Roses are red, my heart all sort of red because of you.
So, I live in a care home and one of my care workers, (Who I have a thing for.) Was spying on me in the shower. I didn't think anything of it. However, the other day we were watching a movie in my bedroom and she said, "I saw you showering the other day. You were massaging that huge snake of yours. Perhaps you could come to mine and shower with me?" I didn't say nothing, but I'm suppose to go around on Friday. I really don't know what to do as I'm a virgin.
So if a girl like a guy, confesses her crush to him, and he gently rejects her, but says he really appreciates her as a friend (he's sincere about it) Then he meets someone, falls in love, tells the world and all his friends how happy he is, this girl tells him: Oh she might be not right for you, and she'll make you change your lifestyle. He ofcourse ignores her feeble attempts, proposes to the woman he loves, everyone is congratulating him. She sends him an email trying to tell him h ed made a big mistake, tries to make his fiancee sound bad for him etc He decides this friendship isn't worth the drama and stops talking to her. Calling him and sobbing about it should be her instead. Years passed, he's happily married, he once sent a group "happy new year " message to everyone in his friends list. That girl immediately thinks it's a sign for her to weasel back in his life. Now she's sending him texts and losing her shit because he's not answering them. What do you think about this girl? A thot? Or what? Also His wife doesn't care for trashy stereotypical "leave my husband alone" kind of confrontations and doesn't consider her as a threat at all.
Yesterday I had a poop so big it wouldn't flush. I flushed twice and it just wouldn't go down. I probably could blame the low flow toilets, but that was honestly the King Kong of turds. One of those where my belly hurt so much before and instantly felt better. The janitor came in right after I left. I'm sorry Willy, I didn't know what to do. But I went back later and the out of order sign wasn't on the stall so it must've went down somehow. There were a couple of other girls who left the bathroom at the same time as me so hopefully he doesn't know which one of us left that surprise.
when i was 16, me and my cousin started hooking up. she used to come over to my house everyday . it started with us playing "wrestling" ..one thing lead to another .. the crazy part was that' i was a virgin, i lost my virginity to my cousin .we hooked up a few times, there was one moment we had around Christmas. she came over and got very drunk 😏 she couldnt hold back. she didnt care anymore and came into my room that night. we were so loud, im surprised we didnt get caught.. to be continued 😉
I hate randomly waking up after only a few hours of precious sleep, and despite trying, being unable to fall asleep again. I'm so exhausted that my head hurts, I feel like someone parked a car on my face. I'm tired. Why can't I sleep?
I grew up in the US and I hated it there. It's so hard to make friends.. for introverts... I'm always lonely and depressed and life is very demanding. When I moved in the Philippines, it was easy to connect with people "in person". Yeah the country can be unsafe, and can be damn humid but I love the people here. The people that I met somehow cured my depression. Yeah bad health care as well but I love it here! I love the food, the culture, events, and I can live by the limitations of that from the first world country. I dont really care what my parents think, I live my Filipino heritage and their social connection. Something considered awkward when I was in the US.
I dont like sweets and I love the taste of veggies.. It's odd because sweets are naturally attractive to human taste and veggies aren't. I mean bitter taste are the best but sweets are pretty eww
So I met this girl in the middle of last semester and I kind of knew that she was into me at the time, the thing was that I thought I would never see her again because we are studying completely different courses. But ever since I met her, I saw her a lot of times and the thing is that she was really cool and I want to talk to her again but every time I see her I am with my friends and it is not option to ditch my friends just to talk to her and I know she still remembers me because holds a gaze and smiles at me every time she sees me, I just wish I can have another opportunity to talk to her again
It's just been a really bad week... and it's been so long. I feel like it's been a month since last weekend. I just want things to go back to normal.