my sister is dating my friend and now i feel very uncomfortable around that friend yet we've been friends since early childhood, I don't know what to do
She don't see the way your eyes light up when you smile. She don't notice how you stop and stare whenever she walks by. And you don't see me wanting you the way you want her, but you're everything to me... I just want to show you she don't even know you; she's never gonna love you like I want to. You just see right through me, but if you only knew me, we could be a beautiful miracle, unbelievable... instead of just invisible.
all haircut suggestions that I can search on Google are just unreliastic (they suggests hairstyles of actors and models!). i mean it still requires maintenance like straightening and stuff. i just want a low maintenance haircut ):
I react very strongly (more precisely: I get extremely emotional and cry like crazy) to people with mental disorders, especially to the kind of people who's disorder makes them act like a small child even when they're older, and especially when they're happy and full of life. A good example of this is Leonardo DiCaprios character in "What's eating Gilbert Grape". I have no idea why this is. I never personally knew anyone with any kind of mental disorder, so it doesn't seem to make sense to me that I am so emotional about it. I'd understand if I was a little sad because I pity them, it would even be more logical to feel happy when I see them being happy. But when I watched the movie I mentioned, I cried so badly that I had to stop watching - after just the second scene with the retarded kid. When I see people like that in public, I have to look away or even leave the room (which makes me look like an asshole).
this is goodbye to another person leaving to whatever this is. Sometimes it's better to not say anything at all than to say anything at all.
recently i came to see myself as " the old people" at 49 i am depressed i feel my life is something i dont seem to want im alone forever in a room full of others even or sometimes among family i dont want to grow any older i never saw myself as 49 years old ive out lived my personal expectancy by many years i never felt happy with this life no matter where i go who im with what i have things i like nothing in this life can satisfy me friends even life long friends and family seem to me shells or empty as me i have no reason no aspiration no goal trapped here its some ancient curse and this is just anothet cycle of this life i forsake stuck in survival mode something inside is keeping me alive and i want that removed burt out with everthing on earth dope sex money cars whatever its all become heavy and dreadfully boring i didnt have a bad childhood. my people.who are many did and do their best.for me i want to love and adore them but i am unable cant let people.know.the.real me they will be sad if they knew who i really am i dont want them to.feel pain especially if i put it 9n them maybe i am capable of symparty for.others am i also.empathetic.i cant help but wonder thanks for.reading any.feedback is.feed.back.no feeling to.hurt.so.let me hear from you.thanks again for.reading. ps.lost on earthcould it.be the.wrong place should i.be.i someother place state.universe.can people be in the wrong deminsion.am i wrong.for these questions. all.questions.are.rhetorical i.ask.myself not necessarily.you.if you can relate let.me know
There's no better way to end your skinnydipping in a remotely cold lake, with a warm freshly cook jumbo instant ramen plus rawit just pick from the tree, is love.
No need to add on to something that's alright been added.
Is there anyone in this world who have no soft spot for cuteness.
I hope when I die I can seat and watch my life like it was on CDs. you know, special features, commentary and deleted scenes lol. also maybe see the spinoffs my life created or impacted,