I feel like a useless piece of shit. I can't go to sleep because I think this, I wake up thinking this, and I don't know who to tell.
I am so happy today!!!! I could talk with my crush..
It pisses me off when coworkers just don't do their job. Like the other day someone left a broken pickle jar on the floor before waiting for maintenance to come or even trying to clean it up themselves. That's broken glass and liquid on the floor! We can't just leave it there. No wet floor sign, no rope to show that register line is closed, no one guarding the spill (per company policy that everyone is trained with), nothing. It was pretty slow but still! Someone will get hurt and sue with crap like that. I heard them call for maintenance while I was on lunch but I assumed they got it. It didn't get cleaned up for at least half an hour, because another coworker saw it and immediately got a broom. The one that left it is still kind of new but still, I'm pretty sure they're smart enough to know broken glass and liquid is dangerous.
Yesterday, before I slept, I cried(because I pray for everyone)...then I fall asleep...till I was dreaming about my ex talk to me :'),,,afterthat dreaming about the person who really likes me but I reject him just being friend.
Again. He was sitting beside me :') . I forgot to wish him "Happy Valentine's Day". but atleast he got congratulating me for won first place. :) That moment I feel so grateful.
I have a fantasy that when I'm showering at the gym , someone accidentally walks in on me and we get to know each other very well. 😋
Tomorrow is the day across the park. My Valentine's gift would be a medal. :) I wish I could get the first place.
Mr.Owl.? Are you there.? :)
Today, he was sitting in front of me. He asked me either I could see the photographer taking pic of us or not...but I don't mind also because I could see him secretly. I smiled to him. :') "When you see the sun in the morning and you don't see any clouds and you know it's gonna be a good day. That's how I feel".
I wrote a somthing but I dont want people to know I wrote it so hear it is •~~•~~•~~•~~•~~•~~•~~•~~•~~•~~• You may shove my face deep within the ground headfirst, however, without a doubt you will not catch me frown. You could push me tease me pull me bite me, however; you'll never see that tear Falling down. Those words And names you use against me may sound like nothing, but They are knifes pushing against my skin making the deepest kind of wound. Although this may hurt me. You'll never watch me put my head down.My smile protects me Like how the moon covers the sky. You may not see it, but underneath this cover I have wounds cuts and scars. Surprised you may be to hear this from my mouth but don't act differently because the way you have treated me has shaped me into who I am now