Hello! Follow up on the I Like This Guy And Sleep At His House Well, slept It was two weeks ago (I got a new job so my time was taken) and well, it went SO well... In some parts Since he lives with some people (one with mental disabilities) the living room sofa couldn't be opened Yes, I slept with the guy Not in "that" way, we slept in his bed but just for sleep I thought at first But since he invited me to a barbecue the day after, I stayed for another night He drank a bit And we talked a lot... And I added some under-information to see if he gets me Apparently he tried it with dudes before! And almost thought he'd ask me, for real! So we went to sleep at around 3AM And... Error #1, in our undies It was 32°C, we were melting bears And so we fall asleep and I wake up at 5AM His arm around my waist, his stomach pressing on my back I gently brushed him off and told him the morning after He was adorable, he was shaking and worried something happened But it all turned out okay in the end! He cooked us breakfast and he dropped me at my dad's For real... He's THE perfect boy... Next week I work only 2 days I really wanna ask him if I can drop for one night Maybe his room has a spot still~
Came in my little nieces food and drinks for about a week and recorded her eating it all. I asked how was it and she said it was good so I put everything she ate and drank I could get in the dirtiest places on my body and watch her smile while eating it all.
Every week, My husband makes me submit to a long session where he puts ice cubes and frozen ice paks all over my body. It started really slowly. He told me he wanted to do a little ice play, but it quickly escalated. We tried it as part of foreplay before sex, but ice cubes, or a splash of ice water doesn't really help get me in the mood. So now, because he's really into it, once a week we do it as it's own thing. On Thursdays I come home knowing that when he gets home, I'll have to strip and endure all the ice he wants to use on me. Usually what will happen is, he'll fill up the big bowl with ice, the one normally used for popcorn. Then he'll get the ice paks out of the freezer. I'll undress and get into starting position, sitting on a folding chair arms behind my head pushing my breasts out. He starts with an ice pak on each breast for about a minute. If I make a sound he switches to the other (warmer) breast and time starts over. When I've made it through, Then I have to dunk my breasts in the big bowl. He holds me down for as long as he feels like it should be. Sometimes he makes me count or sing an entire song before he let's me up. After that, he dries me, and warms me back up with his hands...only to put both ice paks back on my breasts again, sometimes it's another minute sometimes its 5. If he feels I've resisted in any way up to this point I have to dunk my breasts again for longer. After that I have to choose if I want my ass hot or cold... If I choose hot, he puts ice cubes in my mouth and spanks me until they've melted enough to ask him to stop, If I choose cold, he puts ice cubes up my ass. He has put ice in my vagina, but usually he'll just hold a big ice pack between my legs. Throughout the whole process I have to say "yes sir, no sir, thank you sir, I'm sorry sir," etc to every order and command. If I forget even one time, there's a last step. He'll tell me I have a filthy disobedient mouth that needs to be dealt with. My choice here is to either embrace my filthy mouth, or ask him to clean it for me. If I say clean it... He washes my mouth out with soap. If I say I like it filthy, he makes me lick dirty surfaces like the bottom of his feet or the floor of our bathroom or put something rank in my mouth like his dirty socks. I usually choose filthy, the soap is really bad he uses liquid soap. He squeezes the bottle in my mouth and makes swish it like mouthwash. Then gets my toothbrush and brushes me. Usually after this we have really amazing sex. I know it sounds like he's taking advantage of me put I love him and this makes him feel good, and making sure his every need is met makes me feel good.
I have a huge crush but I can't act on it; I'm not ready for a relationship because I have low self-worth and trust issues. This sucks! Why do I yearn for him so much? Why can't I switch off romantic feelings until I'm ready?
I think I actually had a real heart attack. I'm only 19, its scaring the shit out of me. I should be going to the doctor's but I hate doctor's, so I'm probably going to try and put getting checked out until a while. Partially because I'm scared, also because I think this is the start of my death. I was told by a "Fortune Teller" that I will only live to be 27, she told me this when I was about 10 or 11 yrs old, ever since then my body has slowing been getting worse.
i just confess the real thing that I've hidding, yea u know, girls.. complicated.. mysterious .. and u know what his reaction? he just bluetick me! urghhh! please, I wanna positive thinking about him...
I think my mother believes I am a fall back boyfriend. She has straight up told me many times the reason she had me was because her first husband had died. When she would get dumped every so often she would make me sleep in bed with her and hold her. This went on well into my teen years. If I would talk to girls she would go behind my back to talk bad-mouth me to them in order to fuck it up. I had to hide relationships. She may have been trying to take me off the dating market since I was little. She would frequently tell me how she wanted a girl, and would try to get me in girl roles like a flower "boy" at a wedding. She was insistent that I was gay and didn't know it yet. I later got a long distance relationship when I was trying to be a musician. I got a normal job and moved to a city near my childhood home to marry my wife. My mother flipped. Tried to convince my wife I am a schizophrenic capable of murder, or stupid, and similar lies. When my wife wouldn't leave me and we had a kid, my mother "dumped" me and "adopted" her bf's 18 year old estranged son and moved him into my old room. Then she would mail me pictures of them together. So since her bf dumped her and the kids moved away and got sick of her she's all alone now. No fucking WAY am I going back to her. That woman is dangerous and I need to keep my kids far away.
This is going to sound super ridiculous. You'll need some background. I have a hobby of deradicalizing terrorists. I got started during the ISIS war. Now I use it to calm down political extremists in the US. White supremacists should be rather simple. Especially since they are worried about Demographics. If you want to help White people there are tons of things you can do. Help mentor poor kids to be better husbands, boyfriends, and fathers. Volunteer at a pregnancy care center. Learn couples counseling to help save marriages in your community. All positive stuff for the birth rates, right? Nah. (Almost) No takers. Probably too much work. What about negative stuff? Pick the group you want to lower the birth rate of. Volunteer at their planned Parenthoods, encourage LGBT stuff in their neighborhood, encourage their women to focus on career and help them get into college. All stuff that lowers birth rates, but is legal and acceptable. Hell, you could invite Black guys to your gaming clan and get them anime waifus. Same effect. Less births. No takers. What's the suggestion I get. "Maybe one day I'll go on a shooting spree." What the ever loving hell does that accomplish? You bring the cops down on your friends, you change NOTHING, make people HATE your people and Ally against everyone you love, and best of all my inbox gets flooded by political donation requests from corpse humping vultures asking me to give political donations to some schmuck to "Stahp Nat-Zees." It is unequivocally the WORST thing you can do for your people. Look at Dylann "The bowlcut idiot" Roof. These people don't REALLY love White people or even actually hate others. This is glorified suicide by cop. The thing that stops most people from suicide is they can't self-harm. So they get a cop to do it for them. I know it's stupid that it pisses me off that they aren't "real" racists. Real racists are easy. They WANT to help their people, even make mutually beneficial alliances and even friendships with other races like Hoteps do. These guys are merely lazy. They'll "die" for a cause because it's easy. But they won't live for it. That's the stupidest shit I have EVER seen.
Alright, I know this is a stupid thing to be upset about, but that's why I'm complaining here and not to people I know. So I finally managed to grow my nails out super long, which is actually pretty hard to do since I work in a factory. And I painted them all pretty and they look fabulous. Well, I broke one. Figures. But y'know, not a huge deal, one is just shorter than the others. But then I smashed my finger so hard at work that the nail polish popped clean off of that finger, all in one piece. I wouldn't be upset about this, except that now I have long, gorgeous nails... and then one very short unpainted nail. So it looks like I got those fake acrylic nails and one just fell off. I don't even care about that finger looking so different except that I know everyone thinks my nails are fake, and I'm sad about that because I'm actually kind of proud of myself for making them look so good. It's like when you spend days on a drawing but then no one believes that you actually drew it. idk like I said, I know it's dumb, I just needed to tell someone how I feel.
I'm so happy my bf get ranked legend in ML , at the same time, im so sad bze he don't have time for me..