I realized that even if it hurts me and would be better to distance myself from her I am not strong enough to do so. For over 2 and a half years now I am fallen in love with her, but she sees me just as a friend and since about half a year she is my trainee. Last week was one of those days where I thought I can’t go with that any longer. I need to get away from her as I see it as the only way to get her out of my head, and maybe just maybe I will get to know someone else. I am 26 now, never been in a relationship, still a virgin and the most intimate moment in my 20s was a hug she gave me, one of those hugs that lets you know the other one is there for you and with you and that just lets the world stop for a moment. I was already fallen for her at that time. As I said last week I thought I couldn’t stand it anymore and it would be better for me to find out how to forget her. Before I could do something about her (was just enjoying a break from her for A few days) she called me and I heard she was about to cry, and I couldn’t do it, i had to be there for her. I just want my feelings to end, I don’t have hope for a relationship with her, I wish her to be happy, and the Moments that hurt me to stop. Most of the time I am fine with her being around, she even brightens my mood most of the time, but every now and then there is this moment that reminds me of the fact that I never will be with her.....
so when a female friend of mine comes over to my place, she casual walks around the house in lingerie or sometimes nude because she's comfortable with me
Does anyone know if its a good idea to make a fetish tinder, without showing my face? like i was thinking to just say im looking for someone who would be into this this and this etc and then maybe show a body picture i guess , what do yall think? im really lonely and im too insecure about my fetishes to actually date thats why i think of this instead ..
for the past few months, I've been fucking my mate's sister atleast 13 times
I once did porn. really dirty bisexual stuff without protection. it was great. happy times
I keep expecting things from my parents but they keep deceive me. I always tell myself to remember what happen last time but it's like it doesn't matter and I keep getting hurt and sad and frustrated with myself.
My mom doesn't respect my opinion and make apologies for something that wasn't concerning me. That's make me hate her so much. And I want to get out of her house.
I had a weird nightmare, in it I had a girlfriend and we were sitting together in a class or sort. She was very clingy and asked me why I didn't do this and that, and so I asked her to broke up with me if she's not satisfied with my personality and love language. And there was this other girl who was willing to do anything for her but she didn't want to break up with me. But then a drunk guy got into our room and wanted to take advantage of my gf, so I fought him with all my might (i might be cold but i would do anything to protect her), he lost his consciousness for like a minute but then he woke up again and threatened to rape me. Everyone was too afraid to help me. I ran away but he kept finding me, So I fought him again but I could feel my body couldn't keep up, as I almost give up thankfully I woke up. I don't know what nightmares mean but it felt so real and very scary. I just wanted to let it out. the thing is I don't even have a gf in rl.
Today its been 2 days since i didnt write to that person at all, no comments dms or anything. i feel a little better.. im ashamed that this is being so hard.. ive been crying a lot today i was on the bus and coming home and got so much tears i was so embarassed someone would see it, also i realized one of the worst things for me has been comparing myself , i know i ruined my life really hard and already got old but i think i was trying my best and i dont want to not be able to be ok with that but also i want to be successful one day too and feel like im in a good place. i feeling like my best is not enough
Is it normal to like girls with smol tiddies waaaay more, like everyone always about big tiddies and girls wear bras with foam pads and stuff, but like dang when a girl is really fit and got that athletic body and the lil mosquito bite tiddies its like i dunno its just so attractive and cute and feminine idk how to explain .