my bosses brother is kind of sketchy. he comes into the workplace quite often and he puts off a really creepy vibe. all my coworkers feel the same. one said he's pretty sure he only goes after really young girls, like 19 or 20 (he's in his 50s). he's just really offputting. anyways had a nightmare the other night that he tried raping me... kind of forgot about that nightmare when I woke up, until I saw him walk into my work again. it all came flooding back and I had chills. I was disgusted and freaked out over him being there. even though it wasn't real...as if I wasnt already uncomfortable as it was, now I have a mental image of him actually trying something. I need a new job I think
I'm that Pseudo-Incel guy with the date from a few month/quarter a year ago. This is gonna be the ramblings of an 18th-century poet, but I'm in a happy relationship now and probably am the best I've ever been in relation to my mental health and outlook on life...I even had to realize that I do not look that bad. Feeling genuinly loved makes it really damn hard to be hateful - and that's a really good thing. Surely, I dread the day on which the relationship goes to waste, but as long as my girlfriend is the one making somewhat unrealistic but certainly lovely and very desireable plans for our future, I allow myself to live in the illusion that true love is forever...well, I guess love is forever, but only for few - so I hope we're some of the happy few...also: While hatred is a great motivation, loving and being loved makes life overall easier...also we're both very similar people, with similar backstories, who have gotten bullied and wronged a lot in life, it had just felt so very satisfying when we simultaniously came to the conclusion that our relationship is fate's atonement for all the injustice we had to suffer.
explicit: my hand smells like my BFs dick. and its turning me on while im sitting in class
I had a dream last night that I tried some heavy drugs and then tried to look for and murder my friend with a knife. She was hiding from me. I found her, but I thought about it and decided against it, feeling monstrous and leaving her. I then ran into my boss from work, and some employees from the company who I'm contracting, still obviously fucked up on drugs. I felt like my life fell apart, and that I became less than human.
Today I did my workout....I was dressed
This is gonna be kind of explicit, but: I've got a gay crush on this girl I'm friends with. And the feeling is mutual. We've agreed that we should totally hook up sometime, since her boyfriend is into girl-on-girl love and wants to watch. I'm so excited for both of us to find out what sex with a girl is like! So excited, in fact, that I masturbated thinking of it just now, and I had a squirting orgasm for the first time in ages. She's just so damn hot.
my boyfriend doesn't want to have wedding ceremony, even just a simple one because he thinks it's just a show off. i told him i think the same, but honestly i secretly want to have a simple wedding. want to feel extra special even for just a day.
These nature lantern is very mesmerizing, will you come to me, to my sleep.
Can't wait for Thanksgiving....I'll be naked all day
I'm back and I'm naked!!!!