when my grandpa was in his hospital bed when I was like 9 I felt his forehead and it was really warm so i got an icecube from the wine bucket and rubbed it around his forehead (not anything interesting but its been in my mind and ive never told anyone for nearly 6 years)
I am 21 years old. Mid last year I met Mr someone who was 11 years older than me. We started talking and hanging out together. Two months later we started dating. After 4 months, we had car sex and I conceived. A month later I told Mr Someone that I was pregnant. Mr Someone gave me options to either keep or terminate the pregnancy, he would fully support me. For me I chose to terminate the pregnancy cause of varied reasons. Mr Someone was very supportive and he procured termination pills for me. We continued dating though my mom and sister was against our relationship. Two months later I found out that I had a UTI, Well I told Mr Someone since he was the only one who I trusted with such details. He promised me that he would support me in whatever I needed at the time. I went to hospital, did all tests and the gyna prescribed some drugs for me. Well I did not have enough money to purchase the drugs so I called Mr Someone and he did not pick my phone calls neither did he reply to my texts. I did what I did and got the money to top up and buy the drugs. Later that night Mr Someone texted me telling me that he still cares about me a lot even though he doesn't show it and He was out of the City that was why he couldn't receive my calls. I let things slide and never communicated with him again. After two weeks Mr Someone came back begging me not to leave him. I gave him another chance coz I was deeply in love with him. Days later he suggested that we should elope with him but I declined. I asked him if he was okay with my decision and he said yeah. One month later we slept together. Since that day, he became distant with me, lying to me and dismissive. I chose to loosen my attachment towards him and stopped communicating with him. Weeks later he wanted to rekindle things with me but I declined because I got mixed signals from him. Today he is loving and the next he was very distant. I know that he is not a good man for me but I still love him.
I'm a lady;21 yr old;attracted to ladies,but i get confused about what i feel for men.I'm not turned on by ass in girls but boobs ,waist and beauty reallyyyyy turn me on...yet if i meet a guy even a good looking one nothing really turns me on&making out with a guy makes me sick_disgusted.I've only dated a girl once so far and i loved her so much,but i've never really fell in love with a guy.I therefore use queer to identify myself because i feel uncomfortable using lesbian or bisexual labels lol what's crazy is that watching straight porn turns me on more than lesbian porn...my life wtf
Does anyone want to be my friend right now? genuinely
I wish there were people that cared about doing the right things and not cool like me
I was so bored so far this summer with missing some of the school year and no summer camps to go to. I started hanging out with older neighborhood boy occasionally. he works at a car dealership detailing cars and taking out trash. at first we did a lot of talking and a little flirting. sometimes I thought he was getting an erection. he would try to hide it I think. anyways, yesterday I wore a clingy tank top and no bra and I knew he could see my nipples and outline of my chest.I could see that he was definitely hard. I intentionally laying across him to reach for a drink cup and put my hand on his thigh close to his thing. when I set back up at drug my hand across his penis and without thinking I said what's that. We look at each other and then I said without thinking again I want to see it. he just said bulshit and I said show it to me. we went back and forth teasing like that and then he stood up and I'm did the string on his shorts and said if I wanted to see it to pull the shorts down. I was so scared and so nervous so I stood close to him and I pushed his shorts down and I could feel his penis sticking into my stomach. I'm quite a bit shorter than him and I was afraid to look down. finally I stepped back and could see every bit of him. I touched it with one finger and then with the tip of all my fingers and finally I grabbed it and pulled a little bit. some clear liquid dropped out of the end of it. he told me to kiss it. I said I haven't even kissed you. he said play with it and rub it. I really didn't do much but he started coming and a bunch of white stuff shot out all over the carpet. we were both extremely embarrassed and he went to the bathroom to get a rag and I told him I had to go and I just left. I'm hoping we see each other tomorrow. he doesn't work on Saturdays. We just need to find a place cuz everybody's parents will be home. this time I'm going to kiss it and I will put it in my mouth I just want that white stuff to come out while I'm kissing and sucking his thing
I miss my ex girlfriend from Philipines, we broke up because she cant accept the fact that my parents forced me to take me with them in Australia. Now I'm single af I always see her in my dreams, and pretend the pillow I'm hugging Is her.
Well today I had a run in with my friend's neighbor she had became very upset cause my dog Coco was on her property, chasing after a cat. The lady banged on her window from the inside telling me and the dog's to move on, well I really don't care for that lady she's a fucking bitch. Well I got my second fucked up call today from scam likely I called the number back but no one came to the phone, so I hung up .I got some tricks up my sleeve for this particular individual
i love kpop bts ,blackpink,twice,got7 exo ,weki meki
Another hot day today I wish I could walk around outside naked