I just fucked up a lot. I sold a $10 coffee machine on an internet platform. Someone wanted to buy it, so I gave them my address. Who showed up were 3 guys - I know this is going to make me sound racist, but since most crimes in my area ARE committed by foreigners, I'm going to say it anyways. They were foreigners. I met them outside of my house to give them the item. They tried to talk me into letting them inside the house to "try it out". I honestly had the feeling that they weren't interested in the machine at all; when I tried to show them how it worked, they weren't interested, They just wanted to come inside to try it out. I refused. Then one of them tried to bring down the price, which I also declined, but while talking about it, the other two were walking around the front yard a little, looking into my windows and back yard. They finally left, taking the machine with them. I am now almost completely sure that they weren't interested in coffee at all, and were just trying to check out my house, I guess you know for what. I'm in so much fear now. I live alone and I'm not home most of the day due to work. I don't have any information about them, the internet name is probably fake. I hate myself for doing this; everyone knows that you shouldn't tell strangers your address, and I ignored all the precautions just for $10. It's still not enough to get the police involved, so there's nothing I can do.
my girlfriend's is pregnant. i want a little girl more than anything. and I'm scared if it's a boy that I'm really not going to want it. I honestly couldn't think of anything worse than raising a boy
I thought about him lately, a lot. And last night i dreamt of him. That he called me, and he just wanted to talk to me, he said he misses me. When i woke up i looked into the phone because the dream felt so real. Eventually i decided to call him. We talked about casual things. It felt so nice. I could feel my heart almost jumping out of my chest. But then i hear his girlfriend calling in the background, and he tells her that he's talking on the phone with an old friend. And he will be off in a minute. We were together for a long time. I broke it off because i had to pursue my career, and i was afraid. He said he will wait for me and always love me no matter what. But, i guess now i'm just an old friend.....i feel so stupid, i gave up something i really loved for a job.... How could i be so stupid. I thought my career would make me happy...
Today i woke up pretty early and got an appointment for my job interview, which i am really exited and really nervous about. for a change, i made breakfast. not only was it relatively healthy for a change, but it was also quite good, plus i didnt made a mess out of the kitchen like i usually do when i cook. And on top of all that, when i looked out of my open window, i saw big fluffy flakes of snow falling from the sky. And this made me think. Maybe this will be the change i so desperatly needed in my life. I often got told that i would have depression, and that i need help. But i know for a fact, that thats not true. You cant cure depression, but you can cure a shitty life, and i may have found the remedy. I still got a bit of time before i have to start my old job for the last few months this year again. So i can get my drivers license, get the job for september, and finish a piece of work i started last year. This is the first time i can say this is it without suicidal intend.
Went down the road to a fancy dress party. I was Woody from Toy Story as a gay looking cowboy hat and some jeans are easily accessible at the last minute. Anyway I hooked up and fucked a ghost. At least I thought she was a ghost. Turns out it was just one of the muslim hoe's from next door. Oh well. Least she didn't blow me. Up.
My mother is an awful bigot. She is one of those free love Boomers who hate Christians. She disowned me years ago, but still calls me when she's down. She just got dumped again at the age of 55. Desperately clawing for whatever garbage man will stave off loneliness. So what does she want to chat about? Looking down on Christian morality. She knows I converted as a teen and married a Christian. We even waited for marriage. I just want to tell her, maybe considering my marriage worked and you are alone AGAIN, maybe I was on to something. Sour grapes. Why do I even answer the phone? What's wrong with me?
I'm an atheist and i live in a very religious family. I'm not sure if i should tell them because I'm afraid I'd be cut financially or even get kicked out.
Ex texted me asking "do you hate me?" w. October things were fine and dandy even met your brother. November you started acting up and December you broke up with me and kicked me out. claiming every little thing I did or didn't do made you unhappy. then mid In mid December lo and behold you announce you have a new boyfriend and claim we'd be separated for months..... months or month female? its apparent you'd been talking to this dude before. then when you got rid of me you bought him in. so yea I hate you. I hate you because you're weak and dont know how to handle a argument without running away and starting a whole new relationship while pretending the one you're still in is going good. you claim you're dont with that hoe shit. but apparently not.
I had a dream about you last night. It felt so real, and lasted almost a lifetime. We were happy together, and we loved eachother. The last thing you said in my dream was over the phone, it was something simple, like "i will stop at the store and after i will come home, do you need anything?". And then i woke up. I took my phone to see if we really talked, but i deleted your number 3 years ago.
One man's gain can be someone else's lose. In your victory, there might be other person dying in his defeat. But as one Queen said, "Winning is not always a victory; and losing is not always a defeat". Let us always celebrate the wins and losses.