so i have a friend who is really great on playing tinder. i dont know how she can just talk with strangers like total strangers. when i tried it, i was insecure af so i stopped after a few days and im not good at talking with strangers or finding topics to talk about. im jealous of ppl who can be really confident about themselves
does someone want to talk about any subtle things and unimportant things? i find it so hard to find someone like that nowadays
Idk but i feel sooo much better compared to earlier today after my confession of never touching my son inappropriately even though the family I'm from, is a bunch of lying perverse psychopaths. I feel sad that he turned into a kind of monster despite....raping me b4 and men raped him when he was super young. He didn't tell me until waaa.ay after it happened. 😮😖. One one a fake brother. So many lies.....
My grandma recently moved into a retirement home and had to throw out most of her possessions. I was assigned selling some of the stuff online, which I did. I was super glad and surprised to get rid of most of it after just some days, and first was happy to have made some money, but then I found out that one of the sold items was valuable. Like, really valuable. I always do research first, but somehow didn't find out that it was. I regret that deeply and I'm quite embarrassed, now understanding why the guy buying it from me grinned so much when he picked it up.
I respect the mothers who gave birth without the epidural. I broke and took it because so couldnt take the pain anymore and my baby even got stuck because his head was so big and I could still feel a small amount of pain as the doctor had to help pull him out.
I've been talking to this guy for awhile now and sure we had some of our good and bad times but to be honest this whole thing makes me pretty uncomfortable. Texting was our only form of communication (i hate calling) since i study abroad and only visit home every summer, but even when we do meet in real life it's like we try everything in our power to avoid eachother. I just don't want to talk to him anymore and I've (politely) told him multiple times before but it's as if we always go back to eachother, it's mostly my fault anyways since I'm always way too nice to ignore the guy. But conversations are long and draining and i honestly can't keep up anymore. This is gonna make me sound like a complete ass but I'm tired of sugar coating it and playing nice. How do you tell someone to fuck off in a classy manner
Forse ora è il momento giusto per ascoltare tristi brani che mi culleranno nel sonno.
theres this kid i work with that used to live in my old neighborhood. i never talked to him before he started working with me. long story short, we grew close. he was like my little baby (even though he's only four years younger). anyway, we hooked up and i feel so bad about it. my friend keeps assuring me that the age of consent is 17, BUT STILLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!!!
It hurts when you have many people around but nobody supports you. My family is just a bunch of assholes who mock, intimidate, and even they dont care whenever i'm ill. They just make me do whatever they want right at the moment or i will get punished. My friends are the same, they come when they need me to do smth for them but when i want to tell my stories they are not here because of many reasons. I'm stressed right now. Idk what to do. Feels like i want to kill myself. Argh.
It feels like my heart is ripped out of my chest. I don't when, or if, I'll be able to see my nephew again. My house and my heart feels empty without him. I don't want him to grow up thinking I don't care about him, but if that's all his mom tells him and I can't be there to defend myself what can I do? Even if I get back in touch with him when he's grown up, he either won't remember me or he'll think I'm evil because that's what his mom said. It's not like I really did something wrong. All I did was turn down babysitting once and ignore a message from his mom. I'm not the antichrist. I would never hurt him. I didn't do anything to hurt anyone. I know I'm not perfect. But I don't deserve to hear that I'll never see my nephew again because of it. I don't care that his mom (my sister) hates me. She's hated me all 24 years of my life. But my heart hurts thinking I won't see his smile again, or get to hug him, or tell him how much I love him.