watch a movie romance together and he rejected. why he looks like a guy in shojo manga i like him and can't move on (╥_╥)
i thought im gonna be okay today but suddenly im not. im so tired with my life. i dont know what to do anymore, im just doing everything formally while i used to do everything with my hearts but i just cant do that in the past years. each day i keep complaining about things to myself. i wanna speak about this to my friends but they seem dont understand about what ive been through and i ever tried it before. i wanna have someone to tell with but i have none. im so f tired 🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧 btw sorry for my bad english
I don't feel anything when having sex, no clitoral, no vaginal or anal feeling, it's because I was born with sexual dysfunction. I get really really depressed after trying masturbation. So I don't do it anymore.. I'm much more happier not ever trying it. But sometimes, I get to hear people talking about how good sex was and I'm completely clueless how it feels and I feel very excluded.. Unhuman like... And I go back to the feeling of depression...
can someone please cheer me up? im so tired being sad all over again ;(
I'm at the point of my life that I think maybe I got too much porn