I have so much anger and motivation inside me, I want to take on the devil himself. I'm tired of being stomped like a roach. Time to dust off the dirt on me and get back from my knees. Bring it on reality, we're going to see who will last longer! 😡😈 To all those depressed out there, I suggest you do the same. Such beautiful things come from rage. You can do this! You can survive another day! TEACH THEM WHO'S BOSS!!! DAMN DEMONS NEED TO LEARN WHO THEY'RE FUCKING WITH!!!!
was talking to a sub guy for a while and just received 50 from him for being his online mistress ahahha thanks for the money bitch 😳
so when i was in highschool i thought it would be funny to hit on a new cute school janitor. The first time we thought it was funny and he told me he was happily married with children. The second time i did it cause i thought it was going to be funny again and he told me to stay in my lane...and told on of my teachers and she had to have a discussion with me. He thought i had feeling for him which I'd would understand if i was in his shoes. I still remember it and it haunts me today:(
I remember when I used to wait for my step sister to be don't showering, so when she went back to her room is sneak outside to her window and watch her get ready all naked with her DD boobs looking scrumptious as fuck and I'd sit, watch, and masturbate to her sext naked body🙊🤫
When I was a kid, I thought that all of the vents and air ducts in my house were connected to all the vents of the other houses on the street, just like the sewer. So I spent hours talking into the vent in my bedroom, hoping one of the kids in the other houses would hear me and answer. One day, I got an answer. I heard someone say "Hello?" and giggle. So I excitedly ran to tell my mom about it, and then she said "Was that you talking in the vents?" and explained to me how vents work and that she had answered me. Needless to say, I was pretty bummed out haha but I'm glad she told me.
I think I have feelings for my ex still who obviously doesn't want anything to do with me and it sucks because I love the girl I'm with I'm just not sure if she's the one for the res of my life but she makes me smile and whenever I interact with her I just feel better, but she isn't as easy to talk to as my ex and she doesn't definitely isn't as cool, I'm not even sure if that's a bad thing. I'm so basic I should be over my ex I know it's infatuation, and it's not real, or it's not how our relationship actually played out , maybe it's me, I've changed since then and maybe I just don't have the same feelings towards myself. I need to lose my weight to find out for sure.
note: If you're really not into religion, ignore this confession. is it too late to ask god for forgiveness!? I was young and stupid and stopped believing in him, and now I kinda feel ashamed. I lost hope in him and I was worshipping something else. I feel I betrayed my own religion. I just want to be happy and let the odds be in my favour like they used too. I just want to be helped by the one and only. I want to be safe and happy. God...if theres really a god...I ask for forgiveness.
I believe in witchcraft because it's like the only thing making me want to keep on living and enjoy life.
Im planning to secretly take a greyhound bus to visit my girlfriend. I know. Greyhound is shit but it's the only way I can see her in person. I have these thoughts like, what if your mom finds out? what if something bad happens during the trip? How are you going to go back? ect. But I dont plan on taking it right now. I'm just waiting until I turn 21 (currently 18). She is having a depressing life over where shes at. I just want to meet her, hug her and kiss her face to face. I dont know if I can stand having an online relationship for 3 years. Or her. I told her to be strong and hold on, because we are going to meet, no matter what! If I lose her, I lose everything. She is my only motivation in life. I love her and it will be devastating to lose her. My entire world will fall apart. Please, wish me luck guys. I would really need it 😞
The other night while I was driving home from work, I started talking to God. Not really praying because I couldn't close my eyes and bow my head, just talking like he was a friend I hadn't seen in awhile. It started out asking him to watch over a coworker and his family because his mom died awhile ago and I said I would pray for him. Then I just listed off everyone I know. Family, coworkers, and some of my regular elderly customers. I don't know my customers names but I can see their faces so clearly in my head and remember little bits about them. The pale white guy and his Hispanic wife who always uses a motorized cart, I hadn't seen them in awhile and was genuinely worried. They're super sweet. One time his wife talked about how when she was raising her babies, they didn't have formula and just fed with the Chi-Chi's (breasts). I saw them yesterday and was so relieved they're okay. The black guy who brings his own scooter, puts his groceries in reusable bags on the handle bars, and has me put his stuff in plastic bags then back in the reusable bags to even them out. We're not supposed to handle customers reusable bags right now but I'd have to make an exception for him. There's no way I can ask him to bag all his stuff as he struggles to stand. The little old lady who only buys what she needs and will buy 1 single banana because if she buys a whole bunch they'll go bad too fast. I haven't seen her in awhile but I hope she's staying safe and has someone to pick up her groceries for her. The mom and her nonverbal son. I haven't seen them since this crisis started but I hope they're getting the support they need. There are so many people I barely know but I care about them and I worry for them. Are other cashiers like this or am I just weird? I can't not care about people or I feel like I'm dead inside.