I feel shame and guilt over the fact that when I was being raped and sexually abused as a young child by my dad I had orgasims and sometimes even anticipated the sexual abuse I became use to that feeling and now as an adult I don't know how to have orgasims without thinking about what he did to me and it makes me sick to think about it all.....
Well today was a very rocky day me and a member of my family got a little rough in a text message. Well after the ordeal ,I got a call from my friend Brandon he sent me a prank dial about my least favorite person Mr Dumbass in the White House. Well after that I talked to a friend of mine him and his dad got into a argument, well I did get a call from Oklahoma about some student loan forgiveness. I told that guy that I wanted to get naked with his wife and he hung up on me
Well, one time a girl called me by Whatsapp, and while that I was in call with her I was shitting, and I couldn't clean my ass well, so I went to the shower and use my hand to clean it you know, and while that I was still talking to her and she was hearing the sounds I made and asked me "What are you doing" and I replied nothing, this moment I just want to erase it from my life I am disgusting lmao
I used to be a big liar, i would just lie about stuff, because i didnt understood why not. i understand now that if ur doing things youre proud of, you dont want to lie and you feel much better, and lying doesnt make u feel actually good, it makes u feel sneaky and deceitful and like ur hiding something, makes it harder to be confident
I started dating when I was 12. and now Im 24. over all I had 20+ plus boyfriend and only 5 was serious. If people ask me how many boyfriend I had. I would answer them 5. Sometimes I would answer them "I never had boyfriends. " So that they would shut up and stop asking me any further questions.
i hate my school its so boring. it would be fun to hand out with my friend and suck his dick & have sex with him and there would be like 4 vodka bottles. that would be fun. And it would be gay sex.
I have a huge crush on a dude but idk if he like me!!
when me and my boyfriend i want him to call me dirty names but he says he dosent want to pls somone call me dirty names that he should call me when were having sex
is it weird i get wet when guys call me a slut whore or cunt and everthing else
so i just moved to england i was starting to adjust to a knew life. i went out and i met this guy he was really cute and im into british people. i invited him to my place and he said yes. we talked and he suprised me that he can cook. after dinner i told him he could take a shower but he dident know what i was really planing to do. he was in the shower for about 5 min before i got naked and snuck in. I told him i had to look at myself in the mirro i open snuck in the shower with him and I gave him a blow job and then i started to fuck him and after the shower we went in the bed and we went all night and know hes my husband and we have 3 kids know